About the only thing that turns me on is imagining dressing up as a grill and getting fucked roughly. But I have no dysphoria and this wanting to be a girl thing is purely sexual.
I'm in a struggle to decide whether I should actually get fucked or not. I'm scared of the psychological chances it may induce. Can anyone share their stories of being fucked while dressing up and how their minds changed afterwards.
I still want to one day have a gf. I sometimes can get it hard for a girl (doesn't stay hard very long) but I fall in love exclusively with women. And if I would feel too much like a faggot after being fucked I'd never be able to maintain the confidence I have now to get a gf.
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AGP
I've read that it's pretty much accepted wisdom that straight guys who think it sounds erotic AF end up hating it and feeling depressed when they actually try it.