"I think that maybe a lot of nihilists feel solipsistic because their nihilism is the result of a materialist worldview in which at death the annihilation of their subjective lens on the universe results in what, for their reality, is in every way functionally equivalent to the actual end of the objective universe. I think a lot of "solipsists" outside of academia don't literally think the objective universe does not exist, but rather just that from their perspective, and given their worldview, it is a difference without a distinction. "
What should i read if this quotes describes my worldview pretty accurately?