Is it wrong that I only crave philosophy when I'm severely

>>9227050
Yes

I'm the opposite. Every time I attempt to study philosophy I get the 'who gives a shit I'm a depressed brainlet anyway' feeling and read poetry for pretty verses instead

>>9227050
Nah, its the best time, philosophy will make you depressed so there's nothing to lose when you already feel that way

>>9227091
>>9227096

See it doesn't have that effect on me at all.
When I get depressed its like I want to fill the emptiness with as many ideas as possible.
The prose doesn't matter at all, I Just want to flood and immerse my brain so it doesn't feel so bad.
And philosophy works better than anything for this purpose.