>tfw I'm not a transbian but I still wanted to have sex with a black MtF at least once where she was my top.
>tfw also wanted her to dominate me and call me names.
>She probably would hate me because I literally want them to play some kind of rapist male role and fuck me triggering all their genital dysphoria and whatsoever.
It feels really wrong and mean somehow, how I stop having this weird kink?
Pic semi related.
>>8609318
Black mtf and that sounds hot, but I'm submissive af. Too bad.
>>8609363
You're supposed to say that's disgusting and that you hate me so I stop having weird submissive race play kinks...
Also I wanted her to take pictures of me blackmail me into blowing her off in a park or something else she would release them to my family showing how much of a degraded slut I am.
>>8609382
LOL
>>8609382
Hey, as a straight white male I think you're disgusting and I hate you.
>>8609363
I bet you had a white background.
Pathetic
>>8609411
Thanks but it didn't work.
It needs to be from a black transgirl so I stop having these weird fetishes and go back to being a vanilla girl.
This sub thing is getting out of control for me.
>>8609434
>No, in fact, I'm impressed by your imagination. Maybe you'll find what you're looking for.
Jesus, you're not helping.
Ok threads over, I'm going to get drunk and forget this weird almost transbian kink.
>>8609426
That's more like it.
>>8609318
It's good that you're aware that these fantasies could upset the very people they're directed at, and you feel that they would be entitled to their outrage and pain, and you want to make up for that.
But you don't need to hate yourself forever over this, or be constantly humiliated for it. And keep in mind that you can still cause trouble by trying to atone for racism if you make your guilt the center of attention and rather than supporting the people you feel you've hurt