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I don't know what I am anymore. I'm definitely a trans woman, but I seem to have evolved beyond human constraints. Things don't affect me as they used to. I am frequently numb to everything, but other times I am a raging sun of trauma engulfing my world, and I die each night, and am born anew each morning. My memory is a great burden. I'd stab my eyes out if it would make the flashbacks stop, if I could just forget what's happened. I've been kicked a few hundred times too many. What am I now? My wife is the only thing keeping me going, it's to ensure that she's cared for that has prevented me from committing suicide to stop the pain. Each session with my therapist unwinds trauma that is coiled inside me, it frees me to experience that suffering in full once more, it's maddening, and I need to make it stop. I'm consumed by grief for everything I've lost.
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>>8581624
write some poetry
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>>8581624
>tfw this self-absorbed piss baby is married and I can't even get a date
There is no justice in the world.
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>>8581624
oi cunt whats your fave nick cave album?
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>>8582475
This, mane
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>>8583167
This. What is it and why is it No more shall we part?
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>>8583534
>no more shall we part
fucking PLEB taste
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>>8581624
i kinda feel you op...
I feel like, repressing and being a man or transitioning and being a girl (pass or not) are the same in one. Either way, i feel like im just faking it, and that none of it even matters.
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>>8582475
I guess it's simply that people find me worthwhile, despite my PTSD, and love spending their time with me. Maybe you could get some sort of personality beyond contempt for others? :^)
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>>8583167
Let Love In
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>>8581624
Faggot
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>>8583167
Henry's Dream right now, but it changes.
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>>8586314
yeah henrys dream is sick as fuck
for me it'd be something like this:
>tender prey
>let love in
>from her to eternity
>henry's dream
>boatmans call
>abbatoir blues
>the good son
>murder ballads
>the firstborn is dead
>push the sky away
>your funeral... my trial
>skeleton tree
>dig lazarus dig
nocturama and no more shall we part dont count coz theyre shit
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