>start hrt, not really expecting much to change
>coming up on 1 year, feel really confident about the changes and I'm happy with my body
>Just a few months later my self esteem and overall confidence has plummeted and I don't think I'm attractive anymore
I really thought that those feelings would persist and if anything, only become stronger. Why am I the exact opposite now? If anything, I should feel even better about myself than I did before. This doesn't make any sense Reeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>8806249
suggestion 1: kill yourself?
suggestion 2: stop being a bitch
>>8806249
That happens to me but it changes every day, I blame it on hormones
Looks like you fucking goofed retard. Looks like your chromosomes are telling you to kys now.
STOP: Visiting /LGBT/
STOP: Being lazy with your morning routine
STOP: Eating shitty foods for you.
DO: Get on a better AA than Spiro
DO: Something better with your hair to minimize your bad features
DO: Any surgeries you can with your student insurance
>>8806379
I mean probably. I'm sure my body would appreciate the sweet release of death.
>>8806446
I've been trying to cut down on coming on here and 4chan all together but it's really hard for me because I don't have much of a social life anymore. I can't afford to have any hobbies so this is my default entertainment. My diet is much better than it was a few months ago because I finally went full vegetarian and it makes me kinda happy. Only thing I could think to do with my hair is get tranny bangs. My hair is one of the only things about myself that I like. As far as spiro and surgery, I'm saving up for an orchi and I think that would help out a ton. I wouldn't have to worry about killing my liver anymore and it would give me a sense of peace once I have it done.
>>8806526
Not that this isn't off topic, but drawing and writing are two pretty cheap hobbies. I mean, pretty much anything would be better than coming on 4chan.
..I said, while wandering back onto 4chan while i feel shitty.
Anyway hope you feel better, gl with the dysphoria, it's a bitch.
>>8807975
I used to draw a lot but it just frustrates me now because I'm bad at it. Writing is fun and I enjoy writing dumb emo lyrics and stuff but I wouldn't consider it a hobby. Everytime I've shown anyone my work they tell me to get help or something.