My projects greatest obstacle is myself.
I haven't even set the bar high, I'm just lazy and stupid, and I can't stay focused. I'm like a damn child.
The piece that I want to make will never come to fruition because I act like it will somehow do it on it's own.
Instead, I'm shitposting and fapping on this imageboard instead of working on the thing I know that I should be working on deep down inside.
I used to write do sketches. I used to ejnoy films. I used to like playing the occassional video game. I don't even feel depressed or bored, I just feel like I have no motivation.
>>9786368
Relatable I can't do anything even though I have the time and the energy to do so it's like something is holding me back from taking action but I can't put my finger on it
>>9786368
Do you take care of yourself? Exercise, sleep, eat properly, etc? Get laid?
>>9786610
You know what, I was going to sit here and lie to you. But I really don't take care of myself the way I should. I exercise and pay attention to my diet for the most part, but I feel like I'm backsliding, here recently.
My wife actually said something to me the other day and I acted like a defensive manchild. She just said that she noticed I'm a little more on-edge than normal. And she's right.
I don't "Feel" depressed or sad or anything, but at the same time something has to be get me in this mindset.
I need to step away from the computer, go outside, and maybe actually READ for once. I haven't read for my own enjoyment in about a year. Everything I've read recently has been heavy-handed, argumentative, psuedo-intellecual garbage.
I'm sorry to hear that OP . I think that I too know that feel and I simply hate settling for average things. what causes someone to simply stop being ambitious instead of striving for an ideal or a goal?
>>9786610
>Get laid?
Just get laid, brah