>when you realize you're going to be one of those gays that ends up forever alone
It really fucking hurts. I finally met this extremely attractive and likeable gay guy in real life, but he has zero interest in me. He feigns some interest out of politeness, but I know I don't register on his radar at all. I can't find anyone online, or in real life: I should just fucking kill myself.
Seriously, it feels like shit. I finally meet one gay guy in real life, and not only is he my type, but I'm the complete opposite of his type. God-damn, I just want to die, and take down the entire human race with me.
Maybe you should leave eastern europe?
At least you live around gay people
Where I live I can't even be openly gay or I'll lose everything. It makes me feel like a monster, a freak, an aberration - something that has to hide in the shadows so the villagers won't come exterminate it.
What's it like being gay around other people?
>>8753646
you want to kms over 1 guy? jeeeez
I feel like I'll continue being alone well into my thirties. I cannot for the life of me find a transbian that would vibe with me
I will never be able to even consider being gay until both my parents die. he news will either kill them or theyll kill me. Will definitely be too old and unlovable by then. Its ok though i`ll probably just kill myself the same day my last remaining parent dies. The only reason why i havent yet is because it would hurt them too much.