Do you have a friend group filled with genius literary scholars and philosophers and you get together and discuss the most esoteric works of literature ideas and have disgustingly kinky gay orgies? I don't even know a single person in my neighborhood :(
I don't have friends at all. The only person I see on a daily basis is my god forsaken mother.
>>9041319
that feel has an ear now.
I read the secret history and got similar feels
>tfw will never find a circle of people like that
Where do they hang out?
>>9041389
In the belly of the beast.
I get drunk with my roommate sometimes and we discuss literature and philosophy. Occasionally we fuck. We're both guys.
>>9041319
Basically where I'm at. Any time i'm at a social thing, people always really like me and say I'm really funny and everthing, but I still have no friends, never been good at making them. I had a few at one point, but completely lost interest in them, and fell out of contact. I basically just talk to my fucking mom, and that's it.
As far as writer's groups or something, I've never found one. Not sure I'd be interested in it even if I did. The only one around here is like a 2 hour drive from me, and it's basically a vehicle this failure of YA writer uses to tell other writers how much of a genius she is.
>>9041324
clearly the symbolism of the ear is that not only is he 'tfw' but that he must also listen to his mom's shit
>>9041315
I have a gay pen-pal friend who is legitimately a poetic genius. If he keeps it up he'll be studied within his lifetime.
Not gay though.
>>9042128
You should Verlaine his boipucci
I have a group of people who are following in the same artistic discipline as me. But it's a college town and fourth rate for the arts so anybody with talent outgrows it very quickly. That being said, that means there's always a very accessible place at the top.
Gotta remind myself everyday that I've got to stop fucking around and drinking all day. Save up, move on to a bigger city with better opportunities. Don't become one of these local talents.