>tfw relapsed again and spent the last few days playing video

>>9494569
Find something that you enjoy instead of forcing yourself to read you fucking retard.

>>9494580
I do enjoy what I'm reading but my body enjoys the mindless pleasure of instant gratification vidya more

>>9494592
Heres a plan:

1:Stop playing videogames.
2: Read more

What the fuck are you expecting?

>>9494569
>learn to write code for videogames
>profit???

What's wrong with playing a game once in a while? I think your problem is the fact that you can't balance it out. Try to find the right balance between reading and vidya.

>>9494569
>>>/adv/

I've found that lifting and running and exercise in general helps break bad habits.

>>9494569
what game? i spilled soda on my ps4 controller and now it wont turn on/charge. got a bad itch to play bloodborne after reading some lovecraft

>>9494569
Sell your xbox/whatever.

It's for children, dude. Just stop.

Have you tried installing Gentoo? I have to reboot into my Windows partition if I want to play video games, which gives a barrier allowing me to think "do I really want to play this stupid video game right now?"

>>9494569
You could try to combine both.
I was recommended Ready Player One at an Amazon Books. I'm curious, but I'm also worried it'll just be DUDE 80s REFERENCES LMAO: The Novel.

>tfw relapsed and masturbated to tranny porn again

Get rid of your PC

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>>9494718
Stop.

>>9494569
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy

Go away from home and read. Library, cafe, park. Somewhere different where you can't play your games.

>>9494592
It's all about finding a balance. We all have some form of instant gratification that takes way less effort than actual self-improvement. You just have to acknowledge that happiness is a pursuit, not a state of being that can be bought through shit like video games, drugs, and sex. I've noticed it's much harder to avoid mindless pleasure seeking when I don't get enough sleep, nutrition, and/or exercise, so I'd start there if you feel too lazy or unmotivated to read

>>9494726
The worst part is that I'm more attracted to women, but I've had so many poor experiences with romantic relationships in the past that every time I start watching vanilla porn I can only think about how much I hate women. My watching tranny porn is more about refusing to let women have control over me, even through porn

>tfw relapsed into eating junk food again

a-at least i continue to exercise, r-right?

>>9494752
This is why true misogyny is often just latent homosexuality, folks

>>9494783
I believe you are confusing cause and effect here. I am turning into a faggot because I hate women, but my hatred of women stems from the way they have treated me in the past; the cause of my misogyny is unrelated to my sexual preferences.

>>9494752
wait i didnt write this.
ive never found a board that was so like me until lit