sup /lgbt/ sorry to come and shit up your board again but I have

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>Ill probably just kill myself one day but whatever, thats a non issue. How do you guys get passed the whole degenerate, fairy, trans shit. I just want to be a normal gay who acts normally but it feels like a slippery slope.

Maybe try going in the opposite direction, by becoming more masculine. Reject the media's portrayal of fags as effeminate closeted MtFs. Start lifting, dress masc, read some Jack Donovan. That's what I did and I think it worked.

>>8748522
I see the logic behind that. I think some of those guys are good looking, I'm I'm clearly a fag since muscles get me, but I gotta smaller build, pretty skinny. Tbqh I'm pretty happy with my body, but when I was a kid (and this lasted an extra cringey amount of years) I used to play games where girls would turn me into a girl and shit. Now I'm not trans or anything but that's the slippery slope I feel like. In character I'm more masculine than many of my straight friends and I like that, so it's a conundrum.

May check out those writings tho. Thanks.

Idk, personally I just delved deeper into my degeneracy and never gave a shit. Do what you want.

>>8748497
just be yourself, do what makes you happy, why do you care if you become effeminate or trans, if it's what you like do it

>>8748659
effeminate is one thing, but being a faggot, wearing girls clothes and looking like a mentally challenged monster? fuuuuuuck idk man. I would never be able to look my family in the face again if I even seemed a little like a fair. (behaviour wise, I might be able to get over them knowing I got a bf).

But anything that implies I might be a bottom, that might do me badly. How the fuck are all yall so free and ok with this shit. I lived in portland 20 years and its still wack.

>>8748708
Just do what you want. If you don't like it, don't do it. Don't waste your time worrying about shame. Everyone's a little bit of a degenerate in their own way.

>>8748708
I haven't outright told my parents I'm a bottom, but I'm sure they get the hints, I guess it's shocking for them to know their son likes to get dominated by other men but they don't show it other than in awkward silences or my mom getting drunk and making jokes about me getting railed in the ass. Are you a bottom though?

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>>8748779
ya thats pretty much what people always say and I cant dispute it and you guys cant tell me what I want.

None if this should be an issue in the first place, I like myself in a handful of ways, but still I just want to scream. but maybe im tired of screaming alone. Wheres the screaming at myself general? Is this it?

Also fucking hate talking about myself but shitposting is one step above talking shit to myself.

Anyyone else drinking tonight? Tryna tell a story about yourself, your life, how degenerate you are or arent or what your repressing?

thanks anons who posted so far btw, hope ur lives are as comfy or edgy as you like it.

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>>8748820
I would eliminate myself if my family ever made a joke like that. If my browsing history can accuraately describe me, im a huge faggot, definitely a bottom 100%. But my sexual history sayd i make a damn good top, especially if its a hatefuck.

>>8748497
Can't be ashamed of who you are, Anon. It's no way to live. Be who ya wanna be.

>>8748823
Just go HSTS and then everyone will think it's normal.

>>8748885
wait, so mtf who likes dudes or mtf who likes chicks. Also still not sure how this applies at all.

>>8748956
Mtfs who like dudes are gay males who decided life would be better if they transitioned. No more being embarrassed about being the bottom, etc.

>>8748984
the logic doesnt seem to follow. why would someone worried about being thought of as a bottom not worry if they looked like a guy dressed in female clothes in public? (though honestly I have the slghtest potential to pass)

>>8749047
HSTS don't transition if they don't expect to pass.

>>8748497
>>8748545
I dont think sexuality/gender works how you think it works

its not a slippery slope to trannydom, Ive never felt I want to be a woman or dress like a woman
(I mean if i had a magic wand id try it for a day and change back just for the experience, but no real desire to be a woman)

your sex life is *your* sex life, it isnt your mom and dads sex life

one day you are gonna look back on your life and wonder if you lived how you wanted to live or lived how others expected you to live
I know what i want my answer to be, do you?

>>8749514
I've had some pretty cringy feelings since childhood, i think its definitely a slippery slope for me. Ill never go all the way, im too proud, but im afraid if I dip my toes in I wil be doomed.

Id rather die than be a cringe stain on the human race. There wont be any moments after death to further disturb me with myself.

>>8748820
Dude your kind is so mind-bogglingly retarded I can't even believe it. If you do anal sex, it's too late for you, you're a degenerate. A fairy who doesn't do such things is worth so much more than you in my eyes.