i usually watch trap manga, gay furry and pictures of bears when i masturbate but once i achieve orgasm i feel complete disgust.
i'm pretty sure i'm straight. what's wrong with me?
>>8754767
You're in denial
trap hentai is the apex of instinctively hot porn. this isn't my opinion, it's a quantifiable scientific fact, because of the way the male brain works. OP is either a straight or bi male. and it isn't his fault that trap porn naturally appeals to regular straight guys
it IS op's fault that he gets off to pictures of bears. that's fucked up. bestiality is wrong.
>>8754767
I used to be like you, now I'm bisexual. Accept you don't need to feel disgusted for something that makes you feel good and doesn't hurt anybody, then you can start enjoying your sex life properly.
>>8754769
This. I used to look at tons of homo stuff, but I still didn't accept I liked it. It took me at long time to figure out I was bi.
The thing is now I wonder which side I mostly sway to. I don't believe there are perfect bisexuals, am going to guess the hetero side, but I get reallly aroused when I look at homo stuff though.
i don't get aroused at looking at men, just dicks for some strange reason
>>8754900
In real life I wonder about myself too. I felt more comfortable showing my feelings and approaching men that i liked than women, but it could be some of the bad experiences with them. The only women ive gotten close to even being my gf was a masculine bisexual woman.
I think you should also think: "What if I was in a country that didn't really accept gays?" And imagine what your life would be like.
>>8754767
If you think the porn is making it hard for you to understand what your "true" attractions are... quit porn, for at least 2 weeks. You can still masturbate, but the only porn allowed is the fantasies in your mind.
For me, my porn-watching habits have almost been exclusively gay porn (I'm a bi female), followed by straight porn, solo female porn, and then solo male. I will look at lesbian pronz once in a blue moon.
But, part of what made me "realize" or accept my sexuality was getting aroused while shopping for clothes (aka looking through online catalogs). Similar to porn but in a very non-porn context (also not mixed in with fetish etc.).
>>8754955
>But, part of what made me "realize" or accept my sexuality was getting aroused while shopping for clothes (aka looking through online catalogs).
Explain this more please?
>>8754767
You should not feel disgusting because you are not straight
>>8755000
Not like super aroused like some sort of clothes catalog fetish, but being 16-17 and realizing I was attracted to some of the (same-sex) models in boring clothes.
Images like pic related, not particularly sexualized so I can't go "oh, the female form is sexualized and we're all conditioned to react, I'm not attracted I've just been trained by movies and tv to think "sex" when I see a girl in a pose, even gay men like boobs!!!"
>>8755086
>not particularly sexualized so I can't go "oh, the female form is sexualized and we're all conditioned to react, I'm not attracted I've just been trained by movies and tv to think "sex" when I see a girl in a pose,
To be fair the girl on the left is showing plenty of skin and in a pretty suggestive pose.
>>8755103
Yeah, I mean, models are usually posed alluringly. But not overtly sexually enough that I can fall back on that defense, if it's a valid defense.
(I have gone on IRL to date a real life girl in the flesh btw - altho there's plenty of people who go on and say "oh, I don't necessarily regret it but I'm just straight" (but is that to just be accepted by straight ppl? we will never know lol))
>>8755002
i've masturbated to all kinds of things, including gay porn but the very thought of kissing or being with another man disgusts me. i never had any desire to be with someone of the same sex in real life
>>8755140
>the very thought of kissing or being with another man disgusts me. i never had any desire to be with someone of the same sex in real life
Are you sure? You wouldn't date a guy like this?
>>8755153
yes i'm sure. he looks pretty effeminate to me. not that i would date more masculine men but seeing a guy that looks weak and malnourished is weird for me
>>8755163
Oh, so are guys like this you would more consider?
>>8755195
He has a nice booty too.
I have the same problem. I don´t even know if I´m bi because the thought of kissing a man is repulsive to me.
>>8755140
>>8755207
Then who gives a fuck what your sexuality is.
Live and let live and date/fuck girls. If that doesn't work out for you (aka you don't enjoy any of the relationships emotionally or sexually)... then it won't. And then maybe you'll realize that you're either porn-addicted or gayer than you thought.
>>8755139
>But not overtly sexually enough that I can fall back on that defense, if it's a valid defense.
Eh, I think in as much as it's a valid defense it applies to the left girl.