What is being disgusted by the absurdity, sometimes to the point

>>9511332
OCD

depression is a safe answer.

>>9511336
That's it. I should have known, thanks.

cognitive dissonance?

>>9511332
Pathological clear-headedness.

Auf Deutsch, Ich denke, die wort ist "Angst"

>>9511332
Well I mean that just sounds like nausea in the existential sense.

Sartre even wrote a whole book about that.

It's pretty shit though.

Read some Kierkegaard and call me in the morning.

>>9511332
"unemployment"

>>9511515
>Ich
>die wort
Half an hour ago I was literally crying at the misery of my own life, at my physical ugliness and loneliness. I love one person but the love will never be returned. Maybe I am not even worth of being returned love. I look behind and before myself and I see no happiness on my path. Only tiny moments of art, a short and desperate breath of air for a drowning man, still keep me alive.
And yet, I am now smiling smugly, because at least I know German better than you do, filthy anglo.

>>9511515
Go study grammar right now what are you doing.