I feel so tortured over my lack of life philosophy that guides me minute by minute. It's a stupid thing to hope for but I still want it. I think deep down I don't have the courage to do what I want.
I came home from work and browsed the internet mindlessly for over 6 hours. Spooked if I care, spooked if I don't.
>>9954630
>>9954630
>thinking your controllable skill of discipline is some psychoanalyzed permanent trait
just open the book and read
>>9954665
this.
just do it. it gets easier quickly
Sun and Steel is pretty much my life philosophy