I'm looking for a story with a character that feels so strongly that he does not fit into society, because he just has so many weird thoughts that he feels that those around him couldn't possibly understand. He's into some really weird shit that no one else would understand and he has to hide his emotions a lot, because he's afraid of what people might think.
>>8916757
Knut Hamsun's first three novels
>>8916757
sounds like schizotypal disorder.
I'm trying to get it published, friend. It's about a virgin neet who suffers from apocalyptic hallucinations brought on by a grass roots, neo-fascist uprising. He can predict the future but can't tell anyone because of Cassandra syndrome.
the wasp factory
seems like american psycho would fit this description pretty well desu
>>8916757
Confessions of a Mask