I'm looking for a book that is extremely intense, which will take you through the twilight zone of your own thoughts. Idk whether I'm looking for a book that is entirely a metaphorical journey, or a book which is a lot of dialog between two characters,like when Obrian in 1984 is interrogating Winston, I don't even know what I'm looking for. I'm looking for a book which takes me down a twilight zone of thought, and is possibly an extremely uncomfortable and frightening place for your thoughts to go. I don't think I'm looking for a conventionally told story either. I don't know what I'm looking for to be honest, I've sort of just had this feeling of the sort of text I'm looking for for a very long time now, and I feel that I'll know that I'm reading it when I find it.
>>8375176
Read Hunger by Knut Hamsun.
Just do some strong Salvia with Xenakis playing
You'll probably have a really nightmarish trip but it'll be intense at least
>>8375261
https://youtu.be/S-GEbbgT5Io
>>8375261
I would smoke weed all the time if I had a hold of it to be honest. It's been one thing that I've really wanted to do again since I first tried it in colorado. The first time I ever tried weed, it was this incredibly powerful weed, I took about 5 enormous, comically huge drags on it, and I had about an 8 hour panic attack. I do get rather paranoid if I'm even a bit tired, so I don't think that I'd do any drugs harder than weed, but unfortunately it's not legal where I live and I don't have a single friend in my neighborhood, so I don't think there's anyone who I can trust to get it from. Then again, I do know one person, they're related to that person I knew in colorado, but I have been avoiding asking them if I could get some weed off of them because I'm a bit shy and I feel awkward asking people about stuff like that.
>>8375287
If you have the know/how, you can just get all the drugs you'd ever need off the deep web.
But if weed messes you up, I'd stay away from psychedelics lol.
>>8375176
Thus Spoke Zarathustra left me feeling very weird by my second reading. Everything clicked.
Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy
Current 93 (youtu.be/lxZpEFJhO6k, youtu.be/F9q1FomLSkw), Psychic TV
gilescorey.bandcamp.com/album/giles-corey, theflenser.bandcamp.com/album/deathconsciousness (they have booklets, you can find the pdfs on google)
Burroughs
>>8375176
Oblivion tier david wallace. Start with the suffering channel
b BUMP
Jonny got his gun, I have no mouth and I must scream, and definitely kafkas body of work, there's a terrifying part in the trial where he describes a meeting room full of politicians where the roof is so low they were all standing bent over with there backs up against the ceiling, shit was spooky as when I first read it
>>8375263
holy shit
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