It's my birthday and literally no one has noticed.

>>68553480
:( happy birthday friendo

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_sS3CA-0pQ

>>68553480

Dam that picture is sad as hell.

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>>68553480
https://youtu.be/pb8BiQR9RTI

>>68553480
>>68553715

But to respond to your question, this one:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBzjR8yR47I

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I spent my birthday alone two years ago and listened to Deathconciousness. I've decided that if the next birthday I have is spent the same way I'd kill myself. Fortunately I have one good friend who offer to meet up with me for a bit, but I still spent the night of alone.

>>68553480
That's a really depressing picture, reminds me of a couple of my birthdays. But at least he has a mother that cares for him which honestly meant the world to me when I was in a similar position.

>>68553480
lol why dont you go ahead and go get some friends then if you actually care?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KqluXvpT7hU

>>68553928
>killing yourself because no friends
that's the height of pathetic.

>>68553521
This was on my backlog for awhile. Most of the way through it now. Somewhat disappointing desu. It's nowhere near as intense as they want it too be.

>>68553573
Ty anon

>>68553715
All my birthdays as a kid were like this after about age six. It hurts.

>>68553928
I feel actively suicidal for the first time in two years right now :/. I didn't think this would be anywhere near as painful as it is. Probably going to listen to Deathconciousness next seeing as I somehow haven't heard it yet.

since this is basically /depression/ general, does listening to depressing music make you guys feel better or worse? for me it has this sorta fulfilling feeling, dont really know how to describe it, but I feel really immersed.

>>68553979
But I have no friends because I want to kill myself. No one wants to hang out with a depressed piece of shit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKRA7weVyLs

>>68554072
tfw this is slowly happening to you and you know but it hurts to fake it when you're around them

>>68554061
the word you seek is catharsis

Iktf. When I was younger and had friends no one came because they all were on holiday (my birthday is in July). Now I have no friends. The only worse day is new year's eve.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIsnIt1p978

>>68553988
Feel better dude. It is your birthday so you should celebrate, even if it's by yourself. Watch some movie you really like, go to 7/11 and get some of your favorite junk food, play some games, and shitpost on /mu/.
>>68554126
It's really shitty. People try to be support and say stuff like "I'm here for you" and whatnot, but still end up doing stuff without you and eventually moving on. I don't blame them though.
>>68554061
I listen to a lot of sad stuff even though it doesn't make me feel better. Happy music just doesn't seem real anymore, while depressing music at least gives comfort in knowing someone else feels the same.

What problem do you guys have with meeting people?

I was like that my entire life. Through high school the couple friends I had got girlfriends and I'd go to the lab and play flash games on breaks and lunch. Girls flirted with me and I wouldn't even realize, I'd just be trying to leave as fast as possible. Other people got close to me so that they could get close to my friends.

In college I got depressed because I was alone all of the time and could make friends because I couldn't relate to people and would just sit in the library on my laptop between class and bus home immediately after. When I finally moved to a different city and realized I was just being a dick when people's tastes weren't exactly like my own, so I stopped giving a shit and realized people like to talk about themselves so I just learn what people like, bring up what knowledge I have of it and talk about that. They like you for caring about whatever crap they give a shit about. I literally cant spend time alone anymore because people always wanna hang out with me. I think it's something like game theory

>>68553480
Happy Birthday anon

https://youtu.be/42S17rDYZuc

>>68553480
I've started deliberately lying about what day my birthday is to everyone just because I had one year where everyone forgot and it was actually kinda nice.

>>68553480
oh hey it's my birthday as well

>>68555207
other than buying alcohol I can't imagine any situation where someone would need to know my birthday. why did you even need to lie?

>>68555234
how's your birthday been so far anon?

>>68555239
To confuse the people who actually know what my birthday is from high school so they'd stop pestering me to go to the club.

>>68553480
it's not anyone's responsibility to know when your fucking birthday is you pathetic autist. no one cares.

>>68555260
p chill, got To Be Kind and Thick As A Brick on vinyl.

>>68555274
ok.

>>68555301
this unless its your 21st.

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>>68553480
just fucking kill me already. im not even depressed and i've never had a birthday alone, but it still hits close to home for some reason.

>>68553480
Just listen to The Bends on repeat op I mean that's what I did when I was in that feel

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Sorry op
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MV_3Dpw-BRY

>>68553480
Happy birthday, anon.

>>68553480

Happy birthday.

>>68554061
a bit of both t.b.h. it can be cathartic or I can wallow in it for longer

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>>68554797
ye the truth about social interactions is most people want to talk about themselves or their interest. learn from this post lonely anons

>>68553480
Birthdays are overrated.

hopefully you will be happy one day with your girls in 4 doors of adobe slabs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zol2MJf6XNE