>be me, a boymodding NEET mtf >it's the "going

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>be me, a boymodding NEET mtf
>it's the "going outside to get groceries" day
>feel fine today
>immediately notice how every other woman is at least 5 inch shorter than me (i'm 5'10)
>still feel fine
>every woman is wearing a summer beach-y outfit or a dress
>meanwhile i have to wear 3 layers of T-shirts that hopefully hide my conetits
>i'm fine.jpg
>see a woman my height, she has delicate small hands, not big wide oven mitt-size dadhands like mine
>i am okay.jpg
>the mall is literally swarming with countless pregnant women with huge protruding bellies and multiple children today
>this is fine.jpg

>taking a bus home
>see my silhouette sun's making on the wall
>it's my face from the side
>a repugnant fat Quasimodo-like manface with a weird Jewish caricature mannose and Habsburg jaw
>"is that what everyone sees?"
>still be like "whatever"
>arrive home
>almost in an instant break down crying till my face is wet with tears and drool
Why can't the /pol/ Death Squad find me and end my pointless subhuman existence already?