I'm thinking about stopping HRT. What's the point?

well, that depression might go away. Or at the very least lessen

>>8661677
I don't fit in with any of you wretches who parade about your sick diaper fetishes and daddy issues. I don't think being female is an excuse to be weak, spineless, or unprincipled. I like the female form. It's more aesthetically pleasing to me than the masculine form. But I think I'm done trying. I'm not one of you. I want to be a girl, but if that means completely abandoning my quest to shape my mind into something ascended from the norm, then it's not worth it.

>>8661694
I'll never pass anyway, so why bother? I'll be more depressed as a minority group that everyone else seems to want dead.

I can't give up. I just saw a picture of a girl and felt tears well up because it felt more congruent with myself. I feel like I am in hell. I can't help that I'm this way. I wish humanity wasn't so fucking evil. I don't want to be grouped in with a bunch of autistic people who think they're anime girls, or mentally ill pedophiles. I just want to be a girl.

>>8661707
I agreed with your post until

>but if that means completely abandoning my quest to shape my mind into something ascended from the norm, then it's not worth it.

let me tell you now friend, you're are barely grasping onto the lowest rungs of mental maturity, let alone on a "quest to shape my mind into something ascended from the norm"

thanks for the good laugh though

>>8661677
yeah I wonder this at least once a week nowadays

but every time I then consider dropping HRT, I feel disgust and fear, even if the changes don't ultimately lead to me passing, they've alienated some dysphoria. I just hope that one day something can be done about my face.

>>8661707
You're a sub human.

HONEST ADVICE

IF YOU ARE GENUINELY UNHAPPY WITH THIS THEN STOP - DO NOT HOLD OUT FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT BE ANY HAPPIER THEN. IT WILL NOT CURE THE UNDERLYING CAUSES THAT MADE YOU WANT TO BECOME A WOMAN IN THE FIRST PLACE.

IT IS VERY LIKELY THAT YOU HAVE MIS OR UNDIAGNOSED ANXIETY, DEPRESSION OR SCHIZOPHRENIA. THESE PROBLEMS ARE EXTREMELY COMMON IN PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE THEMSELVES TO BE TRANSGENDERED AND STRONGLY CONTRIBUTE TO THEIR HIGH SUICIDE RATES AND LOW SATISFACTION ONCE TRANSITIONED.

WHATEVER ISSUES YOU MAY HAVE YOU WILL BE IN A BETTER POSITION TO HANDLE THEM BEING FULLY MALE AND ABLE TO FIND EMPLOYMENT, SOCIAL INTERACTION AND ROMANCE. IF NONE OF THOSE ARE IN YOUR LIFE NOW THEY ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT BE AFTER YOU TRANSITION. THESE ARE PROBLEMS THAT YOU CAN TACKLE BUT YOU WILL MAKE THAT MUCH HARDER IF YOU CONTINUE ON HORMONE THERAPY.

i type all caps because i want to violently shake people by their shoulders and shout in their fucking face when i see threads like this. there is no point in nicety but i am not saying that out of malice - i am saying it because you may literally throw your life away for nothing and die miserable in a way that cannot even be imagined from where you stand today.

it is absolutely possible to fix your life and for ALMOST EVERYONE attempting to transition to another gender is "why not just pour water in your cereal bowl if you dont have milk?" levels of unhelpful.

t. someone who was on hrt as a teenager when in reality they were an undiagnosed manic depressive with borderline personality disorder who's issues were completely out of a family practice therapists depth and was convinced i was just transgendered and thats why everything sucked all the time

>>8663019
I have a different story. I had depression. I was in a better position to deal with it after transitioning and SRS. I finally have depression licked. If I had listened to your advice I would have thrown my life away and been miserable forever. The only way to fix my life was transitioning, and in fact I needed SRS to get past dysphoria and finally deal with other issues.

>>8663019
I appreciate you sharing your experience but there's more than a few points I want to challenge here
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> It is very likely that you have mis or undiagnosed anxiety, depression, or schizophrenia
These problems also occur in people who *are* trans and also have said problems. I'm trans and dealing with depression, and yes, the depression makes me question sometimes, but it doesn't mean I'm not trans. It doesn't erase the sense of myself I feel sometimes that I never did before.
>employment, social interaction, and romance. If none of those are in your life now they absolutely will not be after you transition.
This is *not true*. That's not something you can pretend to say with any certainty, and it reads like scaremongering. I know trans people who have all three.
>for ALMOST EVERYONE attempting to transition to another gender is "why not just pour water in your cereal bowl if you dont have milk?" levels of unhelpful.
see above
also, [citation needed], the science is pretty against you on this one. transition is an evidence based treatment.

>>8663019
It sounds like you were misdiagnosed with gender dysphoria, and that's truly a shame. I'm sorry you experienced that. If anything, your story shows the importance of psychological screening -- but NOT the non-efficacy of transition, and scaring people into not transitioning can be just as harmful.

>>8662876
>>8662851
I'm a "sub human"? OK, go back to your fucking diaper porn, retard.

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>>8661707
When the fuck did (You) get the idea you have to be like (Them) ?
Not every tranny is some ddlg anime lowlife degenerate piece of shit

I work for a hard fucking living, ive been transitioning for 2 years, and have carved my empire in hatred of that idea

How about you grow a backbone and become yourself?