/mtfg/ transgirl general

First for forever alone because I will never pass.

>>8557878
This is not the place for you, reality

Pretend with us anon

What happened to the discord?

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>>8557876
For fuck sake anon

I DONT WANNA SEE THIS WHILE I BEOWSE THE CATALOGI

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i can never be good enough for someone

>>8557894
This is why I'm a compulsive liar and make myself what others want me to be

Anyone else's dysphoric episodes end in euphoria? I don't understand myself.

>I'll never make it I'll be a hon forever and die alone
>wait no I'm actually really pretty I'm just focusing on my flaws
And repeat every day

>>8557907
maybe sometimes
but the "im pretty" part is just delusion

>>8557907
no. i want to carve up my ugly face.

>>8557907
I actually rate myself on male standards so I feel really cute

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Hurry, does anyone have that cliff jumping tranny comic????

>>8557915
Ya I do too but at least I can be somewhat pretty

As soon as I save up my nose is going to get fucking stabbed

Omg wtf mtfg why u so fucking dead???

>>8557987
your just using us for our memes Kayla, you don't care about us at all!

Fuck lgbt rights
Fuck pride

>>8557964
It's named Sexy Losers, google can do the rest.

>>8557992
Ive made decent memes in the past, i want that one i asked for

whos amy?

>>8558004
a tranny who detransitions every few days and then makes a post about how happy she is when she takes her pills again

>>8558009
She looks a lot like someone I used to know, she was kinda crazy and thought demons were responsible for her transsexuality (this is coming from a schizophrenic btw)

>>8558002
here
also you are my fave tran meme

thanks bender

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>tfw only one with trans memes

>>8558019
Bend Eris Grate
Ben Derisgrate

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>>8558023
whoops

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>>8558029
Thanks

>>8558029
Masculinity is so fragile

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Raise your hand if your father left you!

>>8558040
*raises hand*

>>8558040
killed himself after my mom left him when I was 5
mom's never said anything but i have a feeling he might have been repressing or crossdressing or something

>>8558029
>>8558035
Those are spicy

>>8558048
What gives you that feeling?
I'm sure he just felt like a failure of a man one she left him so he decided to off himself, repressing is way to exotic.

>>8558040
;~;

>>8558040
i mean

He was in the vicinity but he mostly just drank and hit us

>>8558054
there's nothing weird about divorce where i live though, like half of my friends have had their parents break up at some point and without anything dramatic happening

>>8558070
Yeah I know what you mean, where I am from I only have one friend who's family is still together. Shame how common place it is.

But what makes you think he was CD?

any good mtf discords?

>>8558036
it's funny to think that some guys probably do take themselves and their masculine and straight self-image super seriously

>>8558075
nothing it's just that these things tend to run in the family
like for many in this general

>>8558081
>run in the family
Yikes
The thought of my dad crossdressing is comical af but also really scary

>>8558085
you think he would be cute?

>>8558085
Ops

>>8558095
Couldn't be too bad, he's the one who gave me manlet genes

>>8557901
Even a real girl?

>>8558102
Shut up we're trying

>>8558048
>>8558081
>these things tend to run in the family
Weird how that is.

I wonder why.

>>8558118


I'm not~

>>8558048
>killed himself after my mom left him when I was 5
Hello me.

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>>8558118
>Shut up we're trying
Well you need to try harder.
Not trying hard enough is a tranny thing.

>>8558138

is this Coffee or something? why do you keep posting the same shit over and over again?

>>8558009
Fuck off im not quitting I'm switching to pills that won't make me a freak

>>8558142
Maybe it's autism?

>>8558148
sure amy

really though, just shut the fuck up and make a decision for once
i bet my left testicle you'll make a post about being happy as a girl within a month

>>8558142
the asian coffee, or the newfag one?

>>8558142
It's Coworker-chan, Elanna's repressing friend.

>>8558140
How is this non-triggering?

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>>8558156
I won't have a Relapse because I won't be quitting but switching. Which means I'll still maintains my cynicism and it won't get drowned by depression and the resulting euphoric relapse

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>>8558185
It's anime. You post anime all the time.

>>8558187
Put your trip back on so we can filter you. Think of the children forced to red your posts.

>>8558185
thejokeyou.jpg

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>tfw accidentally sleep through breakfast and my stepfather gets annoyed at me for it
s-sorry

>>8558201
Make up sex or nah?

>tfw used to be a tripfag in /mtfg/ back in 2015-2016
>haven't been here since today
>realize some person is using the same alias i had back then
>everyone hates them

Damn, is this what slander feels like? kek.

Imagining what life would've been like if I was a boy and getting p sad desu
but it doesn't matter anyway lol

>>8558203
I don't think "stepson with boobs" is his type

>>8558212
Asian Coffee, is that you?

>>8558191
Who cares
Im autistic and stubborn which is why I have problems with this board

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>>8558217
Yup. I come to this board from time to time to check how things are going and out of curiosity.

>>8558216
you don't know until you grind up against him in a skirt.

>>8558229
>Yup. I come to this board from time to time to check how things are going and out of curiosity.
How disappointed are you right now?

>>8558235
Indifferent, lol. I miss cornflakes, though.

>>8558245
We all miss Cornflakes.

Also, do you have a boyfriend yet? What's he like?

>>8558229
wait, who the fuck is this new Coffee if not Asian Coffee?

>>8558229
COFFEE

>>8558255
Hate to break it to you, but I'm actually straight and mostly cis at this point, since my life is easier as a straight cis male. Would I like being female? Sure, but I'd never pass and it's simply not worth it.
>>8558260
Asian Coffee is me. I used to post here with a trip back in 2015-2016. I'm just as clueless as you are with this "new Coffee" person.
>>8558264
Hi!

>>8558260
Dutch Coffee (and no, that's not some sort of sex thing), who started posting here in recent weeks.

>>8558265
O shit
did you detrans?
did it work?
fuck fuck fuck fuck im worried now
is there hope?

>>8558265
>asian easy mode
>won't even put in a tiny amount of effort to pass flawlessly as a girl
Have you ever seen an Asian hon before? Yeah, me neither.

>>8558265
show me your feet

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>>8558271
Yes, I guess I did "detransition". Was on estradiol and spironolactone for a few months, but slowly got off it.
>is there hope?
Well, since you're asking that question in the first place, are you okay with transitioning? Or are you primarily doing it because you feel as if you're running out of time, and have an irrational fear that you'll end up as a regretful hon if you don't? Because, I was the latter, but once I stopped browsing /lgbt/ and quit the pills cold turkey, I slowly stopped feeling trans thoughts.

Maybe I was never truly trans in the first place, who knows, but just take this with a grain of salt. Only you know what's best for you, so good luck, anon.
>>8558280
>>8558276
I'm not that feminine. Pic related. I'm 5'11", 140 lbs and have a pretty masculine build. lol

>>8558287
you look cute to me

>>8558212
people don't hate coffee

>>8558287
>a successful detransition story
You're damn right I'm going to take this with a grain of salt, but I hope it really is what's best for you.

I just hope you don't end up snapping at like 40 or something.

>>8558289
>>8558296
I guess I was mistaken, then. My bad.
>>8558290
Thanks :)
>>8558298
>snapping at like 40
Haha, that is, assuming I even make it to 40 years of age. Thinking of committing suicide in my 30s due to unrelated reasons.

>>8558304
please be my gf

>>8558311
Just a warning, but I have very particular tastes. Unless you're very thin, white/Asian, 5'6"+, have pale skin, slender fingers, and brown/black hair, it's not going to fly. If you fit most of the criteria, [spoiler]pls be my gf.[/spoiler]

When does the crippling depression and lack of self worth end, /mtfg/?

>>8558319
>5'6"+
it was good while it lasted

>>8558325
Honestly, it's hard to say. The obvious answer is when you kill yourself, but that's not exactly ideal (or, it might be to some, but the process of it certainly isn't). Despite my depression, I get excited over simple things, like new video games, TV shows, and hell, even snacks. Find meaning in your life, no matter how insignificant it may be, and stop being idle. Idle thoughts lead you to a depressive state, so be busy with something. Anything, really.

>>8558287
transitioning is scary and idk if I'm gonna pass or be happy in the end
i wanna be a girl i think but still it's scary
and yeah i started to selfmed because i was scared of running out of time

fuck. scared now.

>>8558304
>thinking of committing suicide in my 30s
same

>>8558319
>tfw white and pale
>tfw 5'6
>tfw dark brown hair
>tfw skinny with slender fingers
>tfw I don't date asians

>>8558342
Why would anyone not date Asians when they're the most attractive race?

>>8558328
Well, if you're cute, I can overlook that :)
>>8558332
It's actually scary how similar I was to you just two years ago. I was 16-17 years old, self-medding, and feeling constantly stressed out due to the thought of "running out of time."
Ask yourself what truly makes you content. If you want to be a girl and be more socially feminine, that's fine, but you have to look after your mental health, as well. I'm just going to say it now, but /mtfg/ of all places is not the place you want to be. Yes, it can be a very informative place, but it's just filled with negativity. I'm 18 now, but looking back, I don't regret detransitioning at all. I'm too busy with other things in life that my trans feelings feel like yet another chapter of my life.

Anyway, your story may be completely different from mine, but try to figure out what you truly want in life. For me, it's early retirement/death and/or having a comfortable life. In the short term for now, I just want to graduate from college. Good luck.
>>8558342
How cute is your face

>>8558350
Nah, West Africans are more attractive.

>>8558350
LOL, I wish. We are certainly not the most attractive race. Personally, I'm partial to Slavic women. Fuck, they're natural qties.

>>8558319
i was all of that but estrogen put like 6 or 7kg on me and now i'm normal weight :/

>>8558166
N-no I'm not

>>8558358
My nose could signal traffic but other than that pretty cute

Cis girls would kill for my eyes

>>8558377
Keyword: most. I can overlook one thing, or two at most. I feel you, though. I'm trying to lose 10 lbs // 4.5 kg at the moment.
>>8558397
Why don't you date Asians? It's funny because there have been more white girls than Asians who have been interested in me throughout my entire life. But then again, it could just be that way due to the fact that I live in a predominately white area.

>>8558378
Do you stare at that bottle of cypro on your bedside table every night before you go to sleep, Coworker-chan? Are your last thoughts of the day about putting on girly clothes and painting your nails cute colours? Do you tell yourself "maybe tomorrow" each time your thoughts drift in that uncomfortable direction?

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Alright /mtfg/, how do deal with the crippling depression of being alone and worthle-
>>8558325
Oh, that's already been asked and answered.

How do you find meaning in your life? because dying just sounds less painful right now to be quite honest.

>>8558425
>How do you find meaning in your life?
steal a baby

>>8558418
>tfw you always wanted to be a boyish girl and never dreamt about dresses or nail polish

>>8558425
I don't know, but I got into Yu-Gi-Oh! recently, and as dumb as it sounds, I've been busy with that for the past month.

>>8558436
you can be a boyish girl if you want too, coworker-chan :3

>>8558411
Asians are either too skinny or too fat tbqh. I don't want a stick but I also don't want a sumo wrestler. If you're mixed thats a diff story altogether, mixed asians are fucking sexy

>>8558440
hey i'm not that dumb repressor, just an anon

>>8558437
>Yu-Gi-Oh!
nerd

>>8558425
I sleep a lot and force myself to play video games or shitpost the rest of the time

>>8558437
>I don't know, but I got into Yu-Gi-Oh! recently
n-not even my best trap card is as cute as you

please respond

>>8558441
I am 5'11" 140 lbs (180 cm, 63 kg.) Not mixed, sorry!
>>8558446
:)
>>8558451
My favorite card is Forbidden Chalice due to the artwork (it's a spell card, but still). What's yours?

>>8558425
I find meaning by learning new things and playing the guitar and working on my body.

I don't want to kill myself because I want to be alive. Don't get trapped in the mindset that you need to be worth anything to anyone. Life's a video game you're just here to explore it.

Give myself a shot, don't wanna think about designing circuits or RVs.

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What does it feel like to actually be loved?

>>8558463
Survival-horror game, right?

uh oh
Chelsea Manning accidentally tweeted a dick pic then deleted it

>>8558469
More like a dating sim where you always end up alone

So yes

>>8558463
See, now I don't want to be alive because I've only ever broken or ruined things my entire life and it's gotten tiring and lonely

>>8558464
Are you ok? Just tired, I hope, or is your health still getting worse?

>>8558472
awww
why her

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>>8558418
Nope

>>8558467
You will never feel loved until you learn to love yourself

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>>8558472
>Dick pic
I can do that too.

>>8558472
>chelsea manning is AGP
FUCK

>>8558476
Things are meant to be broken, anon

Entropy always increases. The beauty of a cup comes from it once being sand, crafted by brilliant hands and then eventually returning to nonexistence.

You are a crashing wave, destroying and upending everything in your way. But your beauty is in your power, and the way you gracefully crest and become more than just a collection of atoms

>>8558444
my bad :3

>>8558480
don't worry coworker-chan, i still like you even if you annoy everybody by repressing and making asinine posts :3

>>8558500
>not keeping your dick big and strong so that you can advance feminism by fucking men in the ass
are you even fucking trans

>>8558472
was it a feminine penis

>>8558460
you're already quite skinny, you should probably not lose weight

>>8558508
different anon here but I'm 5'11 and 120-125lbs and mtf
is that too skinny?

>>8558510
probably. i mean hrt works with fat. it can't do anything if there is none

>>8558472
your joking right?

>>8558514
ofc they are
t. totally didn't google it just to double check

>>8558520
please don't reply to me

>>8558478
Still tired, and getting worse. The E high has just redirected my desires. It's being harder to design things. I must draw them out to visualize them. Before I could hold the whole design in my head and just have sketches. I need to do them in OpneSCAD which is programmed.

>>8558527
oh, okay.......

>>8558527
im going to reply to you anon.

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>>8558460
>What's yours?
blue eyes

aka you

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>>8558472
That dude must be getting mad pussy.

>>8558528
Can't say I've ever been into designing very precise stuff. I hated technical drawing classes.

>>8558538
What's your contact info? I want to play Yu-Gi-Oh! and other things with you. haha

Anybody here had experience with rogaine? My dermatologist just told me to buy it over the counter for my hairline. But I have no idea what to do or believe

>>8558551
Look into finasteride if you haven't already

>>8558551
Worked pretty well for me but it does take awhile to work

>>8558553
Yeah I already looked into that and I think that's what they could have prescribed me also if I had pushed it, but right now I'm just solely looking into topical stuff at the moment or anything else, since hrt will come anyway in a month or two. But I want something I can sorta do now and work with it a little.
>>8558558
I was told that if I ever stop using it, even for like a day it'll all fall back out and go back to normal, and that it won't regrow my hairline just keep it like it is now, which really fucking sucks.
Could you tell me more how it worked for you? And do you use the foam or ointment?
I just kinda want some opinions on it before I invest

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>>8558549
i have never played yu-gi-ohs in my life and i've used up all of my yu-gi-oh related puns

i am sorry anon, it was never my intention to deceive you

martyr logarius DOWN

>>8558503
Wow I've been bullied.
Time to stop repressing (not that I am)

should i read handmaid's tale or finnegans wake while i try to sleep tonight?

>>8558561
Ointment and that's only true if you're still balding

HRT will probably stop that from happening

Its been a couple months since I stopped and the hair is still there lol

>>8558569
It's okay, anon. I will find a different girlfriend. Good luck with your endeavors!

>>8558541
The scary part is how easy I found it to do. I could juggle a complex design in my head. It's isn't so easy anymore. ME/CFS sucks!!!

>>8558574
>finnegans wake
lol fucking poser. I hope someone mocks you in public for reading what is essentially literary retardation. Disregard both and read Borges' Ficciones. Great collection of stories!

>>8558575
Is there a difference between the ointment and foam? And yeah, I'm still balding at the moment.
Why did you stop anon? And any other advice or stuff you can give me?
Oh, did i ever cause any problems on your scalp or give you any side effects?

>>8558576
Different anon here, I use to play yugioh regularly along with mtg and hearthstone.

>>8558580
Getting older probably doesn't help either. It's not just the limbs that get slower.

>>8558574
finnegan's wake is kind of a meme book, along with ulysees

the only joyce book worth reading is dubliners and MAYBE a portrait of the artist if you're stuck on a desert island with not much else to do

>>8558584
And now you're a tranny.

>>8558584
Want to be friends? Would love to talk to you! I have Steam, Skype, and Discord.
>>8558588
Dubliners was such a delight to read, honestly. Araby and Eveline were my favorite stories.

>>8558581
Borges isn't soporific enough. Góngora's Soledades are probably a better choice to fall asleep.

>>8558531
eww stop
>>8558535
your ok anon

>>8558592
Sure, drop a Discord and I'll add you.

>>8558582
I stopped bc my hairline filled in where I needed it to. Idk what the difference between ointment and foam is tbqh. Only side effect was minor itching.

HRT will do most of the heavy lifting tho

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What should I get at McDonalds

>>8558592
araby gave some feels because it reminds of me the time i was infatuated with a girl at school and gave her a CD for her birthday with a love note inside it

man, i sure do love anthologies though

>>8558605
A cute boy

>>8558599
Cream#3969
>>8558593
Borges can be pretty soporific if you can't keep up the bizarre things that goes on within those stories, though. At least, that's how my friends felt.
>>8558605
McNuggets, McFlurry, or a hash brown.
>>8558609
Same, anon. Same.

>>8558605
chicken nuggies and fries

>>8558605
ask for big black boi cum on your burger

>>8558603
How long did it take from start to finish to be comfortable with your hairline?

>>8558605
nothing. it's gross and terrible

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>>8558605
Dont.

>>8558605
i reckon you should get a clue, turn 360 degrees and walk out again

maybe buy yourself a salad or perhaps a tiny bag of zoute dropjes

>>8558603
How bad was your hairline before? and where is it at now?

>>8558613
Don't make your friends read Cortázar.

>>8558581
ive already read that

>>8558588
ive read all of those too and you're unforgivably wrong about ulysses

That particular smile happened again from a customer who I hadn't seen before.

It's a particularly big, fake smile like seeing and acknowledging you makes them feel good. Like the intensity of the way a friend would smile at you if you two caught each other making silly faces, but a lot less silly, more formal and practiced.

It happened with a police officer last time who got really withdrawn and confused after I started talking. It was surprising to me; like disarmingly nice.
I'm pretty sure he had gendered me female.

I think the 40-50 year old guy this morning did the exact same smile. Like he was a little too happy to see me. He didn't seem gay and didn't even want my attention, just acknowledged me with that particular smile.

There's a male nod, is there some smile that guys practice when looking at a woman?

>>8558585
Not this rapidly...

>>8558605
A salad with grilled chicken.

>>8558596
do you like it when i touch you like this?

>>8558618
I didn't need a ton of help but about 8 months, although I was really bad about doing every day

>tfw never going to find love

>>8558630
Duly noted.
>>8558632
Try Ada, or Ardor by Nabokov. I'm assuming you've already read Lolita, as most people have.

>>8558633
>is there some smile that guys practice when looking at a woman?
yes

>>8558632
>ive read all of those too and you're unforgivably wrong about ulysses
the only reason people read ulysses is so that they can say they've read ulysses

there is literally no other reason people read such a jumbled, rambling mess

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>>8558641
>read Lolita
LOL I never did. I just did.

>>8558593
decent rec but all early poetry is soporific and i dont have any spanish. my counter-rec would be 'the faerie queen'

knocks u out in three pages or less

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>tfw want to buy a 2B cosplay off amazon and do lewd things

>tfw alcohol makes me sad and makes me feel like a huge fucking asshole by reminding me of all the moments I've been mean to others or could've done better and basically I'm a shit
how do people enjoy feeling drunk? idgi i really don't

>>8558628
I'm only 21 so it really wasn't that bad, I had widows peaks that were starting to deepen and now they're completely filled in

>>8558653
Smoke weed.

>>8558658
It's illegal and I'm too autistic to ask anyone and even those I know I don't want to bother with asking them

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>>8558652
Do you have the body for 2B?

>>8558653
alcohol is a REALLY godawful drug
i am never touching it again
just do LSD or something

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>>8558653
it removes my inhibitions and anxiety, and lets me just relax for once instead of stressing and thinking about every little thing in my life
I enjoy being drunk

>>8558656
Do you happen to have before and after pictures?

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Does anyone else here get a weird sensation when they look at a tranny? I'm not talking about attraction or arousal. I want to put trannies out of their misery. It's like a natural instinct to me to put something so weak and confused, sterilizing itself out of its misery. Doesn't help that they all look emaciated and operate in a hivemind. I just don't think trannies were made for this earth or could ever coexist with real, able people. I think they're hardly people at all honestly, just broken sexual miscreants that would be better off dead

>>8558656
Oh well I'm pretty hardcore balding here. I should have started at your age but nobody took me seriously.
Anybody else here got any experience with a hairline that was shit and came back with something?

>>8558645
you are very dumb and i bet you've never used any herbs or spices when you cook

>>8558641
yeah i should try that. have you read pale fire? not v sleepy but a v v pretty book

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>>8558664
I dont have the 2B boobies.

>>8558642
is there a shorthand term for it? Would it just be "male smile"?

>>8558653
Try different types of alcohol. I hear a lot of people react differently to different kinds. They all usually put me into a good, relaxed mood. The few times I was ever sad drunk was because my roommate was going on rant about how everything is hopeless and I was in a state to agree with her instead of telling her to shut up.

>>8558669
I think you're projecting hard and are just a self hating tranny. You'll come to terms eventually.

>>8558669
Not really. Just indifference.
>>8558673
Unfortunately, I have not. Oh, are you looking for a book to sleep to? Hmm... Stoner by John Williams is a very comfy book.

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>>8558673
>you are very dumb and i bet you've never used any herbs or spices when you cook
i'm not dumb

and i would use herbs and spices when i cook, but i haven't learnt how to turn on the cooker yet

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>>8558675
2B was never about bewbs.

>>8558653
try gin next time. impossible to go wrong with gin

>>8558669
my mind reacts one of two different ways when I see trans people irl or in videos/etc.
- they pass better than I ever will and there's no hope in life for me at all
- they don't pass well and neither will I so I should just stop fooling myself
It's why I tend to shy away from support groups, trans-related media, and things like that

>>8558669
>repressing this hard

>>8558645
If you want to read a jumbled, rambling mess, it's better to read a good one. Like the Songs of Maldoror.

>>8558683
already read /lit/friend <3

>>8558636
no your a disgusting fetishist who preys on the weak

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>>8558687
Me irl one day desu.

>>8558683
also it's not comfy. it's heart wrenching

>>8558676
>is there a shorthand term for it? Would it just be "male smile"?
Not that I know of.

>>8558699
Damn, you're good :)

>>8558701
don't you just want to relax and fall back into daddy's arms

>>8558698
iiiiinterestinng

>>8558707
It's quite comfy for the first half, or even 3/4 of the book. I get what you mean, though. lol

>>8558676
Creep smile?

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>>8558705
Good luck.

>>8558667
the only way I can do that is by talking to interesting people there is no other way to leave this hell of thoughts

I dont like this 2B character.

>>8558705
I want 2B to put her feet on my face

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>>8558731
She likes you.

>>8558731
Phenomenal, albeit unconventional game in terms of presentation and plot. Give it a shot if you have the time!

>all this 2B posting
I want 9S to sit on me and put his feet on me instead

If Chicken Nuggets would be my boyfriend I'd be one lucky lady.

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>>8558731
Is 2B making you feel inadequate Poxie?

>>8558720
It didn't feel sleezy to me. It was just surprisingly forward.

To put it another way, It surprises me that a stranger would put so much effort into showing such a nice smile to me.

The idea of strangers expressing (positive) emotions towards me when they see me instead of just acknowledging my existence is...nice. A bit pandering, but nice.

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>>8558740
>9S
But 9S is into girls?

>>8558719
idk

stuff at the start where he didn't know how to explain shakespeare to the teacher, or his wedding night, or when lomax reacts to him not joining the army

dude it's a gut wrenching ride from the outset, indigestible combination of cringe held in check by like a softly anxious melancholy, it just ruined me, i was either furious or in tears right from a->b

>>8558740
>boyfeet
normally i would call you a pleb for that, but 9S is tiny and cute and feminine, so maybe it's okay

>tfw no clear goal in life apart from becoming a girl
:3c

>>8558761
same
i mean, i'd like to find housing so that i don't kill myself
but other than that i'm kinda fucked for purpose

>>8558734
I doubt she likes anyone considering shes a fictional character.

>>8558748
Yes.

>>8558761
>tfw no clear goal in life apart from becoming a girl and also repressing

>>8558753
Maybe I'm just jaded, then. I thought all the sequences of him at his uncle's place or his study, was a tad bit dull, yet oddly comfortable.
>softly anxious melancholy
I find that comfy, but that's just me.

>>8558761
Waiting for GAI to crack genetics and robotics so that I could become a cis cyborg

Only 20-40 years to go

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>>8558761
>tfw you don't even know how to be a girl or anything
My life is directionless

>>8558775
i guess yeah, but it's the opposite of a sleep energy, like that's what i feel like when i can't get to sleep

anyway i have to read handmaid's tale if my friends are gonna let me be a woman, so i'll continue w that

nite<3

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sometimes when im drunk or sleeping i really wanna be a girl but then during the day i think I don't as much. I remember really wanting to when I was young but that drive is gone now

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>>8558761
Do you think you can achieve that lofty goal?

>>8558769
It's just a fictional character.

>>8558761
I want this transition part fucking over with so I can just focus on doing the stupid shit I want to do before I die.

Yeah, I can do that stuff while I'm trying to figure out how to girl but you feel stretched thin, you know? I don't feel like I can accomplish anything all the way.

>>8558791
idk I feel she attracts arrogant psychopaths who think they are better than everyone. .

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https://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/6m7n7q/ive_really_fallen_for_a_transgender_girl_nsfw/

Hmmmm.

>>8558790
You've learned to suppress. Thing is the feeling never go away, and that suppression takes a tole on you over the long run.

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>>8558808
I think that's Kaine actually.

>>8558812
This honestly reads off as erotic fiction and completely made up to me. What girl is just going to grab a guys hand and put it on her crotch out in public to prove something? Especially a transgirl.

>>8558827
literally who.

>>8558830
Yeah I felt the same, sounds fake as fuck.

>>8558812
sass's newest novel is looking pretty good so far

>>8558790
I'm the opposite. When I'm sleepy I think "fuck wanting to look and sound female, this is stupid. Everything is stupid, I'm going to bed." I get/used to get super frustrated when I'm tired. And it usually comes out like anger, sadness and hopelessness.

Some imbalance from tiredness. The stuff in coffee and energy drinks doesn't fix it. Just a soft reset (sleep).

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>>8558835
>literally who.
I am beginning to think you are not trutrans Poxie.

what is your favorite shoujo?

>>8558766
how is your harem doing?

>>8558772
complicated
good luck though anon

>>8558782
same lol desu
i only know how to be a faget

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>>8558808
>idk I feel she attracts arrogant psychopaths who think they are better than everyone.
wtf. How did you make that association? 2B is a great character and you're being mean

>>8558865
juni broke up with us so it's just me and gloomy
idk

>>8558880
Please reply to me

>>8558817
Ya but it fucking sucks. I don't know is what I want. I think I feel much stronger in the "don't" part but I'm not sure. It's stressing me out. I've done this since I was 12, should have just manned up and find it then

>>8558880
what did you do to juniper

>>8558905
go talk to a gender therapist and have them help you sort things out.

>that feel when she'll never like me
life sucks

>>8558904
hi anon
how are you

>>8558913
nothing
she broke up with gloomy too lol
and now i'm facing homelessness again yayyyy

>>8558922
That's a lot of money I don't have to drop, I don't have much time either. I'll think about it, I guess

>>8558974
Look for someone with a "sliding scale". They'll take less than what they normally charge, whatever you feel you can pay. As long as it's agreed up front.
It's more common than I realized.

>>8558849
Good for you, I still dont know who she is.

>>8558867
Probably, ive never watched whatever it is shes from.

>>8558994
>watched
proxie pls

>>8559002
im sorry, I dont keep up with weeb things at all.

>>8558974
You may try going to a local trans support group.

>>8559009
>weeb things
jesus h christ proxie, what the hell is wrong with you

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>>8558994
>>8559009
I had no idea you were such a meanie. And I don't want to bother you with weeb stuff.

stop giving the contrarian attention

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>when you just want to cuddle but never will

>>8559052
have you heard of these things called boyfriends

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>>8557876
Oh wow

Congrats, Spaertan/Amy. you have become a meme. Enjoy the attention.

calzone is so mean that cotton candy bitch banned me after I only said a few things Q_Q

>>8559052
Tfw want to kiss and cuddle but no one to kiss and cuddle

>>8558988
Okay. If I decide to go I'll look for that. Most of the ones advertised seem kind off putting.

>>8559031
>>8559040
>>8559042
wtf lmao, I didnt realise anime was such a cult.

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>>8559112
>anime
you keep using that word

>>8559123
I legit have no idea what I am talking about.

All I did was say I didnt like 2B.

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>>8559112
>anime
You just keep digging yourself deeper and deeper.

>>8559112
weebs are hopeless
congrats on not being one, I guess

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So you know, I've been thinking, and maybe this is because I've stopped taking my pills again for a couple of days.

Why am I doing this? I know I'll never be a girl. I'm a pretender, and if I just kept this to myself, never told anyone, I could live as a happy man, right?

>>8559148
You too?
Is this like some Doubt Day or something?

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>Anime
>When you could've had a succesful career

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Hai ^_^

>>8559148
just figure out what you actually want from life and whether transition will help or make it harder for you to achieve that

>>8559160
Hello.

>>8559148
not likely, but possible

Only if you have a passion that supersedes your desire to be a girl

>>8559132
So you don't even grasp the medium that she is in but yet you dislike her. That seems like a really immature and closeminded way of thinking!

>>8559156
joke's on you, i'm going to have a successful career (probably)
>>8559148
you'll never be able to live as a happy man
>>8559160
henlo

>>8559148
imagine yourself aging as a man and then again aging as a woman. Which makes you happier?

>>8559148
Who is the character?

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>>8559168
How've you been? :3
>>8559148
Just keep going girl You can do it Theres still hope for you. I believe in you ^_^
>>8559178
Hallo

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>>8559151

Maybe it is. It is summer, when the normal people are playing outside, and we're what? We're just hanging out in here.

>>8559164

What I want is to be happy. I want to live a simple, comfortable life, doing things I enjoy, and feeling at peace with myself, surrounded by the people I care for.

>>8559178

I mean, how can we be sure, you know? Maybe I'm just running away from the truth. I can be a feminine man, right?

>>8559180

...naturally, I don't want to age at all. But I know I don't want to look all fat and mannish.

>>8559182

Kyouko Sakura, Madoka Magica.

>>8559188

No one is fighting for me. I worked that out long ago...and I appreciate the belief, but...I'm not sure it's enough.

Also, hello!

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>>8559195
I believe in you
/hug
also Hai ^_^

>>8559195
if you've gone as far as you have, then you have problems that can't be solved with repression

>>8559195
Ill fight for you when no one else will

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>>8559075
i wonder if thats why calzone is dying

really makes you think for like 2 seconds before you just say "yeah probably"

>>8559175
Yes exactly your point being?

>>8559188
Its been pretty good, feeling a bit happier lately.

>>8559214
>your point being?
maybe you shouldn't do that!

>>8559195
>It is summer, when the normal people are playing outside, and we're what? We're just hanging out in here.
Yes but that's because you fear the sun. All of your imperfections are there for everyone to see. That finely crafted illusion of femininity just disappears under the sun.

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>>8559200

Gone how far? All I've done is spent a lot of money on illegal hormones and I keep having periods were I just stop taking them out of fear.

I'm having posting problems -_-

>>8559195
Being trans is not exclusive to your dreams. I think they are too simple to engulf your attention and you will always have a nagging feeling of dysphoria. It's up to you whether that feeling is bearable or not. You must really believe in your goal or else it simply isn't worth it.

Don't let anyone make the decision for you. And don't be afraid to lose people. If this is who you are they must learn to accept it, otherwise they never really cared for you in the first place

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>>8559214
>>8559214
That's good same here No businesses are open because it's sunday but I'm just gonna do some stuff here like my hobbies and practice Imma take a picture showing the Makeup I have sometime (not my face or body screw that) but showing only the makeup I currently have before I actually buy more ^_^

>>8559223
Okay ill try not too weeb chan for you ~

>>8559249
Sounds nice! show them here sometime.

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Ayyy I'm going to Uni soon, I need to get my fill of animu until then okay?

>>8559280

Reee, meant to reply to this>>8559156

>>8559280
are you going to study something you're good at

like being cute

https://twitter.com/shonfaye/status/883990941383766016

wew this is so accurate

>>8559288
Criminology and Anthropology actually, but maybe that too, one day.

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>>8559280
Okay ^_^ anime isn't a necessity but i get how you feel :3 I mean the only reason i post madoka is i'm alot like her and I actually like madoka magica as a show and anime ^_^ I'm also going into a college too this fall
>>8559262
I'm gonna show it when my phone charges enough

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>>8559248

You know, some days it's fine, I think I can do this, I can live this way, and other days...other days I want to die. I want to kill myself. I look forward to death.

If I could just quietly be a girl, I would. I just can't get over asking myself why

>>8559295
i don't really know much about criminals or ants, but it sounds fun

maybe you can become a great detective and solve some of /mtfg/'s most unexplained mysteries

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>that feel when you can never get her out of your mind
>that feel when she probably just wishes I'd just go away

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>>8559296
Oh I wasn't meaning you lol, I derpd up my post, Watching anime is fine, Madoka is great.

>>8559305
>ants

hmm, maybe, there sure are a lot of them.

>check previous thread
>emma the hon monster posting here again
thought we got rid of that freak

>>8559312
Thank you for making me even more sad

>>8559315
allie pls, i was making an hilarious joke

please clap

>>8559321
sorry I just have no other way to vent my suffering

>>8559316
theres only one hon monster in these threads and its me

>>8559326
We suffer together.
Nobody suffers alone.
We suffer together, not alone.

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>>8559323

>>8559335
Stupid trip

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>>8559315
yeah speaking of the college thing i have a small dillema with that myself but yeah i have no issue didn't read your post afterwards derp
>>8559312
do you need a hug?
>>8559335
Usagi is cute ^_^

>>8559344
I need a hug from her

>>8559344
Lol that Usagi was me, 4chan is just being shit today. 2 messed up posts.

>>8559354
I'm her *hug*

>>8559361
nuh uh

>>8559366
How do you know?

>>8559371
Because she's busy

>>8559299
Being mtf is one of the hardest things you can be. It's not easy and it won't be quiet. But you're strong enough, and if it's what you want there's no reason to hold yourself back. Nobody should ever feel that way.

Don't beat yourself up for feeling gender dysphoria. Nobody chooses to be trans. Yeah people are assholes about it but fuck em, if the alternative is wanting to die what could they possibly do to hurt you?

the fact the guy in this thread is way cuter than me without hormones or anything triggers me hard

>>>/gif/10897856

genetics is so cruel, fuck everything lmao

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>>8559354
Pls you don't need her if shes not going to accept you for who you are just have a talk with her and if shes not willing to sort things out you don't need her.
>>8559358
Still usagi is cute ^_^

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>>8559381

That is, for me, the hardest thing
How do I know it's dysphoria?
Maybe, just maybe, I just don't want to be me anymore.

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>sister constantly complains to me about needing "alone time" from her bf
>meanwhile, I can't find anyone who wants anything to do with me, and it eats away at me, and she knows it
attractive women are awful