How do you cope with being unpassing? I wont pass for a few years

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>>8424899

>>8424899
just by suffering and trying to push on. there's really no nice tricks
i just keep to myself as much as i can and play video games with my spare time
part of me doesn't want to get ffs because if i get it and still don't pass then it's basically end of the line for me

>>8424926
I don't want to kill myself just yet. If I still don't pass after FFS I'm going to jump off a bridge though.

>>8424930
>part of me doesn't want to get ffs because if i get it and still don't pass then it's basically end of the line for me
Iktf good luck with everything though anon.

I repress, don't think about sex, and try to be dudley do-right in my interactions. I wear some androgynous clothes but mostly I just try not to even think about sex or anything sex related since I know it's going to be a long time or possibly never before I can afford surgery

>>8424943
I can't really repress anymore. That's why I'm unpassing in the first place.

>>8424949
I think you know ffs is not your ticket to happiness

>>8424955
Maybe not and if all else fails and I'm never happy with myself I'll just end it.

>>8424955
Fuck you. Way to take a dump on someone's hope.

>>8424984
Don't listen to that fucker. Just hold on. You'll make it some day.

>>8424992
I'm just saying that deep down you have to find happiness not related to your physical appearance. This person talking about suicide over a surgery. It's not healthy

>>8425025
It's not about being pretty. It's about being comfortable in your own skin.

>>8424899
FFS don't guarantee passing.

Sometimes I see a girls face in a mans body and its unnerving.

>>8425052
My body isn't even that bad. Sure it could be better but I'm 5'8 with 70th percentile female features. I have a man face though and it pretty much negates anything good about me.

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>attractiveness is the only thing that matters to people when you're a woman
>started transitioning too late and will never pass let alone be cute
>only chasers will want to fuck my ugly hon body but wont actually love me
>no one can love me
>no one will take me seriously at work or any social situations
>my family thinks im a freak
>government doesn't care about my well being

There is a God and we did something to make him mad. Buddhism is real and we were horrible people in a past life. All this suffering can't just be random chance, can it?

>>8425077
I hope things get better for you anon. It sucks but this is the hand we were dealt. On the bright side our next life will probably be better since we got all the suffering in this life right?