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> be me
> 12 years old and moved to florida after living in desolate state my whole life
> I'm new kid in class who keeps his face in a book
> when his face isn't in a book he starts trouble and is constantly yelled at by teacher
> molested and beat a lot growing up by abusive stepfather
> teacher keeps making me do projects with other kids
> feels singled out
> teacher tells me since I can't behave I need to start eating lunch with him at school library
> feels like a leper
> we have lunch every day and talk about books
> he tells me about classic authors I should start reading
> kindles life long interest in literature
> on last day of school he gives me a hug
> i start crying and he seems confused but pats my back
> recently, after digging up old emotions I look him up on facebook
> find memorial pages
> suicide on his birthday
> tfw i have to pretend im okay these past few days
> tfw I can only tell this story to /lit/
> tfw I can't thank him
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Lol you got molested by some pervy man. Not even your mum. Mega kek
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Go to his grave, speak to him for a few hours, leave a gift (perhaps the book he recommended) and reconcile yourself.
All will be well.
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>>9206599
yeah
he was a mechanic for a major appliance company. my mom had 5 kids and no money. we have a strained relationship to say the least.
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>>9206595
>get molested
>at school yearn for the affection of an older male teacher
freud was right
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>>9206610
there could be some truth to that. I'm straight but have always sought the affection of older males.
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>>9206604
i worry about having a break down in public. Large bearded many bawling for hours might cause concern.
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BEST post in a while.
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>>9206632
>Large bearded man
Fat Neckbeard. Ftfy.
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Fuck.
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>>9206632
Not at the cemetary. If there ever was an appropriate place, that is it.
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Am I surrounded by a bunch of emotionally stunted molests here?
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> tfw i can only tell this story to /lit/
You could write a book, anon. Please consider that.
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>>9206610
Oh, no! Anon needed a competent adult to look after him as a child. Most certainly a homosexual.
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>>9209242
fuck off
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>>9206595
Im sorry dude.
That's awful.
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>>9206595
{{{{{{{HUGGGZZZ}}}}}}}
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>>9206614
>sought the affection of older males
I don't get the whole need for father figure since me and my dad get along great
but these phrases just creep me out
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>>9209278
>someone on /lit/ accomplishing something
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>>9207678
yeah no one's gonna think that crying at a cemetery is out of place
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>>9210084
> creepy
15 year old confirmed
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>>9209905
thank you for caring.
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9/10
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>>9206595
Fuck man that's rough, what I would suggest is just keep reading and honor his memory in that way, and hopefully one day you too can pass down the joy of literature to another young person
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