Anyone else become a bitter asshole after years of repressing? Over time I just lost all my good personality traits.
>Dysphoria makes me reclusive
>Always hide from photos, never make many friends, spend years in dorms at Uni during the supposed time of my life just sleeping and practicing makeup
>Develop those really tired tranny eyes and just dislike dealing with people although I know people are generally okay
>Never really learned how to be social and developed a cynical personality
>But always watching people makes you empathetic and compassionate in a weird sense
>Begin transitioning medically MtF and feel happy and make some friends
>Come out as trans knowing these people should be supportive
>Slowly lose contact with everyone
>Not quite back to square one but close
>>8420280
Other way around. I was a faux-masculine jerk who acted out throughout most of his life. As I started to understand myself I also developed sympathy for others. Now I'm nice and usually in pain :^)
>>8420280
Nah, starting to transition pretty much made me barf sunshine and rekindle old friendships.
>>8422438
>>8420293
Seeing my transition fail and watching others succeed has turned me even more bitter and angry desu
>>8420280
Yes. I don't know what to do.
>>8420290
delit this rite now
>>8420280
After years of repressing I hate everyone. The only people that get any sort of sympathy from me are other trans people.