How do I deal with the fact that I won't be able to read as much as I like, under any circumstances? The most I can read now is half an hour, maybe one hour a day. People will say that's enough, but I'm used to 3-4 hours every day, more every once in a while.
>>8652363
You realize and accept that that is your reality at the moment.
>>8652363
I love history and I can read ~15 pages per hour. I'm not able to study history for this. I try, but I can't go faster.
>>8652390
Make changes or accept it
>How do I deal
There's awesome shit all around you, its your appreciation of life that is weak.
There's no way to read everything, you made your choice to devote your time to other shit already.
>>8652391
This anon is the only answer. Making excuses will make you feel better in the short term, but ultimately you'll feel like shit when you realize you've done nothing but live by others rules.