/mtfg/ - Trans Girl General

>>8813219
I hope so

>>8813227
No one would want to be with me, I can barely talk and can not touch people.
I'm a mess.

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Please try not to be so hard on yourself today, anon

xth for girlfriends cosplaying as boyfriends

>>8813243
I'm a trip so I get to be.

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>>8813237
some girls like shy girls though, and plus, not everyone is a touchy-feely person

maybe she can wean you onto hugs via hand-holding

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tfw nobody to cook for

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>>8813253
No you don't, no one is exempt

>>8813257
cook for me

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>>8813259
Come to Portland

I think the first thing I'll make is kimchi and then
authentic Japanese ramen

>>8813262
okay :)

>>8813256
That sounds nice, but it's never going to happen.

>>8813257
iktf
I'm making bolognese tomorrow and I have no one to share it with :/

>>8813265
I bet it'll happen
You're gonna make some girl really happy, Ally.

>>8813267
How could I possibly make someone else happy if I can't even make myself happy?

>have sex with bf without condom
>feels good man
>he cums inside me
>embraces me while he's cumming
>lies down on the side
>says "welcome to the exciting world of HIV" and then laughs
>i had a heart attack for a second and then realize he was kidding and we play fought
>his cum felt so good inside me
>we shower together and then cuddle for a bit
>he got called into work so by myself right now

who else had a great night?

>>8813266
Send pics when it's done

>>8813272
I like getting (you)s from you, so that's one person you can make happy.

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>>8813278
>says "welcome to the exciting world of HIV" and then laughs
jfc i'd have a panic attack instantly if that happened.

>>8813281
That isn't real happiness, I wan't to make someone I care about actually happy, but I know I can't.

>>8813289
i was gonna panic but he was smiling while he said it so it was obvious he was kidding. I slapped his chest and scratched him a bit and he pinned me down and bit my neck while laughing. i died for a second though holy shit. i never thought i'd be this happy. fuck the anon from earlier that said that being cummed inside feels like a goopy poop in my butthole. it felt good, cant wait for next time.

>>8813292
I'd write something out but if you feel that way then anything I'd say would just feel empty or fake. For whatever it's worth I really think things will be okay for you

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>mfw i trained away my gag reflex for bf

>>8813301
i still cant get past two inches on my bf's cock. its too big. i can take it up my ass but i'm bad when it comes to oral. i mainly just lick it. i feel bad, how did you do it?

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>>8813303
I take mines full 8 inches

>>8813300
I hope so, I really do, it's all I want, to make someone else happy.
But with my life the way it is now, I just can't possibly imagine it happening.

>>8813303
Try to go abit deeper everytime
Also weed helps you train as it makes it harder to puke

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>>8813278
Spartan also had a great night
Fancy dinner, drinks
Come home movie, snogging and getting cummed inside

>>8813297
It's so good Isn't it, I had my first time a few days ago and I am addicted to cock now

>>8813305
slut

>>8813307
i don't smoke weed

>>8813310
Make edibles instead then :p

>>8813281
>Send pics when it's done
I'll try and remember to.

>>8813306
I believe in you

>>8813312
never thought of that. how does it affect hrt? my bf would be mad, he doesn't do drugs himself, sure he drinks every now and then but he doesn't touch any of that stuff.

>>8813317
Ty anon.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel like your words were meaningless, they meant a lot.
I'm just a mess.
Sorry :/

>>8813278
jfc
get tested Amy

>>8813330
Amy getting AIDS and dying slowly and alone is a good thing though

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>>8813330
That's a different anon, not me

Me and my bf always go bareback

https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn2457-semen-acts-as-an-anti-depressant/amp/

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>>8813334
Omg why, it's not like I'm evil
I'm just a gay who is also a slightly repressed tranny

>>8813337
There's a few slightly repressed trannies itt

>>8813338
Frogposter is the biggest of them

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amy why are you impersonating me
:(

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>>8813338
My subconscious and dreams are still pretty tranny though

I just th to ignore it cause I know I can't do it I'm just happy I don't have to pretend to be a straight male

>>8813346
same but straight

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>>8813344
Can't resist bun pics

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Thankfully I have a cat so I don't sleep alone :(

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Ok, I WILL make someone happy one day!
Definitely.

>>8813355
You're gonna make them the type of happy where they're content just to do nothing in the same room with you (and go to sleep at a reasonable hour with you)

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>bf just texted me from work that he'll be away for a few days

WHAT THE FUCK

>>8813351
you should avatar with a more fitting animal like a beaver or porcupine

>>8813355
hugg

>>8813361
Ye ye.

>>8813373
Ty anon :)

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goofmorning goofballs

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>>8813383

>haven't been able to girlgasm in 3 days
>erection not possible
sigh...........

Delet sadposting.

That is all.

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>>8813335
you are going to have big hipps soon

>>8813388
when did you start girlgasming anyways?

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I just told someone i want to see their wild side ./////.

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hi mtfg
i'm bored

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pls does anyone have that link for dressing inverted triangle bodies

it had so many picture examples and i looked everywhere on google but cant find it

>>8813394
artistic

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>>8813387
omg so quick!!

>>8813397
Let's play minecraft on my Christian server

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>>8813405
:3

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>>8813410
i dont play minecraft

>>8813410
Cease minecraft.

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>>8813411
already took pills
took me 15 minutes to feel sick, lmao
but I guess at least I wont have to wait 4 hours for them to kick in like last time
do you want to play later?

>>8813415
>>8813413

•,-,•

does anyone else like it when their bfs suck their bobs? i kinda find it annoying

>>8813416
yus. lets rek them scrubs

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I feel bad every single day and the depression medications don't help, no matter what combination of pills and doses my doctor tries. Things are better now that I've been transitioning for three years, but they're still not very good. I'm engaged to a woman who I love very very much and am on track to finish my BA in geography/resource management next spring. Things are looking up for me. I even pass. Why do I hate myself so much and feel like such a monster? I walk down the street and every time I see a young girl I feel so very jealous of the fact that they get to be young and innocent whereas I seem to have been molested around age 5 (no concrete proof, just some serious suspicions from my doctor and therapist that only got worse when I told them about some hazy memories I have about my neighbor) and spent my adolescence getting my ass kicked and nodding off on painkillers. Why do we have to be monsters?

>>8813421
Girls aren't supposed to have bfs, only gfs.

>>8813421
I prob won't like it when it happens since my breasts are not sensitive at all even tho some people say your skin and boobs become more sensitive to touch on hrt.

>>8813416
hey can you tell me what antipsychotics are like

>>8813318
It shouldnt affect hrt
And they are safer, just remember they take 1-1.5 hours to kick in so you dont take to much

>>8813421
I like it when my gf does that. It feels good. If she touches my crotch at all even accidentally I break down like a little bitch and cry. I have no problem doing stuff for her, but I prefer to snuggle up in her arms and feel nice and safe and cozy and loved. Hugs over fugs.

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>>8813434
it depends which you take.
I am taking 400mg Seroquel/quetiapin
they do the following

positive effects:
voices in my head arent as loud
they arent ALWAYS there
I can sleep at night (I dont sleep at all without them)
I dont get panic attacks anymore (but I am still pretty anxious)

negative effects:
I lost all empathy and am basically a sociopath
I care a lot less about everything
I am a lot more aggressive
my real life filter doesnt work as well anymore, I say more stuff Id not have said without the meds
my nose bleeds a lot
I constantly feel like I have a cold
once Ive taken them, I feel super sleepy and terrible and have to sleep quickly
IF I dream, the dreams are always very violent and disturbing
sometimes they annoy my tummy
sometimes I have the shakes in the morning
Ive trouble with my bladder, especially in the evenings since I last increased my dosage.

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>depression mood swing out of nowhere

no

please go

>>8813443
don't sound like they're for me, i was hoping the sedation would help with most of the anxiety but if it's just panic attacks it wouldn't help much

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>>8813393
2 months hrt
It wasn't very hard, just took like 3 hours

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>>8813391

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>>8813450
it depends, I think its the only viable alternative for longterm treatment.
if you combine it with an SNRI or SSRI that works on you, you could probably actually eliminate most of the anxiety and function normally
but antipsychs are pretty potent, they WILL change your behaviour.

my bf says Ive lost a lot of my softness, and its almost scary at times how hostile I am.
I am pretty glad that I am not as much of a doormat anymore. I could never say no to anyone before. I always did what I was asked to do (when someone needed help, wanted to meet, or when he wanted sex etc) Ive never really been able to say no to anyone for anything before. Now I feel like I am slowly developing a personality.

>>8813465
its intriguing, i stopped taking my antidepressants a month ago and just lost hope on meds i guess, my psychiatrist said something about an antipsychotic but she is so slow to do anything i just give up

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>>8813541
google antipsychs, pick the one you think its most likely to help you, and just suggest that you test that for a while to her, thats how I got on sero

though some antipsychs give you the munchies.
sero is the reason I am not a skeletor anymore

just do me a favour though anon. Dont give up on this. you can do it. I am not saying your life will be great or anything with meds, but they might be able to improve your situation to a point where either you can pull yourself out of this pit, or have someone else pull you out so your head stays above water

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I wish I could wear a bikini and look good in it

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>>8813551
that is a great gif. I am gonna save it.
thank you Nat.

also, I know that bikini feeling very well :c

>>8813551
Just wear it in private.

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>>8813558
no

I checked and I have a thigh gap but I have the hips of an 11 year old boy

>>8813551
Bikini season is over.

Now you get to look good in over-sized autumn coats while holding a Starbucks coffee in two hands and going "mmmm".

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>>8813554
I thought you had SRS and were cis tier

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>>8813566
In Texas it's going to be 110 degrees until late November then it'll drop to 40 all at once. There is no fall here.

When I move I'll have to get a new wardrobe. It'll be a weird feeling wearing coats and stuff. All I've worn for the past 25 years has been cargo pants or khakis and t-shirts and a generic jacket.

I still won't look good in it but a nice big coat will hide my ugly body from everyone.

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>>8813568
I had srs, but I also have giant ripcage and shoulders and zero hips

>>8813563
post proof
not ATF btw

>>8813572
>In Texas it's going to be 110 degrees until late November
I don't know what that is in European hotness, but that sounds horrible.

In a perfect world, summer would peak at 25C and winter would reach its lowest point at -10C.

>>8813549
so much for unempathetic HUH
but analyzing my situation now even if i could calm my emotions i still couldn't live on, impossible to pass, completely alone, no future, don't have highschool education, no skills, so many things that just take the life away out of living

>>8813573
> I had srs, but also have a giant problem with self-confidence and my self-image and zero self-respect
fixed

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>>8813573
If you pass and you're full time you must look pretty good.

>>8813576
No

>>8813581
40c or so.

>>8813589
>40c or so.
Texas should be illegal

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>>8813591
It's not that bad. East coast hits -25c in winters to 45c in summers. We have a nice dry heat. In north Texas at least.

I'm trying to relocate to the PNW or west coast area which supposedly has a coldest of 5c and hottest of 30c with a median of 15 or so.

>>8813597
I hate living in Texas, it's so flat and ugly so I don't enjoy my cardio but I can't even do that now because of the hurricane

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>>8813599
If you come with us to PNW I'll cook you food sometime.

I'm being a good girl and going to bed at 11:30PM sober.

>>8813604
somewhere out there, coworker-chan is smiling in his sleep

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Guess I'll try to sleep, my eyes are burning.

it's okay to die

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>>8813582
>so much for unempathetic HUH

I am high as a kite, for some reason opis make me love everyone

how old are you and where do you live?

>>8813583
r-rude

>>8813589
Idk, I still get called tranny sometimes irl by strangers, sometimes I get bullied in uni. though a lot less since I had ffs

>>8813604
youre a good girl
I am proud of you

>>8813616
why are you on opis

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>>8813619
because I realized that being clean has no upsides and was just destroying me.
this way at least, I can feel okay sometimes
its like taking a vacation from my own mind

>>8813627
iktf

my cat doesnt even want to be by me bevause he can tell that im a bad person i just want to not be so alone

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>never used to get pimples on my butt
>switch from pills
>try out patches on my butt
>allergic reaction
>pimples in the area ever since

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>>8813674
cats have their own minds. if the cat feels like he has decided to cuddle, he ll love it.
but if they feel forced, they ll dodge you ;-;

>>8813674
"My" cat

Bitch that cat owns you

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>lying in bed
>watching videos of toxic masculinity in overwatch

forced estrogenation of men when

>tfw overbite
>fixing it would give me a turbochad jaw
>but its probably necessary to get my bite fixed before FFS/plastic surgery

>>>>>>>broke, no insurance

hey can i buy a shotgun from any of you
i know a lot of trannies like guns
help please

I know some here are fairly /pol/ so this may be of interest to a few of you gals

>>8812683

why is shaving the backs of my legs so hard ;_;

>>8813707
overbites are cute

>>8813715

Ikr the hair there goes in so many directions

>>8813715
I get it in the bathtub and put my feet behind my head, practice more yoga if you can't

>>8813715
Get your boyfriend to do it for you.

>>8813725
he lives like 6 hours away ;-;

have any of you done acid before and if so how hard did your dysphoria make you wanna kill yourself?

I have a 6'4" ripped bf with BBC. I'm better than you.

I am the computer at the center of the universe, ama

>>8813758
stop looking in the mirror
lololol

>>8813718
no theyre not
i have an ugly fat bottom third of face cus of it
i get jelly of literally everyone whos chin doesnt turn into their neck unless they shove their head super forwards

>>8813758
who are you even talking to
niggers are fucking gross

What does /mtfg/ think of ContraPoints?
I like that she's articulate and self-aware which are qualities a lot of progressive/left-wing/sjw commentators etc. lack. Doesn't rely on emotive assertions like "It's the CURRENT YEAR!!!".

>>8813775
>>8813769
t. foreveralone hons

>>8813786
I'd rather be alone than a coal burner

>tfw jaw looks like I have an underbite but actually my teeth are aligned perfectly fine and it's just that the bone is that fucking thick

>>8813787
Enjoy your cats.

>>8813785
I don't watch her much but she seems pretty smart, nice and she studied philosophy, though I dislike her authoritarian stances on speech

>>8813758
filled with jelly >>>>>>>:(

Anyone here like Erykah Badu? Really feeling this album.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMKLmQrNLgI

>>8813785
Contrapoints is a she?
all the videos I have seen they said they were a guy

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>>8813795
>studied philosophy

pre - hrt - nipples becoming sensitive and sometimes puffy :O

>>8813798
she came out as trans and I think shes started hrt

>>8813798
she came out recently and dropped the crossdresser schtick, is starting HRT

>>8813795
I mean one of her most recent threads was saying Youtube's new automatic hate speech filters are too authoritarian so idk how repressive her views on free speech are really

>>8813811
yay another youtube meme tranny

>people still surprised at a repressing trans person using the self-deprecating ugly crossdresser schtick as a coping strategy
have people already forgotten about when I first started posting here?

>>8813814
yeah but she's actually cogent and knows how to put across an argument in a logical fashion unlike the majority of sjw/left-wing/progressive commentators

>>8813758
Manlets make cuter boyfriends though.

>>8813786
i have a white boyfriend that id never have to worry about dumping me robbing me or raping me
also i pass 30 fucking hundred times more than you LOL

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>>8813821
im a turbo manlet want a bf

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someone please put a bullet through my temple

>>8813817
Looks good too. For a crossdresser that is. I just don't get the current trend for traps/trannies to start political channels, like can't they just go back to shooting makeup videos?
>>8813822
But that's part of the thrill anon.

>>8813807
>>8813811
>>8813815
not all that surprising I guess

>>8813827
I lost 30 lbs. I got a boyfriend. Why can't you do the same?

>>8813826
i think you mean turbo womanlet, anon

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sleep
is
4
the
weak

>>8813831
physically and mentally damaged from repression
no money
you're smarter than me

I know what's under the flab, I have to get it off, but its not going to fix anything because I have a large mans bone structure...

>>8813229

Why are there so many mtf in the gaming industry? As gaming streamers, journalists and developers?

>>8813848
I get that weight loss is hard but at least I try like c'mon, you are why fat people are seen as lazy.
>>8813849
>Why are there so many men in the gaming industry?
I dunno anon.

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>>8813849
>grow up raised as a male, isolated and repressed
>games offer an escape from this hell
>grow up and want to work in an industry you became passionate about

>>8813853
you keep calling me lazy
its like you forget that dysphoria exists
or that some people just don't get to be happy

how much do you pay for rent? does your mum force you to speak in guy voice and refer to you by male pronouns like my brother and sister I live with do?
are you an orphan? are all your friends and family succeeding at life while you can't get up in the morning? are you looking for a job while being skilless, dumb and talentless?

if I wasn't broke I'd probably be high all the time, spending all my benefits like you do

>>8813832
does that mean you wont d8 me :(

>>8813871
sorry anon, there's only one trip for me

>>8813855
>wanting to be part of the shitty political games industry where hard work doesnt matter

?

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>>8813831
>I got a boyfriend.

oh? congratulations!!
is he nice? tell me about him

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>>8813879
Alternatively, you could want to work for good game studios or head your own independent project.

>>8813831
Git up on skype
I need to know about this boy

>>8813875
and which one would that be?

>>8813785
Saw the nazi thing, I liked the aesthetic, she is kinda cute tbqh, content wise I think she is pretty close

She needs some sjw deprogramming, but she certainly isn't full retard

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I actually just convinced myself I'm not trans and that this was all an epic mistake
It was only for a few seconds but it was weird

>>8813883
Yeah, we both like jazz, that's how we got talking, and he's 35 years old, 6'4" and muscular. I've been on 2 dates with him and we whatsapp each other every day sending hearts so I guess he's my bf.
>>8813890
Ok but you gotta message me first because I don't know who you are.

>>8813904
That picture gives me a clue.

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>>8813905
that sounds really awesome. I am happy for you!!
did you have sex already or are you taking it slow?

going to try to stop crying and laze about for 7 or 8 hours
with luck a blood clot will make its way to my brain while I'm sleeping

>>8813443
Normal me sounds like antipsychotics you

Hmmm

>hopping from relationship to relationship like a bee on flowers
why do people do this?

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>>8813928
is that good or not?

pre everything girl. does anyone know so chanell for voice training?

>>8813911
We had sex. And thank you!
>>8813930
This is my first ever relationship anon.

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>>8813930
>tfw in my second ever and the first serious relationship in 27 years.

>>8813943
goof morning lani
how is your health?

>>8813930
because they are degenerate

I got into a really bad fight with my mom and now I feel awful

>>8813958
How was your surgery?

>>8813965
what happened :(

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>>8813968
I am glad you feel a bit better

>On the downside I got to churn my problem over in my head for a few hours

I dont understand what this means

I'm so worthless that I can't even ride a bike

>>8813969
I yelled at my mom for not letting me transition when I was young and that I hope she dies from the cancer that she has

>>8813966
My surgery went well. I am allowed to talk since yesterday. But my voice is still deep and raspy. Its supposed to take a few months until it sounds good.

>>8813978
yikes, did she know that you wanted to transition when you were young?

im sure she just wants whats best for her daughter now anyway

>>8813987
what were your first words? were they something cute?

Mom we know you come here sometimes. I miss you and I'm sorry. Please come back.

>>8813997
Both my parents knew but they ignored all the signs.
They don't care about me

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>>8813979
oh :c

is sheen okay?

>>8814000
They were "good morning"
I only got an ">uploading mp4s" as a response tho >:(

>>8813978
>wishing death upon someone for not indulging your delusions

>>8814004
did you tell them? when I came out to my mum she acted like it was a complete surprise, I think other people dont notice the signs as much as you do.

>>8814021
I'm allowed too
My childhood was fucked up and filled with much hate and self-harming

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>>8814022
yeah definitely.
I am glad about that decision.

>>8814019
h-hey ;_;

>>8813698
Was going to the moon toxic masculinity?

Good luck with tranny NASA

>>8814029
i think u need to take a chill pill. just like relax.

>>8814026
I did but they ignored me telling me that it's a phase.

>>8814041
Fuck you

>>8814026
not the anon you're replying to, but yeah, people are terrible at seeing signs. Even when they're not just signs

>age 7 or so: mom I want to be a girl
>age 12 or so: started having depression, went to therapist for it
age 15: only hung out with girls, wore girls clothing, grew out my hair and got it cut in a feminine way
age 19: "Mom, I'm trans"
her: "I can't believe it... there were never any signs"

>>8814038
It was the literal definition of masculinity, they did it purely to wave their dicks in the face of the Russians.
>>8814029
Well I was memeing but I still think that is a bit harsh.

>>8813935
Idk
Neutral?

>>8814034
>h-hey ;_;
I could say the same thing ;~;

>>8814065
Don't give a shit if you were memeing. Take it somewhere else, bitch

>>8814047
What exactly were your pre-puberty signs, whether others could have seen them or only you looking back?

>>8813979
Get a strain with higher cbd levels, it more calming imo

I get panic attacks if I smoke 25% thc superhydrochronic that doesn't have cbd

>>8814080
>being this mad
calm down its not your parents fault that you're mentally ill

>>8814087
pretty standard tranny stuff desu
saying I want to be a girl, crossdressing, mostly jut hanging around other girls

>>8814102
is not really having female friends when you're growing up normal for a tranny or not?

>>8814065
But it was a good thing right?
I'm just saying masculinity is a double edged sword

>>8814091
We just gotta put all the girl pills on the moon

delete life

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>be 25
>finishing university in december
>gonna have to start looking for a job
>i just want to be a teen girl
>want to dye my hair crazy colors,
>want to have a lot of piercing
>want to wear young clothes (pic relatered)
>i pass as a girl but im not cute or very feminine
>also tfw no bf to go with my buy clothes

How can i start looking feminine? I dont try any kind of makeup either

>>8814099
It is too
I didn't ask to be born

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Yoooooooooo

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>>8814159
>How can i start looking feminine? I dont try any kind of makeup either
Start by trying very light makeup and gradually experiment

>>8814159
>How can i start looking feminine?
Well you can't. Not without actually doing something about it.

>>8814166
They didn't ask to have a daugher that wishes that they die from cancer either but you never get what you want.

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Has anyone else noticed that they get more sexual attention when they admit that they're trans? I just came out to a few guys, and suddenly they wanted to get in my pants. It was fucking weird.

On top of that, a lot of old men have been checking me out on the bus lately. Not sure if they're trying to figure out whether I'm a boy or a girl, or just interested in my girldicc.

>>8814205
Tbhon im interested in you girl peepee

>>8814205
It's because you go from basically being a bro to a bro in a chick's body (even though I guess it's more accurate to say it's actually sort of the other way around).

Basically, the idea of like, surgically removing your bro's brain and then putting that brain inside a chick's body that you can have sex with is pretty cool.

>>8814121
yeah

Some trannies have male friends, some female, some are just friendless

>>8814205
From my days of being a failure beta male, before taking skittles: Women who have some sort of obvious problem to start with are easier to be in a relationship with. You don't have that "This chick is perfect, why is she spending time with someone like me?" and they are more willing to accept your own faults because they recognize their own.

>>8814246
That was actually pretty deep.

>>8814223
Ew

>>8814232
Alright, I guess that kinda makes sense.

>>8814178
Yes they did. They chose to have a child and the rest follows from that.

>>8814254
Tbhon respect your peepee

>>8814141
...deleting life
ptocess failef

>>8814259
I'm gonna respect it by having it cut open and reshaped

In case anyone cares (probably not) what's been going on lately in the drone project™® is that I've gone back trying ducted fan designs. Efficiency is way better, smaller and it looks neater. Problem is none exist in the size I want and they're kind of tricky to design. When I make it maybe I'll post a video so you can all enjoy it exploding.

>>8814246
>From my days of being a failure beta male, before taking skittles: Women who have some sort of obvious problem to start with are easier to be in a relationship with.
i would say that's entirely untrue, but the belief that it's true is the more accurate point (unless that's what you meant)

>fugg, this girl who is smart, intelligent and has nothing wrong with her is too good for me - i don't stand a chance, i can't be in a relationship with someone who has their shit together so well
>i know, i'll date this tranny instead, she's kinda cute but she's also a bit broken and flawed like me, we'll go well together
>oh dog, why is she depressed all the time, stop crying ffs you cried yesterday

>>8814236
okay thats good to know

I felt pretty weird because I always got bullied by the other girls growing up and the guys were nice to me...

>>8814236
>tfw had all male friends growing up
>tfw transition
>tfw new start in life
>tfw suddenly don't know how to talk to attractive boys

Like honestly, just being near them makes me so jittery

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Who else here has a list ready for their current/future bf?

>>8814297
>drone project
Details please?
>>8814298
I didn't mean easier as in no drama at all. I meant that there isn't as much stress, there isn't the "She is going to either cheat on me or leave because there is someone else out there that is better" Having someone cry on me while I hug/cuddle them is a lot easier than living in constant fear/stress that they will leave me. While I get that it is more than a little sociopathic, feeling you have the upper hand, the control, makes a relationship a lot easier emotionally.

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>>8814310
here's mine

how do i avoid body contouring clothing

>>8814281
>falling for the axe wound meme

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>>8814297
Got a quick question for you regarding the payload of these drones, Shakira.

How many rotten eggs do you think each one could carry without causing any significant reductions in its aeronautical abilities, and how easy would it be to implement a mechanism that drops a single egg at a time?

>>8814326
>falling for the axe wound meme meme

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>>8814310
>lawful neutral by nature
>maybe a little chubby
>cute, tall, confident, responsible
>HYGENIC
>must have a dick that's as big as mine or bigger
>must be fascinated by philosophy
>should probably be a gamer
>writer/musician/artist
>needs to appreciate the reason why I struggle to be orderly and controlled

>>8814345
>she fell for the axe wound meme meme meme

>>8814352
>this chick falling for the axe wound meme meme meme meme

ISHYGDDT

>>8813278
I wish i could had at least one night that good.
My mtf gf would just cum on me and tell me to hurry to put my clothes because she have stuff to do. She wouldnt even help me cum after that or anything.
I dont know which is worse now, to be alone or be with her.

My gf may be gay

>>8814366
well gosh I'd hope so
It'd be really awkward otherwise

>>8814310

intelligent, can be a bit mean as long as there not completely awful

preferably masc

>>8814356
>2017
>still believing in the axe wound meme meme meme meme meme

>>8814375
This has got to be bait. Nobody actually falls for the axe wound meme meme meme meme meme meme, right?
right?

>>8814372
You don't understand I left some of my girl clothes in her car and she put them on and took pics and teased and said she liked them

I wanted a straight gf to make me feel like a boy

>>8814341
1411 eggs. I'm heading to Denmark Hill now actually. Visit granny.
>>8814319
What do you want to know about it. My reply will be late because I am going out now.

>>8814379
What's wrong with a gaping wound the body will continue to try and heal for the rest of your life

What's being a girl like

>>8814389
like being a boy but with tits

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>I want a guy to accept me for being different and who I am
>But he cant like my penis
>But he most love it and accept it after I have it butchered and turned into a bleeding hole
Why do trannies do this, I get you want vaginas but thats not what you're getting in the year 2017. Why trade a functioning genital for a fucking mess.

>>8814389
like, a cis girl? We don't know, we're trannies

A trans girl? Honestly, I enjoy it. The vast majority of people anymore don't realize that I was born a guy, and I feel more comfortable in my body now, neovag included

not having periods is actually pretty good in my mind, since I'm into girls anyways, so pregnancy isn't something I'm interested in

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>>8814389
I want to know this as well

>>8814402
because that 'mess' is 7 inches deep, looks like every other vagina and self lubricates.
apart from the whole pregnancy think its almost perfect
also, I havent had a problem finding boys that are interested in me either.

>>8813796
Shakira with the best taste tbdesu

>>8814415
>looks like every other vagina and self lubricates.
Errr, no.

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>>8814384
>1411 eggs.
Excellent, that's 1411 tranny heads that can feel my putrid, yolky wrath in a single flight. 1411 days ruined, not to mention countless hours wasted on hair preparation and make up.

Would prefer it if you could increase the payload by an additional 77 eggs though, for purely symbolic purposes.

>>8814415
I wouldn't say looks like every other vagina, but rather it falls within the range of how vulva look.

A lot of people, especially amab people, don't realize how wide an appearance range there is for vulva, and how poorly lewd material actually displays that

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>>8814421
I havent used lube for sex in years you clown.

>>8814429
ya I guess thats accurate

>>8813388
>girlgasm
how does it feel

>>8814400
Feeling better today?

>>8814441
Absolutely incredible

>>8814445
like whats different about it.

>>8814450
It's more whole body

before e, orgasms were mostly centered around the penis. After a while on e (Probably like 8, 9 months? There was a long period where I didn't masturbate so I can't speak earlier than that), it changed

It became less intense, but lasted longer and I felt it around more of my body- I would feel it in my legs, my arms, chest...

>>8814463
Well that's good, keep detoxing

>>8814439
If you say so, I dont wanna put anyone here down even more so I wont say anything else, just making a point.

>>8814450
For starters, it's in your chest a lot more. You lose total control of your body for a little bit, and tend to end up needing to rest for a while when you're done. The more you let go and just do what feels right, the more amazing it gets, and it just builds and builds and builds...

And those moments after you climax are just pure bliss. I don't know how to describe it any more desu.


For male orgasms, the pleasure is in the release. For female orgasms, the pleasure is in the loss of control.

>>8814322
i can try if youre cute and like pot
if youre cute and like pot i can love you a whole lot honestly

also JESUS CHRIST WHY DO CAPTCHAS MAKE ME DO FUCKING 6 MORE AFTER IT SAYS "VERIFY"

>>8814457
I can confirm this is how it was for me just a bit longer not masturbating (for me a year) and the 8/9 months for me was 14 or so

>>8813388
why cant you girlgasm now
>>8813453
3 hours of doing what

>>8814506
>also JESUS CHRIST WHY DO CAPTCHAS MAKE ME DO FUCKING 6 MORE AFTER IT SAYS "VERIFY"
use the v1 captchas, sometimes you get funny words

i mean, you never get funny words, but you might do one day

>>8814514
>use v1 captchas
how do that

also offer still stands (pls like dope)

>>8814516
its a 4chan x setting

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>>8814496
That'll probably help things turn out better

Hello there fellow degenerate faggots. What do you think of reproductive toxicants (like Carbendazim) to shut down testosterone factory permanentally?

>>8814516
>how do that
if you use 4chanx, there's an option in the settings to change the captchas back to the old style

>also offer still stands (pls like dope)
sorry anon, i'm not even a tranny, and also i don't smoke the devil's cabbage

>>8814532
>the devil's cabbage
but thats tobacco
or possibly opium

>>8814486
what do you mean lol.
obviously theres a lot of surgeons that arent that great. but I paid a lot of money to go to the best. and it was worth it.
it cant look that bad cause I once fooled a gyno with my vag.

I desire physical affection

so we know girls don't poop, but do they braap?

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>tfw might get to do a game jam together with bf
>tfw comfy rn watching war documentaries
Also a rainstorm is moving in so it's finally starting to cool down. At least we're not on fire like the LA area is
>>8814322
This desu
>also never leave me
iktf

>>8814550
*hugs*

hi im new here and im feeling really bad at the moment
I ran out of friends a year or so ago and failing to find a community that I enjoy that doesnt hate me is becoming really mentally taxing
>>8806393 is me if it helps to put some of my interests out there
im just lonely and as tough as I think I am, being harassed and bullied a lot is tiring me out

>>8814570
your tastes actually sound decent, have discord or something? this community is awful btw you dont really wanna stay here if you can help it theres so many bullies

do any other trannus play bloodborne?

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>>8814570
>straight MtF
fuck I'm a lesbian, oh well

>>8814578
*bullies you*

>>8814530
I've thought about how much easier it would be to get rid of facial and body hair by just getting on chemotherapy and wearing a wig.

>>8814578
*Unsheathes triple folded bullying sword*
heh.... nothin personnel....KID

>>8814578
its emily # 9386

ok ill take your word for it
I kind of already knew that but im short if ideas

others can add me if you want

>>8814586
it was easier to say yes but im 80/20 into guys

>>8814497
how do I get these? Is it just a time thing, or is a different method, or what?

>>8814600
bully me ;333

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So, what is it /tttt/, Huggs or Fuggs?

http://www.strawpoll.me/13852751

>>8814590
>>8814600
i mean look i havent forgotten murderers and rapists still frequent here
>>8814602
? have you posted your shit before your name sounds familiar

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>>8814600

>>8814609
u r gay

>>8814614
Rapists sure, but murderers?

>>8814614
ive gotten back onto 4chan about 3 or 4 days ago
I dont think ive posted dicsord before but ive used a skype and an email
that was about a year or a year and a half ago though
unless youve seen it somewhere else because I tried an r9k aus discord about a year ago so you might have seen me there before I left 10 months ago

>>8814619
only half gay

>>8814609
life already has

>>8814615
get bullied you fucking nerd

can one of you be my mommy

>>8814623
ur double gay

>>8814628
i can try
are you a boy or girl anon

>tfw tried to pick a normal first name
>tfw it's one of those stereotypical tranny names

>>8814628
What are you looking for in a mommy?

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>>8814621
TECHNICALLY
we murdered our male selfs when we transitioned, no?

>>8814632
thank you im a girl

>>8814634
What name did you pick and what year were you born?

>>8814636
love

>>8814637
Attempted murder in most cases. : (

>>8814637
it was more of an assisted suicide if we're being honest
my male self desperately wanted to stop existing, and my female self needed the body

>>8814644
This really hits me in the feels :(

>>8814638
good, that makes my job easier
yes i can be your mommy anon but are you ok if im probably smaller than you

>>8814640
Amber
1994

>>8814631
nuh uh

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>>8814657
I wanna try too:
youre a DOUBLE KAYLA

>>8814402
Kys chaser
>>8814422
More payload less flight time.

>>8814634
yeah same
theres been at least 3 trips here with ym name

>>8814655
thats fine
im pretty smol too though

>>8814662
You are called Sophie too?!

>>8814656
Firstly, that's a really pretty name
Secondly, that's not that bad. 24th most popular girl's name in '94, so it's uncommon but not to the point where it's like "that's obviously a chosen name"

>>8814665
n-no i'm maddy

>>8814659
what is a double kayla
is that a bad thinv

>>8814656
1990-1996 masterrace