I felt that way for years. Unlike you, however, my feelings weren't

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I felt that way for years. Unlike you, however, my feelings weren't as pure. I'm not as pure... I tried to rationalize my feelings as if the world was really evil. I couldn't see that it was just a meaningless feeling—it had to be real. Like the rest of my generation, the only things I was interested in were nostalgia and sex. I was burning with lust, burning with hatred... obsessed with the women that I could never have, obsessed with the past that I could never inhabit... I burned all day and night. I felt sick, like I was full of demons, like I was condemned, freezing and burning at the same time, like the lowest spirits who writhe on the bedrock floor of the blackest depths of avici...