>started getting intense paranoia at night a few days ago

>>9763419
I get that way sometimes anon. Reading is a cerebral activity so I find that when my mind isn't at full capacity it doesn't do much for me. In fact a lot the time I scare myself more by reading. Last time I was in that state, I just when on a drinking binge so I passed out. I'm not an alcoholic or anything but sometimes you just need to knock yourself out to get sleep.

You're probably not actually insane, it's just a worsening side effect of sleep deprivation.

http://gnosis.org/library/hermet.htm#CH

This is pretty good for staving terror off.

>>9763419
The bible

>>9763419
The Outsider by Colin Wilson

>>9763419

Please, give me a reason. A good, valid reason with names, dates, times. Please. I want you to.

Read The Jaunt by Stephen King, should be easy to download.

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>>9763708
Drug use isn't safe during "episodes" like these. In the case that paranoia and the inability to sleep could be a sign of mental illness, drugs could very well accelerate, or even trigger, the illness and make it much worse.

>>9763419
Maybe a fucking book isn't the thing you should be focusing on

Go to a doctor