Are there any straight mtfs here that feel shame after anal play?

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2017-09-04 04:31:55 Post No. 8818658
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:31:55 Post No. 8818658 [Report]

Are there any straight mtfs here that feel shame after anal play? I'm saving up for SRS and like guys but I always get a huge rush of guilt/shame and dysphoria after doing butt stuff. I mean, I can climax from it but I always feel horrible after it. I'm 20months HRT and full time. I feel like my horrible feelings after anal are limiting my relationship and sex life much more than me being trans. It's gradually getting worse and leaving me super sexually frustrated because I can generally go months with masturbating because I don't won't to feel guilty. It's still probably gonna be another 18months before I can get SRS. Am I alone with feeling this way? If anyone else has had the same experience, how did you deal with it?

Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:33:16 Post No.8818661
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:33:16 Post No.8818661 [Report]

>>8818658
Why does it bother you?

Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:35:48 Post No.8818671
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:35:48 Post No.8818671 [Report]

>>8818661
I don't know. It just sorta feel unnatural. I like guys and when into it I want them to penetrate me but it just feels really weird and incomplete and deviant after.

Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:36:04 Post No.8818672
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:36:04 Post No.8818672 [Report]

>>8818658
im 27 months hrt and with a long term bf

I have similar feelings and similar problems
I just suck his dick like 2 times a day now and he doesn't worry about anal anymore especially since prep and me being too tight and him being above average creates problems

Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:40:05 Post No.8818682
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 04:40:05 Post No.8818682 [Report]

>>8818672
Doesn't that make you sexually frustrated though because you never get off.

Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:01:56 Post No.8818741
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:01:56 Post No.8818741 [Report]

>>8818682
I accepted a while ago because of hrt a dysphoria that im just not going to have fun until after srs

Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:03:14 Post No.8818749
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:03:14 Post No.8818749 [Report]

>>8818741
That's sorta depressing but I'm glad you've at least found a relationship to make it work in.

Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:05:45 Post No.8818754
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 05:05:45 Post No.8818754 [Report]

>>8818749
yeah it is sad but I have a really low sex drive anyway and I love him

anal doesnt give me anything so whatever

Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:01:05 Post No.8819570
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:01:05 Post No.8819570 [Report]

Straight mtf here, I used to do anal play before transition and I really enjoyed it. Ever since I started hormones though, I have completely avoided it because of exactly what you said. I feel horribly dysphoric about not being able to masturbate with my own vagina and anal reminds me that I don't have one. I also feel guilty and disgusting thinking about it. It's also why I wouldn't even dream of having a boyfriend before SRS, because I know I would feel guilty about not having a vagina.

If you are feeling sexually frustrated OP, may I suggest a magic wand. They are freaking amazing and it doesn't cause me dysphoria at all. Best part is you can keep your "thing" completely soft the whole time and just imagine for those few minutes that "its" not even there.

Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:04:08 Post No.8819579
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:04:08 Post No.8819579 [Report]

>>8818658
I kind of like feeling like a slutty anal whore lol

Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:21:30 Post No.8819658
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Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:21:30 Post No.8819658 [Report]

>>8818658
I have never had sex, but I don't think I would like anal. But I'm too scared to get srs, so I think I'll just be celibate my entire life.

Anonymous 2017-09-04 09:41:43 Post No.8819740
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>>8819579
>I kind of like feeling like a slutty anal whore lol
hmu baby girl

Anonymous 2017-09-05 01:25:16 Post No.8820578
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Anonymous 2017-09-05 01:25:16 Post No.8820578 [Report]

>>8818658
>>8818671
>>8818672
Gay guy here

That's cause all women are prudes so you being on female hormones means you enjoy nothing

I am masc looking but I'm a submissive little bitch for my dom top when he wants me to be

I just fucking love his dick and feel great after shooting a load

Anonymous 2017-09-05 02:44:17 Post No.8820898
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Anonymous 2017-09-05 02:44:17 Post No.8820898 [Report]

>>8818658
anal is fucking gross and you should cut it out if its making you depressed, find other ways to get pleasure, like pleasing him with your mouth

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