any alcoholics around? recently fell off the wagon, causing personal

>>8485072
Alcoholics? Don't you know, this is /tttt/. As such, you're far more likely to find game junkies, hordes of game junkies.

>>8485202
Semi-alcoholic mtf tranny here. As much as I love some vidya games, Jack Daniels is the only man who knows how to treat me right.

Now while I really havent let the sauce negatively affect my day to day life, it's only because I actually really like my job. It's literally the only thing I have to live for, and I have too much self respect to let booze ruin that for me. I stay totally clean at work, I cope with depression other ways like cutting myself if Im having a bad day on the job.

But once I'm off work, and have nothing to keep my mind occupied, I am overcome by depression that just begs for me to fuel it with whiskey and whatever pills I can get ahold of. Heavy drinking also helps me curb hunger pangs which is pretty great.

I've been sober in AA since October 2015. I tried a couple times before that.

Unpassable bi MTF here. They are accepting of my queer ass even in the rural south, AA is my family.

I still smoke pot though.

>>8485072
I stopped drinking 2 summers ago. Prior to that, I was good for a pint of rum or whiskey a night, 7 days a week. Got sick of being fat and bloated generally feeling like shit all the time, stopped drinking and eating junk, lost at least 100 pounds, haven't had a desire to drink since.

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>>8485338
You know, this is exactly why they do all that shit that promotes transsexualism. To create more people just like you.

>>8485072
Yeah I've gotta really stop. I'm a huge binger and i think it's fucking up my life.
After last weekend when i finished a week long binge and realized i did nothing but smoke pot and drink for a week then broke down crying every day cause of depression i think i kind of realized i need to stop. Chances are i won't though cause I'm retarded.

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>>8485486
It's a tough cycle to break, when you're in it, it feels insurmountable. You feel like a loser and continue to do the things that make you feel like a loser. Eventually you snap out of it, you get healthier and your mind sharpens up, and you feel like slightly less of a loser.

>>8485475
I am the last person anyone wants to be, and the last type of person anyone is trying to create.

I am a pathetic fucking mess. With very few friends and nothing to live for.

>>8485072
i'm definitely teetering on the edge; i'm a heavyweight as well as a social drinker.

>>8485585
I'm really hoping I can break the habit this summer.
I've basically lost all my friends now so drinking by myself feels like shit anyway.

>>8485072
mtf girl here.
Didn't have easy access to alcohol until this summer, now I'm working on it again I guess.

>>8485585
I go through periods of heavy binging just coming out of one now. I'll go through several 1.75 liter bottles a week. It ruins every single life goal I have and I don't like. I always start back thinking it'll be different only anlittle on weekends. It doesn't and waste the better part of a month drinking and gaining weight. It's getting less bad with time though. I'm breaking out of cycles quicker and going longer in between. Maybe someday it won't be a thing for me anymore.

I have gone through bad 1 week binges and so forth. I was at 1.75L a week plus to only 1 now. Now I only do small vodka and wine binges.

I'm not sure if I fully 'count', since I didn't start drinking heavily until a few months ago and have gone about 3 weeks without binging. But the entire time, I'd spend night just about every night drinking. It's a miracle I didn't end up losing my job or breaking up with my SO.