tfw looking back on my writings from the most disturbing time

>>8373963
I read this last night...but I didn't see a point you were trying to make or question you were posing...

I delete all writings, pictures, videos, emails, text messages, chat logs, browser histories, downloads et cetera about once a week.

I recommend it, feels good to live in the perpetual present desu.

>>8374074
>but I didn't see a point you were trying to make or question you were posing...
I was asking if anyone has ever dealt with this feeling. I didn't add that question mark in the first paragraph superfluously.

Know the feel, I start writing, then the next day I look at it, feel like an idiot and delete it while I think about how badly I write and wish I could be visisted by the muses

>>8374361
It wasn't just that. It was that at the time, I was incredibly immature, lashing out at random things but lashing out at them mostly in my writing. I was basically hostile towards the entire world, all of my writings were scathing attacks on everything around me which I despise. It wouldn't be so bad if... I hadn't used my facebook as a vehicle for all my writings. Most of the memories attached with them are worsened by the fact that everyone read everything that I wrote. If I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have anything to look back on and regret, because it would have been as though the writings only existed in a small inconsequential part of reality, but now they're part of a larger scheme.

I was making these absurd facebook cover artworks too, which were just crappy microsoft paint works which had some obtuse philosophical message in it, with some basic artwork designs. I was very depressed at the time, and it took me over a year to get over how I was feeling at that time in my life.

>>8374341
This is 4chan, not an academic journal. Make your point concisely, attention spans here are short.

>>8374409
Sounds like you need to move to a new place, start with a blank canvas and build a whole new network of people who don't know about your past in a cringe thread.

>>8374615
I don't care if this is a cringe thread, because it's just on a small anonymous forum, it's inconsequential. I have tried moving to a new place. One time some people out in colorado said that there was a place I could come and move out there to, so I took the opportunity. Unfortunately, that place was very dismal and isolating. I have wanted to start in a new place with a blank slate, I feel so depressed having to be tied to the past. I have romanticized that feeling before.

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>>8374361
One day i invoked the muses and that night i dreamt with a list of people who were killed by Achillas, what did they mean?