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So... I've fallen in love. Like completely in love. I met a guy online and after a few months of me being insecure and pushing him away I just gave in and fell head over heels for him. Now we're bf and gf and I love him! I'm completely in love with him! But I'm also so very scared!
I'm mtf but I'm really early along in transition (only 4 months HRT, no surgeries, no electrolysis). He knows this, he's seen pictures of me in girlmode, he says he really likes me and he wants to be with me, but I can't shake the feeling that when we meet in person he's going to reject me. He's only seen me done up and at me best. But I'm almost as tall as him, I have size 10 feet, I have to wear a wig when I take pictures because my hair isn't long enough yet. I just feel really anxious whenever I think about meeting him irl. I love him to death and if he was disgusted by me it would just break me entirely. I really don't know what to do about this. Do any other mtfs who were in ldr's have any advice for me?
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>after a few months of me being insecure and pushing him away I just gave in and fell head over heels for him
that hurt so much to read
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>>8579623
how do I get this
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>>8579629
Why?
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>>8579639
I don't know it sort of just happened. We met on a discord server and played alot of vidya together. And he kinda just fell in love with me. And I fell in love with him.
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>>8579682
discord? I'm in a bunch of discords!
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>>8579686
Like I said it sort of just happened. I wasn't looking for love. In fact I was actively avoiding it but I just couldn't run away from it. And eventually I fell in love with him.
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>>8579698
>Stop being such a fraud
He already knows everything about my situation. I'm not lying to him. I just get paranoid that when he sees me in person he's going to see me as a man instead of a woman. Or that he'll change his mind and reject me. We still haven't seen eachother face to face. Only in pictures. I did my best to look good in them but I can't do that in real life.
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>>8579729
ah well tough shit for you.
should have repressed like me and dated gay men to gain more security in your male features
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>>8579744
lol, "security" is the last thing I'm getting from your responses.
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>>8579744
I think I'd be less secure if I was constantly feeling dysphoric over my body whenever he touched me.
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>>8579650
Because when people push me away it's just cause they don't want me
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Well, I am sure that he will accept you since he already know that you are a tranny. And if he doesn't then he doesn't deserve you
Simple
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