>visit mom
>end up playfully wrestling with her
>get manhandled and thrown about lack a rag doll
when did HRT make me so pathetic and weak?
>>8607551
>arm wrestle boys
>both my arms against one of theirs
>still lose
>feel kinda turned on
>>8607551
like a rag doll*
>>8607563
to be honest I actually like this, but it's kinda scary and weird, when I was 16, I could beat most adults in arm wrestles, now I'm definitely one of the weakest people I know, atleast I know my HRT is working and atleast I'm finally beginning to feel like a girl and not some kind of freakish invader.
>>8607589
Shit, that was me before hrt. Haha! Even scrawny dudes were stronger for some reason.
I hope I know something like this feel. I don't think I'll ever really feel small, I could at least be weak
>>8607551
>not being a muscleglirl on bica
>>8607655
I'm on bica because cypro is too expensive, there aren't any differences other than your testes still working right?
>>8607666
idk I'm on bica and it takes a lot of effort to push heavy-ish doors
like I have trouble getting in Dunkin donuts because the door
Did this really happen or is it a weird agp incest fantasy
>>8608749
Who actually play-wrestles with their mom?
>>8608489
jesus christ, go to the gym ffs
>>8607589
knowing you'd be powerless if they actually wanted to overpower you is a really sexy thought
>>8609016
no I like being weak
>>8608749
I have seen some kid-parent relationships that included playful wrestling.
The emotional state of either party behind the scenes? Maybe incestuous maybe not.
>>8611119
What was that?
>>8611181
I SAID I LIKE BEING WEAK
>>8607551
I'm not even on HRT and I can barely lift things but people usually try to get me to do it anyway.
Life is weird
>>8612312
good job, you're a real girl now
>>8612533
Being submissive in bed is not the same as wanting to be sexually assaulted..
>>8612547
it's like a rollercoaster, you wanna think you're in danger while you're not
>>8612638
>There's solid evolutionary psychology reasons for that behaviour and it's common pretty much everywhere
history has been pretty rape-y to women
like men would just conquer a village, kill all the men and rape the women
I wonder if its somewhat born out of that
>>8607629
Just date a /fit/izen, i'm sure their ludicrously overworked musculature will make you feel comparatively weak.
Or like, I dunno, look into BDSM. There's a LOT of people who get into it because they want to feel weak or helpless, especially women who feel like they have to be in charge all the time otherwise. And apparently it scratches that itch.
>>8612646
Very unlikely. In general, most of our evolutionary urges are old old. In this case, 'wanting the male to be stronger' is a selection tool to find a more successful mate - just like ability to gather more food/shelter, social status, 'beauty', confidence, healthiness, and other fitness-as-mate indicators. The selection tools are to some degree randomized and given different weightings by different people. That results in diversity. In addition, the desire for monogamy (although not it's actuality) results in further diversity.
That's like a huge simplification, but it's not really based around rape. Rape is actually somewhat damaging evolutionarily as it harms the chances of the offspring by generally relegating it to a low-status and therefore low-priority role. Also violates the targeting mechanism of seeking mates most likely to provide the better genetic material, and status and resources to successfully raise children, thus in general it's seen as bad by anyone who is not initiating the rape.
All of this is to some degree deprecated by the complicated nature of human brains and minds - and also by the fact that i'm vastly simplifying it. It's a very complex mechanism that really lies at the heart of human society in many ways.
>>8612646
>kill all the men and rape the women
If this makes me feel resentful of being male is it a sign of being trans?
>>8612683
Nah it just means you're not an ass
>>8612667
you're wrong about one thing,. you didn't need a village for tribal raids to happen.
>>8612697
I wasn't the one talking about villages or whatever mate.
>>8609422
>knowing you'd be powerless if they actually wanted to overpower you is a really sexy thought
Are cis girls like this?
>>8613033
Think so, judging by all the erotica on tumblr about it
>>8613033
More than half. How much more depends on how strictly you define it.
>>8613040
I want to read this. Why can't they post it somewhere with better navigation?
>>8611181
>tfw tried to reach for the will to power and collapsed so hard i ended up a girl
is it truly impossible?