Have you ever fallen for a same sex friend and ruined the friendship

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>>8694668
yes, except not ruined the friendship, but wish I did because it's painful to see and talk to him knowing he'll never love me as much as I love him, he'll never dream of me like I dream of him, he'll never fantasize about *us* like I do. I still cry occasionally and wish I had been lucky enough scare him off.

>>8694668
Haha yeah I did.
And now he's happy with his straight relationship while I'm bitter and alone.

Joke's on him because women are evil.

ha
worse.

>>8694700
just leave, I did and I feel somewhat better

>>8694733
Details?

>>8694743
>just leave
b-but he's my best friend and I love him

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>>8694700
jesus christ

>>8694744
I knew one day he'd find someone and I would have to get over it. Problem is I always assumed he would just get a girlfriend like a fucking normal person. I never said anything because I felt like a disgusting tranny thing, and assumed that was the only reason it would never work. Clearly that was wrong because now he's with someone who is non-binary and a lot more masculine than I am. Knowing that it was also my shit personality was the end. Everything I saw as a "flaw" in me I could tell he would easily overlook in this new person, if he had to. I had never seen him so kind and happy, and I saw a security in his partner that I've never felt. I knew I was too jealous to stick around but I kept showing up because I have like nothing and I'm retarded. Finally I let him bully me, and was completely pathetic about it because I just don't want to hurt somebody I love. I haven't seen him since then. He's the only person I've loved romantically.