Lit, I just fucking hate myself, I feel embarrassed being around people, I don't like being around people because I feel like when they finally figure out what I'm all about and what I really feel about being uncomfortable around them and having all these non normie thoughts going through my head that they'll think I'm repulsive. People make me angry as fuck. I have not made a single friend or left my house to do anything with other people for the past year and a half, and that's just counting the time I've lived in this apartment. Is there a character or a story that embodies this sort of feeling?
>>8227169
My diary t.b.h
>>8227169
The Tunnel by William Gaddis
Notes from the underground, but Crime and punishment to some degree as well.
Go to a doctor and take SSRI for your social anxiety, Anon.