i was abused as a child and will probably live with this black

I'm 20 and havent worked full time. I was silently fired in February because I couldn't keep up with the part time hours I had at my job. That was the only job I've ever done too. I can't bring myself to work or better myself in any real way. I come on /lit/ hoping to be inspired to read but I can't even read now because my anxiety fuels my ADD and its really bad lately. I just got ADD meds and I'm hoping it fixes this issue because I love to read. Not being able to focus on anything is an awful thing
Youre not alone OP. Especially here. I've been on 4chan for 9 years and it's easy to tell new people from older lurkers. Anybody who stays on 4chan longer than a few years has a serious problem. The way content works on this site, it gets exhausted pretty quickly after you've been here for a bit. I don't even enjoy it here anymore. But when I do encounter those few people still on here from the good old days it is nice because there's a silent understanding between us that we're both pathetic losers with nothing better to do. Hell Ive barely left my house (my dad's house let's be honest here) in the past 2 years. I have absolutely no friends and when I talk to family it's essentially just a pity party
My mind is so scattered lately I feel like my posts are difficult to read, so sorry if this didn't make any sense

I'm aware that Imgur.com will stop allowing adult images since 15th of May. I'm taking actions to backup as much data as possible. Read more on this topic here - https://archived.moe/talk/thread/1694/

I'm aware that Imgur.com will stop allowing adult images since 15th of May. I'm taking actions to backup as much data as possible.
Read more on this topic here - https://archived.moe/talk/thread/1694/