i am 21 y.o and i am a represse gay. I don' t know why i

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i am 21 y.o and i am a represse gay. I don' t know why i m writing this down, but maybe telling to someoe who doen' t know and will never know you it' s easier. I surrounded by friends who love me. Recentely my best friend decided to come out, he s gay too. We have another gay friend in our friend group, and there is absolutely no problem. I don' t know what i am scared of, i know how my friends will react to this. They will just accept and love me like they do now. This gay repressed situation is making me going mad. I am always stressed and sometime i am mean to my friend. I feel uncomfortable when they talk about sex, and guys. I never had sex, and only had 2 gf in my life, nothing serious. Maybe none will never read this post, but now i feel like i have to write something, to tell someone. If you read this untill now sorry for my english (there will be a lot of mistakes, i know) and sorry if i bothered you