NEETlife or transitioning into a cute trap. Did anyone here

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>>8412468
>implying 90% of /tttt/ isn't both

>>8412482
this
also Id be even more scared to go outside on mones

>>8412468
I just did both.

>>8412468
Only need to wait 500 more years. Yeah I'm actually in this situation. I'm a NEET but if I transitioned I would have to pay for it so I would need a job.

>>8412468
NEETlife.

Obvious choice is obvious.

>>8414435
Being a NEET and abusing escapism will only work for so long if you're trans

>>8414441
I'm not really into escapism. And it worked for plenty of time before I ended up lured out.

being trans makes being neet a lot easier

>>8412468
I've spent too long NEET. No money or freedom to become who I want or do what I want hurts too much. Trying to break out. Don't NEET. Never stall. It's not worth it.

>>8414479
what if you have no idea what you want to do and don't have anything you want to spend money on and were spending all of your time on the internet before anyways?
i have had no change in my life since becoming neet, no negatives

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>>8414479
YES I WANT OFF THIS RIDE

It's fucked up, the longer you NEET the more and more detached you become from the world and the more you grow to hate yourself. I can't even function in society at this point. Working on getting therapy and seeing where I can go from there.

>>8414483
>what if you have no idea what you want to do
This was and still is my problem. Yeah I can write off my whims for spending because I'm never that invested that I can't convince myself something isn't worth the money, but more importantly, I'm incapable of choosing a path and seeing it through. A lot of that indecision comes from the fear of choosing wrong. I don't want to waste time, money, life, chances, etc going down dead end streets or losing interest or motivation or finding out I never really had them.
What's making me crack are the realizations that NEEThood is itself one of those wasteful dead ends, and that if there's one thing I really want, it's to find something a thing which I really do want to do, have, be, know, or something.
Nothingness is not something. Doing and being nothing may not be terrible, but it's still not happy, it's just nothing.
At some point there's a resignation and acceptance for me, even if it means I'll most likely do and be the wrong things, the only sliver of hope of finding those things which are truly better than nothing lies with that risk.

>>8414521
i am much happier than i was before i was neet
i was in a hell, i was working just to get money to live so i can keep working
living to work is not worth it
now i can actually somewhat enjoy my life

>>8414520
No, for me, NEET life is hell. A hell I'm trapped in.

If I ever make it out of the hole I've dug myself in, sure I may miss some of the comforts of NEETlyfe, but I know it's necessary for me to finally start growing as a person. I'm 22 now and still feel like I'm in high school. NEETing works for some, but it isn't the right path for me.

>>8414525
>i was working just to get money to live so i can keep working
Undoubtedly that is a hell. I believe your claim that its worse than nothing, most paths probably are. There's a very real chance that I end up lost in them. But those rare paths out there which are not will never be found by those who don't seek them. I'm watching the years I've wasted burn by and looking at the fewer and fewer laid predictably before me. Gotta at least try.

>>8414548
whatever makes you happy
it doesn't matter what you do, as long as you are happy
what is best and what is better is whatever you decide that is

>>8412468
born too early to transition at 12
papers monopolized too much of my time in college so I couldn't hold down a part time job
got two part time jobs post college but ibs developed, sabotaged my ability to commute and thus to earn money
trying to put something together vis a vis online work
I have a handful of friends but most of them don't live close enough to bother visiting in person - the one exception to this is my best friend from high school, who doesn't drive, has a terminal illness and will probably be dead next year
all of my family lives elsewhere, but I've visited my dad recently and my brothers have checked out my place and helped clear junk out
I'm a virgin, single, and only dated for less than a year, after college. I didn't date in high school because I had to travel quite a ways to even get there and it was quite small so no real options. In college I had to commute but it seems like maybe there might have been people but I just didn't look in the right place, or take the right classes. Literally the only girls I met in club already had boyfriends.

whats a cute trans level of estrogen for one month in?
asking mL injections not pills

>>8414441
That's just a silly thing to drag in.

The proper way to put two and two together here is the direct solution. I'm curing myself by making myself feel nothing but anger. This is extremely practical because no emotion transmits over the internet quite as smoothly. So, correcting your emotional balance in this manner goes hand in hand with engineering yourself to make the internet your sole social outlet, your optimal herding indulgence.

>>8414529
That's not really hell. Hell is life after Meth, particularly when some religious shit tries to cure you of the addiction with LSD, and completely demolishes your mind.

>tfw doing both

Who /domesticatedhousewife/ here?