I'm trying to develop better (less shameful) habits. Been at it for a while but still not really enthused about reading.
Only porn and sometimes video games can give me that full body, tingle in the balls excitement to go and do them so am wondering if any of you get that feeling for reading consistently?
>>8658470
Read Stirner. Stop being spooked by motivation. Reading is already your property, you need only to exert power over it.
>>8658480
Lol
>>8658470
you have responsibilities to yourself as a person. gotta get the ball rolling so you can truly enjoy it.
you know you like reading so let yourself read for a while.
>>8658470
Start doing push-ups before you eat
Could start with 2 sets of 10 if you're weak or whatever
After 2 months I can do 30 in a row. I just stop what I'm doing (finished a page/section, died in a game, etc.) and knock some out. Helps me go back to focusing.
quit porn
>>8658470
It sounds like you're addicted to porn and it fucks up your reward circuitry, stop using and read more: yourbrainonporn.com
Helped me a lot.
>>8658470
>that full body, tingle in the balls
sounds like you'd like dfw. you'd probably feel something incredibly sad and banal in your nerve endings