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Anyone else realized they are gay REALLY late?
I'm 29, I think I accepted it yesterday and its devastating.
As a kid I started fapping early but it was to women. I got boners just looking at women. Later on boner when kissing them (never had sex because awkward loser I only got rid of that late in life) and at no point was I ever insecure of my sexuality. I was in love several times.
Then a couple years ago my boners have started to diminish and I moved onto shemale porn. Fast forward and I realized it was always about me wanting to get savagely fucked in the ass. I think of it and I get boners like I haven't had in 5 years so yep, this is it.
And now what, thinking of my life I always thought I'm gonna get a girl and settle with her maybe have a kid. Now I know I'm not gonna have any of that. I still have a twink body at 29 but in 10 years people wont probably wont to even fuck me anymore. I dont have any of that AGP or trans bullshit, I'm just a fag, my ass turns me on when I look at myself in the mirror and I'm completely fine with how I look.
How do I make sense of this shit, I feel like necking myself today. Its not because I hate gay people I dont think its wrong at all but everything I ever thought turned out to be a fucking lie I cant live with this.
If I was a top at least I could pretend I'm bisexual and at least pretend to live that life I always wanted but I'm a faggot bottom so probably wouldnt get it up with a girl now.
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>>8488692
Well I'm 28 and i guess i had a hard time accepting it. I didn't actually have sex until i was 23 and that's also when i told all my friends I'm gay. But it's still kind of hard to accept. I've never actually used my penis at all actually lol
Can't say it came up out of no where though. Been shoving things in my butt since i was like 12
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>>8488730
>Been shoving things in my butt since i was like 12
me never
Only considering it now. I feel like I was robbed of something
I kind of hope this is maybe some sort of a fetish, I've NEVER felt emotionally attracted to a man. Hell I've been butt naked in sauna with mates too many times to count.
The thought didn't even occur to me, jesus christ
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>>8488748
I don't know what to tell you lol
Like i never had a huge attraction to guys either. Playing with my butt came first and when watching straight porn i guess i did kind of do the agp thing and self-insert as the girl but it wasn't like how transgirls describe it on here cause i mostly watched straight porn cause i felt obligated to do so
Eventually things clicked and i realized i wasn't even enjoying the porn i watched because i was gay. Then i was still a turbo autist shutin so i had no sex until 23 thanks to that
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>>8488692
You're not gay, just a degenerate.
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>>8488692
Have you considered bleach?
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