>tfw this show is one of the only things keeping me from killing myself
I'm not being ironic. This show and my family are the only two reasons I don't just end it every day. I think to myself that if I went through with it I would never see ponies ever again.
>>30795703
I know that feel, Anon.
>>30795703
this show keeps me going, but the thought that there is even the smallest chance that living through this shit existence will lead there will keep me going when it ends
>>30795703
Ditto.
>>30795703
You're a fag, but I agree with the sentiment. Helps me get through my days.
>>30795703
Same here op. For years, the only two things keeping me alive are: a) MLP and b) knowing that if i kms it will guarantee make life hell for my immediate family, esp my mother who is already extremely depressed. One major issue w/ my parents is that I had very obivous (like *clearly* visible) signs of mental issues as young as like 8 years old but they never got me any treatment. I started seeing a therapist on my own after moving out (therapist did help a bit, particularly with the acute depressive symptoms/suicidal thoughts, but it's still there underneath)
But I'm honestly just a burden on my family anyways, so if/when they got over it they'd be better off...
BUT yeah as long as MLP is around I'l still be here, barring getting hit by a bus or a heart attack at age 30 or something
It's a little comforting (actually kind of a lot) to know there are others (aka you randos) who have a similar mental process to mine.
>>30795820
Just wait until AR gets good, which shouldn't take too long now. We can all live alongside our waifus every day.
>>30795820
We're all in this ride together. A bunch of misfit autists who spend unhealthy amounts of time on things involving small horses from a cartoon.
I unironically love you guys. No homo.