I am a straight repressing mtf. I have a hard time with relationships,

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Eh, everyone copes with it differently. There is no one universal experience, you know?

For me, I had a really difficult time identifying the person in the mirror as "me." The only way I can think of to describe it is that I - in this case, who I felt I was - was kind of occupying someone else's body, and I wasn't especially fond of the body in question.

Consciously, I knew this wasn't the case, but it felt off and foreign and I definitely, definitely didn't like it. And the older I got, the worse it became, and of course that came with all kinds of baggage.

Question, OP: do you get really uncomfortable when gender is brought up in any capacity? Not just your own, but like if someone else acknowledges their gender?

>>8655990
Not really, but i get really awkward about when people come onto me, regardless of sex, and i really dont desire sex bc it feels awkward bc i dont like myself, body wise, and i dont feel attraction to anyone beyond emotions.

>>8655968
how old now, comrade

>>8655968
Same. I ghost, avoid meeting, lie that I already have someone. I just cant
I cant comprehend how people get even married befroe transition.
>pretty bad anxiety and depression
Same, very common.

>>8655968
Transition has no long-term benefits.
DON'T TRAP YOURSELF!

Stop fapping, start living!