So hrt completely ripped up my old sexuality and thew it away.

>>8411130
>Mature
Amateur . I meant amateur.

>>8411130
is it HRT? Because Im not on any and dont really like looking at porn anymore and get off to my fantasies and sensations, stories can be hot too but its inconvinient to read while masturbating

there are very few vids of amature transgirls that look nice and not like typical porn
also you could try porn for women that is more sensual and natural

>>8411427
I don't even know really. If it's not directly hrt it's certainly a result of a psychological progress after it.

I used to be heavily into transformation, forced fem, really that whole bloc of weird /d/ stuff. But lately it just feels ridiculous, there's very little erotic about it.

Playboy millionaire feminizing a beta male against his will = disgusting.

Sweet transgirl next door kissing and cuddling her partner = the best

>>8413303
Aww. Sounds like you're more comfortable with yourself now.

Maybe you can go on Fetlife? There are plenty of transgirls there, and sometimes people post their own amateur videos.

>>8413303
you just mellowed out over the years

I wish I would mellow out, instead the depravity only grows worse be I indulge it or ignore it. the fire eats through the tatters of my personality until none remains

>>8413315
>>8413323
So it's not the hormones? I can't help but feel like they had some impact on my sexuality. If nothing else, the feeling of being aroused and orgasming are different. But then again I did sort myself out lately.

Fetlife isn't a bad idea either

I started an SSRI after 6+ months on hrt and I find nothing arousing anymore and can't even get an erection anyway
now I just want to cuddle desu

>>8413303
What about gentle feminization of a beta male though lovingly convincing her it's for the best while kissing and cuddling?

>>8413373
the AGP special

Good luck finding a failed male who would go in on that h-haha I mean who in their right mind would be convinced to taking female hormones t-that's just silly.

>>8413373
I'm just focused on the kissing and cuddling. You could be saying "It's okay sweety, you were too weak to be a boy anyway" just as easily as you could be saying "It's okay sweety, I don't like toast either".

I like being treated nice and held close. The rest is flavor text at this point.

>>8411130
>giant fake tits
>guys sucking tranny dick
>tranny fucking guy in the ass
>all the girls look like bimbos and not cute at all
>the only videos of cute girls are solo masturbation scenes
fuck tranny porn.

i just want to see a cute 'girl' act like a girl with a guy, why is this so hard to find?

t. top chaser

>>8413404
also
>exceedingly creepy guys in all the ladyboy videos
just

>>8413384
The bit that needs luck is finding the person to do it...

>>8411130
trans twitter
https://twitter.com/cosmos_cookie/status/872910549952208898

>>8413402
I like the thought of being sad and crying into his chest as he holds me and strokes my hair and kisses me on the forehead and I feel so safe and happy and grateful even as I cry and so much love for him.

>>8413473
yeah thats the good stuff isnt it? I want to lose control with a comforting person, let all my emotions wash over me while they whisper sweet nothings in my ear.