when you realize you are only gay because you accidentally watched gay bdsm porn at 5 y.o.a
>>8440648
It does not work that way
>>8440750
do you honestly believe in a "gay gene"
fucking off yourself
homosexuality is an over dramatic fetish
>>8440648
when you realize you are only transbian because you read lesbian erotic fiction when you were 8
it was Biker Mice From Mars for me
when you realize you are only bisexual because you genuinely like people no matter their gender since you're a kid
why did it happen to me ;___;
When you realize you're only alive because your mom got a little too drunk and you have never met your father
>>8441025
How does it affect you?
>Think that's why you turned out bi?
>>8441007
but i don't like being gay
if my mom just didn't let me be on the computer at night..
>>8441034
Actually yeah.
>>8440648
when you realize you are only straight because you're not a filthy degenerate
>>8441051
God level right here
>>8440750
It very well may, though. The best bet is genetic predisposition, so who knows what can activate the gay phenotypic display.
when you realize you're not exactly straight but not bi either because you got molested once as a kid by a friend of the family
The guy wasn't even a fucking adult, he was 15 and I was 5 or 6 and he pulled me into a closet and forced me to play with his dick and then show him mine. If I knew who he was I would beat him to a fucking pulp. I feel like I need therapy for it because it separated sex and sexuality for me as a kid, I only had crushes on girls in my childhood, I found certain boys cute but I had no idea what to do with those feelings.and I had many moments of sexual confusion growing up where my parents noticed me showing a clear attraction to boys but they weren't supportive so I just suppressed it.
I can't jerk off to gay porn cause it doesn't turn me on, but that doesn't mean I'm straight. Sometimes I wonder if I could have come out as a healthy fag or a proper bi had my parents or counselor made me consider that option. But parents are apparently too scared of making their kid a fag in one of the most progressive countries in the world. I don't blame them too much, but had I been told it was an option instead of being made to feel ashamed about it, I maybe wouldn't have gone through all of my teens suppressing it. I had a really sexual childhood as a result of early exposure which meant I fooled around with male friends a lot, but as soon as we became teenagers it all stopped. Not being a fag though, I spent a lot of my teens falling in love with girls but I was definitely suppressing that other side of me and I don't know how to get it back now. I wish it was as simple as jerking off to gay porn, but I can't.
Thanks for reading my blog.
>>8441163
Most people who try to repress gay thoughts can't. You likely just aren't that inclined towards guys.
>>8441179
Maybe I'm not, but I'm fucked up is the point.
I've had romantic feelings about guys, though. I just don't find attraction through porn. I've read erotica that turns me on. I think my sexuality is just broken as a result of the molestation. I'm not straight but I'm not bi either.
>>8440996
When you realise you are transbian because you read a lesbian fanfic featuring Seven of Nine and B'elanna Torres from Voyager when you were 8.
>>8441163
Maybe try to find asexual bf for cuddles?
>>8441191
What a coincidence, I was just watching some Seven scenes on youtube.
>>8441397
>tfw ywn be trapped in a disabled shuttle with Seven, B'elanna and Janeway
Feels bad.
>>8441488
Janeway triggers me.
>>8441499
Why? Janeway triggers me in a good way, would love to have her reprimand me, do my hair correctly and instruct me on how to conduct myself(and I am a domme irl)
Wow....I projected a lot of my confusion and repression into fantasies of the characters.
>>8441625
I have authority, especially bad authority, and her logic and morals always seem really bad to me.
>Wow....I projected a lot of my confusion and repression into fantasies of the characters.
I like Seven because of her obliviously and how she learns about humanity. Same with Data.
>>8441644
obliviousness*
>>8441163
>I can't jerk off to gay porn cause it doesn't turn me on, but that doesn't mean I'm straight.
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>>8440648
When you realize you are only trans because you watched gender bending cartoon episodes when you were a kid
>>8440648
>when you realize you are only fabulous because you accidentally watched Labyrinth 500 times at 5-7 yrs old because you fell in love with a crazy hairdo and eye makeup and glitter.. glitter everywhere...
>>8441704
Normal heterosexual and homosexual kids can watch gender bender cartoons just fine.
>>8441693
Never experienced any of that, sorry senpai
>>8441727
>implying this thread isnt just vaugely amusing lgbt shitposting
>>8441644
I love authority and structure lol
>>8440648
how about when you realize that tons of faggots grew up before the internet and never watched any porn, except maybe straight porn, and still turned out as faggots.
I grew up watching softcore porn on cable, and I still ignored all the boobies and vag constantly flapping in my face to hunt for that elusive and rare dick-slip. sometimes i would record it and then take it to my room so i could search frame by frame so i could hump my pillow and dry-orgasm to a blurry vhs garbled peen.
>>8441163
Good read, relatable/10
That happened when I was 9
Except he was senpai... I still have a yearbook from 3rd grade where I wrote about how much I looked up to him. Now I can't be in a straight relationship because women bore the shit out of me in comparison and all I want is abuse from senpai.
My parents are extremely liberal and pretty much ignored me into my late teens, they thought I was just angsty, from 10-19. I had always thought I told my mother but the first they heard was when I had a mental breakdown at 19 after my first gay hookup.
>>8441693
you behave like a cult
>>8441949
They're just autistic shut-ins who like to label everything with their gender fan-fiction because it makes them feel secure and safe as if they actually understand the world.
Just leave them be, they're not hurting anyone.
>>8440996
tfw you realize that the reason you're ftm is probably because of all the yaoishit you watched in middle school and all the gay emo boys you had crushes on Myspace as a 16-year-old
>>8441785
dedication.
>>8441965
tfw when you love yaoi and you actually turned out bi because you discovered hentai and also liked it,
>>8441007
> complaining about being bi
Gas yourself
>>8442007
>being autistic and not understanding sarcasm
castrate yourself
>>8441074
it's actually op <:^)
>tfw you're only trans because you wanted to be more feminine and started taking hrt but then lost your job so the only way to get more hrt was to tell your parents you're trans
>can't even have boy haircuts now because everyone expects me to have long hair
I just wanted to be cute, and to have a dom bf who thought I was cute and wanted to protect me
and now I'm a transbian wtf ;_;
>>8442317
>the only way to get more hrt was to tell your parents
you couldn't just get another job?
>>8442352
I couldn't pass a drug test at the time and it's hard to get hired because I had little work experience, no college education, and a criminal record despite only being 17 at the time. No one wants to hire an unqualified criminal.
>tfw you realize you're lesbian because you only had one male in your family and he was fucking disgusting/walked around naked all the time/always pissed and shat with the door open
I think I was naturally bi when I was younger, had crushes on boys during grade school and everything - but now as an adult I can't, I just can't.
>>8442363
>I couldn't pass a drug test at the time
Own fault.
>tfw you get jealous of yaoi characters and now wants to be a twinky ftm