what are some books that will thoroughly convince me that suicide is my best course of action?
>>8683924
'Suicide Note' by Mitchell Heisman.
Halfway through you'll be so sick of the idea in general that you'll go outside and get on with your life out of sheer aggravation.
>>8683935
already read it. It was actually pretty interesting. Maybe not particularly edifying but I reminded me of Industrial society and ts Future. its always ineresting when text goes along with action.
>>8683924
The Conspiracy Against the Human Race by Thomas Ligotti
Haunted Universe: The True Knowledge of Enlightenment by Steven Norquist
>>8683924
watch 'the lobster'
>>8683924
read the world of yesteday by stefan zweighe killed himself after finishing the book
Do it or don't. Fucking pussy. Do yu really need a support group on whether to end your pathetic life or not?
my diary desu
>>8684211
I just need to get over my anxieties about what might happen after death. No sense in drawing out this cycle of addiction into perpetuity.
>>8684211
This.
If he despair isn't big enough to do it RIGHT NOW... continue on.... until it is big enough.
If it is big enough, fucking do it without any thought. Do it like a robot. Without tears or emotions. Do it ice-cold and mechanically.
If it isn't big enough but you want short-term relieve, start abusing alcohol and drugs. Trust me your chance of killing yourself will increase exponentially.
>>8683998
Ligotti is ez suicide stuff.
The Trouble with Being Born
>>8683924
Augustine City of God Book I