I procrastate, I'm lazy and I self doubt my abilities. As

>>8924845
>might be able to get me out of this way of life.
Suicide.

>>8924845
read 4chan infographics and assume that you know everything about how the world works and know about everyone's nature, motivations, and desires.

In short, take the redpill

>>8924851
What do you mean by taking the red pill. Like figuring out how everything work?

literally seneca's on the shortness of life. literally

Just don't, that quote about excellence being a habit is cliched, but try it now. Stand up from your desk and clean your room until it's spotless. Do some study for your college, or if you aren't do some work, or if you don't have a job then look for an application. At as many moments as possible throughout the day you should try to surface from the 'haze' that you can slip into and try to do something to the best of your ability, it gets easier