books about a loser being in love with a prostitute? asking

are you that guy who posted about a night with a prostitute that changed your mindset about women?

really curious, what was it that made you change your mind?

>>9313649
not a book but like becket's first short story and also love is colder than death

>>9313659
no

>>9313664
don't you fucking lie to me

>>9313666
i can give you a rundown of my story if you like

literally journey to the end of the night

>>9313649
The darkness that comes before
And sequels
Just read it

>>9313649
My diary desu

>>9313716
share

>>9313649
Are you that Aussie from /cric/ who can't stop crying about it?

Also read, Of Human Bondage and cure yourself you loser.

>>9313666
>>9313659
OP is not that guy, he is stealing my schtick.

I was that guy. I used to think western men who went overseas for wives were losers. But now i realize that it's all about atomization. While they, the seekers, are atomized they are sort of self-actualized about it and are seeking a way out.

The hooker i saw was not atomized at all. She was completely loyal to the was embedded in from the start of her life, place, and to her soon. She was only hooking for their sake. She had obligations to them that could not be discharged.

>>9314558
A sense of non-negotiable belonging, trust and obligation is an important key to happiness. It is slipping away more and more for Americans, and this will affect gender relations.

>>9313677
Yes

Crime and Punishment

>>9314594
Or White Nights.

I lost my viriginity to a very qt Ukrainain prostitute when I was 20 for the reason that I had decided by age 15 I would die alone and there was no use waiting around for someone to actively fuck a sad sack like me. When I arrived I was very nervous and we talked for the first ten minutes, she was puzzled why someone so young was seeing her and I lied and told her I was just broke up with a long term gf who I planned to be my first. She seemed to take genuine pity and lead me gentlely, whilst I felt like a piece of shit the entire time. Forgettable expierence really but I was touched at how kind and honest she was, she was travelling and hooking to raise money for graduate studies and told me if I ever wanted advice I could text her. I didn't of course

It left me sad for a few months, though my cocks desire quickly overwrote that and I've only ever fucked escorts since then, taken terrible risks and refuse to get tested for fear of the results

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of a sort

Every dostoevsky novel

Maybe Suttree

>>9314612
>white night
>plowing hookers
what did he mean by this?

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>>9314681

>tfw you had a dream where a prostitute was regularly stealing things from a terminally ill rich man's house but he didn't care because she was the only company he had
>tfw towards the end he was drifting in and out of consciousness and had almost total short term memory loss and she was just standing there waiting for him to die

The whole thing was so miserable.

>>9314681
/lit/ as fuck experience though tbqh family

>>9313649
Try Dostoievsky that's basically his thing

>>9313734
>>9314594
>>9314612
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>>9315756
Why did Dusty like that motif so much?

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>>9313649

comics

is great, 10/10

https://www.amazon.com/Paying-Chester-Brown/dp/1770460489

Hijacking thread: books about a part time loser (non-loser for the other part of the time) being in love with a friend of seven years who has seen him having a gf for three and now (and ever, as far as he knows) sees him as a sorta funny friend. Asking for a friend who recently dumped his gf in order to pursue narcissistic ideals of life. Desu

>>9313649
Steppenwolf
Journey to the end of the night

>>9315777
in his time, all women were prostitutes.

>>9313649
Why I do declare that the personal daily record of my experiences, observations and feelings fits the archetype you have illustrated.

>>9315777
>777

Dostoyevsky was all about those who were downtrodden and beaten down by life. He was the inverse of Tolstoy in this way, with the latter's tendency toward the aristocracy or at least away from squalid rooms for rent

>>9316178
That is, if I may be so forthright.

>>9314558
you are a beta

not exactly what you are looking for but check out Memories of my Melancholy Whores

Notes from Uganda and Child & Porn

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>>9313649
you're welcome

>>9314570
Well said.

>>9318215
Perfect recommendation.

>>9314681
I've read this before

>>9314558
>She was completely loyal to the was embedded in from the start of her life, place, and to her soon

What did he mean by this?

>>9318403

Basically, a beta boy finally being redpilled on women

>>9313649
Brecht's Dreigroschenoper with Mack Messer and Seerauber Jenny.

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>>9314558
Wait.

Am I atom

Siddhartha

>>9313649
I'm writing one now, except it's a camgirl rather than a prostitute. Which is maybe even more pathetic, but an updated take on the "hooker with a heart of gold" trope at least. Based on a friend.

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>>9314558
What do you mean by atomized?

>>9313649
Leaving Las Vegas. Actually surprised no one mentioned this.

Breece Pancake short story A Room Forever