>tfw depression and loneliness makes you reach out to cisguys more often
>tfw it brings out the gay side of you more
>tfw you just want a qt gf but don't feel comfortable talking to cis/trans when you're depressed
That's weird. You're weird. I'm sorry you're depressed though.
Perhaps normal males represent stability to you and you're seeking stability.
>>8637483
that and males tend to be a bit more...open minded from my experience. more willing to be flexible
>>8637483
Not OP but this for me.
>>8637503
See I'd really feel sympathetic and want to reach out to try to help (whether or not it even matters), but I'm not sure how helpful it is if I'm someone that you'd be settling for. WHO KNOWS
Normal or cismales are prone to be more nurturing of weakness in what it views to be feminine.
We're supposed to be strong so we don't necessarily need the women to be so.
Women require the men to be strong and constantly shit test them and shit tests are a pain in the ass when you just want to be held and cared for when you're depressed.
>>8637520
I don't want to settle for someone.
A) I want someone I want
B) I don't want to waste their time
Homosexual (cisguy) relationships scare me. I don't want to be in a gay relationship forever (feel like I'll have failed my family), and hell I'm not really attracted to guys as they age, hence why I prefer women anyways.
>>8637537
sounds bi to me
>>8637904
like i said, im bi.
i just tend to lean towards women.
>>8637537
sounds like internalized homophobia to me
also, you're going to be old someday
beggars can't be choosers
>>8637986
I did used to be a massive homophobe.
I just geniunely dont find myself often sexually attractive.
Androgyny has been my thing for awhile. (Thanks manic pixie girls)