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>>8378117
Repression isn't real so you're literally getting worked up over nothing.

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>>8378117
>tfw born with top tier male genetics
>tfw just had to have gender dysphoria as well
>can't transition
>can't be happy being male either
>literally cursed to be forever unfulfilled.

>>8378132
Stop thinking of yourself as human.
Pick up a function you're willing to identify yourself as. Become a soulless machine.

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>>8378139
Will that allow me to be happy?

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Should I kms?

>>8378147
No, but it allows you to be content with the mediocrity that will be your life.

Eating a hot dog at a gas station at 2 in the morning is the most fulfillment I can get at this point. It is pretty nice though I guess.

>>8378130
>Repression isn't real
???

>>8378117
>impassable
just get big enough tits and you'll pass. its simply that easy. I've seen absolute hellbeast man faced women who are simply women because of their giant honkers.

/lgbt/ needs to get over their internalised misogyny that only pretty women are real women.

>>8378150
Post shenis

>>8378117
No, it's like being completely empty,. hollow, alone, and hopeless. You'll convince yourself it 'doesn't hurt', then you'll spend 20 years watching your life whittle itself away until you're drunk and alone in a room at 45 wondering why you're throwing your life (your delusion) away to be an unpassable hon.

We don't get easy way outs, anon. I'm truly sorry. I think a person could live a FULL life (as in doing lots of things as distractions), but not a happy life. Not one bit.

>>8378182
no

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>>8378168
uh, what i meant is that """repressors""" aren't legitimate. they're the male equivalent of women who present female but claim to FTM or genderqueer in order to score the societal privileges of being recognized as both simultaneously.

>>8378185
The fear of that outcome is why I started at 25 even though I felt it was too late
I could see that being me

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>>8378168
You must be new here

for future reference, you're not supposed to respond to Caraposter, he's a borderline schizophrenic troll who spends his days rambling on about how everyone remotely similar to him aren't real trannies.

A very sad story indeed, it'll be a good day when he gets sent to the loony house.

>>8378155
Thanks for the advice friend, but if that's the best I can do, I'll just kill myself.

>>8378150
Depends how much money you have. You'd most likely for sure need to get a follicle transplant

>>8378188
[citation needed]

>>8378225
Nah, I'm sure you can do a lot better
That's just my bitter sarcasm spurred from depression.
I'm really not who you should be asking about this kinda stuff, nor take seriously.

Forreal tho, having actual skills that you're good at helps just about everything in life it seems.
Take up something "Girly" that isn't exactly girly. Like Cooking.
Learn to Cook.
Helps save money, helps independence, it's something you can chat up women about on a friendly level for validation, etc. etc.

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>>8378234
Read this thread besides my posts. They're men who want to be accepted as women despite actively trying to be men.

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reminder

>>8378309
>despite actively trying to be men.
???

>>8378117

How do I get a repressed bf who wants to be a girl? Would it be possible to make them happy without transitioning?

>>8378361
On this board. Are you mtf?

Idk. How would you try to?

>>8378387

I'm a cis male who's more heterosexual than bisexual (don't care about dicks). Like 2-3 on the Kinsey scale, but I appreciate both biological male and female (and presumably intersex) aesthetic. Also, I have no idea.

>>8378416
Maybe if you make her feel female enough by letting her dress up and treating her like a girl then she wouldn't feel so bad about not transitioning.

Why would you want that if you're more heterosexual?

>>8378430

I'd be fine with that. And because I'm open to exploring my options. However, I guess I like the idea of being protective, loving, and caring for someone in that position. To make them feel loved and wanted, and they have someone there for them.

>>8378441
Oh, so you're codependent.
Great to know.

>>8378441
What are your requirements for a repressed bf?

>>8378459

That's in THOSE circumstances. As aforementioned, I have multiple options available to me. It's also not a requirement - I just like the concept of a committed, monogamous, romantic relationship with whomever that may be.

>>8378461

I don't think I really have any.
Hygienic?
Attractive facially?
Height and weight don't really matter.
Educated.
Ambitious?
Diligent.

>>8378472
Post email pls.

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>>8378315
I guess I should have said that they're effortlessly total men. They don't have to try.

>>8378651
>they're effortlessly total men
[citation needed]

>>8378651
Kind of like you? I can't wait until you kill yourself you failed beta male.

>>8378889
>you failed beta male
???

>>8378117
I'm 23 I have slim chances of passing, but I guess it's not completely hopeless. I just can't seem to actually transition even though I want to. I just keep putting it off saying I'll do something about it tomorrow or next week. I just don't know what to do, I just keep wasting time and it's probably already be too late. I wish I just transitioned in my teens instead of thinking it would go away.

>>8378940
What did you think cara was? Hes a failed male.

>>8378972
>failed
>beta
>cara

>>8379013
>>failed
>>beta
>>cara

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Ignoring my face, is there hope for my body?

>>8379827

I think not. It looks like a male body to me. But take HRT anyway, it's better than true repression.

>shave, find hat that hides hairline and makes messy hair kinda manageable
>Look in mirror, hey that's not bad
>Try to take a picture, camera makes me KaiohonX20
Just fuck.

>>8379859
Same thing happens to me. I look in the mirror like hmm maybe I could pass if I transitioned then i take a picture and I look like an orge.

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It's not worth it. Losing my entire family and hurting them by being myself isn't worth it. What's the point of being yourself if you're alone and full of pain and regret?

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>>8379827
Body would pass, face would need ffs mosty likely or maybe you could pull of this look.

>>8383706
I'm already full of pain and regret if I transitioned worst that could happen is I would be alone too

>>8379827
>giant shoulders
>shapely ass

it's a toss up

>>8378966
Are you me? Seriously, just talk to a gender therapist. That's what I'm doing, still not sure if I'll go through with it, but it is nice to have someone to talk to. My face may pass but my fucking shoulders are so big and I would rather die than be a hon.

>>8378188
As usual your full of shit. Repressors keep their gender issues to themselves and pretend to be cis outside the internet.

You lived as a repressor for a long time did you you not?

>tfw the European peoples are being targeted for extermination everywhere they are, and I'm contributing by wanting to be a fucking grill

God damn it, I hate myself so much.

>>8384311
>the European peoples are being targeted for extermination everywhere

source?

>>8378117
I honestly wish I had the willpower to transition. I was afraid of it all my life. I'm 24 now and maybe this is another excuse but I'm pretty sure I'm actually too old now.

>>8384328
Oh, fuck off, and look around you.

>>8384311
>stop wanting to be a girl
>magically terrorist attacks stop
not gonna happen. keep on doing your thing.

>>8384337
I wish the Jews would force me to transition.

>>8384359
>I wish the <religion_1> would force me to <do thing religion_2 forces people to do>

>>8384359
They aren't going to pay for your surgery.
They take shekels, they don't give them.
They brainwashed you into wanting it and now you'll find a way to pay for it yourself.
You'll be just another emasculated goyim slave.

>>8384412
Maybe I will end up paying for it eventually but for now I'm in the closet hating myself.

>>8384437
What purpose does that serve?
Maybe you could reach your goals faster if you weren't your own worst enemy.

>>8384447
It doesn't I'm too afraid to transition as is. I doubt I could reach my goals anyways I'm 22 and turn 23 in a month.

>>8384412
Words of wisdom, anon. These feels suck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhx4koMPAWI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uajF6SjcI0Q

>>8384311

>thinking white people are the only LGBT on this board

ISHYGDDT

>>8384337

Your paranoia isn't evidence.

>>8384444

>quadruple fours

This had to be checked. It's no wonder you decided to repost this.

>>8384524
Different people have different motivations and reasons for repression, and different feels that make them feel the need to repress, anon. Love your people whoever they are.

>>8378117
I'm pretty sure I'm going to start living life recklessly to increase my chances of dying. I honestly dislike being alive and I know I will never resemble a woman so transitioning is pointless. I was thinking of getting really into drugs so maybe I can die without having to force myself off of a building.

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>>8384444
checked, my friend

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>>8378117
>Is it possible to live a happy life repressing?

I'd say as long as the mastering is good and you don't shelf the original material. a repress shouldn't rely on bonus tracks to make or break itself.

Anyone else waiting on this repress?

Should I repress for my bf?

He makes the dysphoria go away and me trying to be a girl would destroy our relationship

>>8389419
>>8387811

It only works for so long

Oh, just go be trannies all of you. Self repressing isn't good for the soul. Yes there will be trials and tribulations, but no great change in life comes without them. Unless you're actually at risk of getting shot there's no reason to keep this from people in your life.

Because guess what? They'll find out eventually. Your depression will illuminate the way.

>>8389478
I came out and did 4 months hrt but I'm
Ready to repress again and retcon it for him

He's more important and I want him to teach me to be a man

>>8389488
huh?

>>8389494
>>8389449
>>8389419
Meant to link


I'm too scared to continue and I'm happy to go back to the old ways

>>8378117
no, everyday that passes will feel like a million of maggots eating away at the inside of your head.

>>8389419
talk to him about it?

>>8389641
We already broke up once over this and got back together when I said I quit. It i haven't and I need to quit soon before the effects are noticible

He said I was really special for getting over my dysphoria

>>8389648
talk to him about it still. its your decision to make always, but you two should discuss it.

>>8389648
you should talk to a counselor about that after >>8389677

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Your desire to be a tranny is a mental disorder. What you should be looking for is psychiatric help, not gender-bending drugs that increase your chances of suicide by 600%.

>>8389801
thanks /pol/kun how has /pol/ been doing lately?

>>8389801
That's not a bad idea although they could end up being told to transition regardless especially if some of them have been on anti-depression medications or whatnot already. (which can just numb the feelings but not relieve it.)

Also to get the gender bending drugs, most of the time, they have to go through a therapist or a psychiatrist.

If you bothered learning about us vile trannies once in a while you wouldn't be so obsessed with us to the near point of needing that same help you're preaching we need, dork!

>>8389801
There is no known treatment that is effective for AGP/Transgender apart from transition. Once you have one, I'd be glad to seek psychiatric help. Conversion therapy doesn't work. We need more research, which is one of hte main reasons I'm not transitioning. I'm aware it's a mental disorder. There is just no help OUT THERE.

>>8389876
Hasn't elector-therapy developed good results? so why not that?

>>8389884
Yes very good results at making people kill themselves

>>8389884
There's been no confirmed studies on the effectiveness of non-transition treatments, apart from the pimozide paper. We need more research for this, there is very much possible alternate treatment methods, but they simply are not available for most people.

If you can cite me studies, where there is specific improvement of AGP/dysphoria related results long-term, without transitioning, I'd honestly be relieved, and give a doctor a call right now.

>>8389920
its effective if the cause of GID is something else
but since the science got destroyed by the leftists in US its 'just transition' for everyone with not even an attempt at proper diagnosis and anyone who questions that is getting bashed

>>8389920
>and give a doctor a call right now.
>implying the treatment would be medical

>>8389677
He will get angry
I can't

>>8389419
>>8389648
>>8390201
Amy/Spartan?

>>8390221
No?

>>8390132
Completely agreed. The only issue is, what the f*** do you do when you're AGP and don't want to transition? There's absolutely no help for people that suffer from this, and it sucks.

Short of getting a lobotomy, or just a case of "kys it's eugenics" I'm not sure what would work. Unfortunately, the science is politicized, and nobody wants to think about alternatives that would actually work.

>>8390142
Probably better to be gassed than to suffer from fairly severe AGP with no options for treatment.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghi1A_nTVYw

>mfw telling trannies I'm not trans

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Heh

>>8391133
back to /mtfg/ amy

i told you to stop coming here

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>>8391142
B-but I like making memes ;-;

>>8391160
Gee Wojak, how come your mom lets you have two elbows?

>>8379841
This.
in order of most shit to least shit
>Transitioning
>Repression
>Denial
>Repression+HRT

Next level ascended might be taking HRT for your biological sex (want 2 be girl? take T supplements and become The Manly Man) but idk

>>8391160
Can you make meme of this post ? >>8391359

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>>8391359
It's my headcanon that Steve Rogers wanted to be a girl but chose to undergo the Captain America program in order to save the world

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22nsVoLGGh4

>female soldier=the girl you want to be
>male soldier=the man you NEED to be
>ship=Dysphoria
>bomb=Repression

>>8378117
Repressing no
Not transitioning, yes

t. non-transitioner

>>8391491
how does that work?

>>8389801

>not gender-bending drugs that increase your chances of suicide by 600%

85 IQ ape detected.

>>8391498
tl;dr "just be yourself"

You indulge your GD as much as possible without fully transitioning and getting social ostracism

>come out to people
>present as your target gender online
>dress more androgynously, grow out your hair etc.
>wear what you want/feel best in at home
>stop inhibiting crossgendered behavior at least to some extent
>transition partially (laser and hrt for mtf, top surgery for ftm)

You don't have't go full femboy but allowing yourself some feminity usually makes dysphoria much better
You kinda have to figure out yourself how far you can and need to go


Telling someone close is probably most helpful imo, for me the biggest stress factor was feeling like I have a secret to hide and not connecting to anyone cause I felt people around me don't know "real me"
I find that a lot of things that normally bother me a lot barely do with my ex (who knows), like gender pronouns, they feel more like just a word without a meaning when we both know the context (that I'm trans but don't want to draw attention since I don't pass)

That said you need to have someone who is genuinely accepting and that's not something you can completely control

Even if you're one of those people who only think they're trans because of trauma etc. staying completely closeted is generally harmful

>>8391981
>>come out to people
Oh I don't mean outing yourself to everyone fyi, just not keeping everything to yourself

It's probably obvious but I wanted to clarify in case some retard points it out

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>>8391981
>trans
>nobody I've come out to has even come close to understanding
>seriously just considering faking my own death and starting fresh at this point

who here /misunderstood/?

It sucks have hell tier communication skills

I can resist the urge to transition.
But I can't resist my urge to be with a man

>>8395357
The urge to transition is strong but not quite strong enough to make me transition. It sucks I actually wish I would just transition and get it over with.

It sucks that I have mood switches that chastise me and praise myself for starting hrt

>>8389876
>Grow up
It's what every young adult has to do in life

>>8395479
That's me on the left, but I wouldn't turn out to be the girl on the right unfortunately.

>>8395479
Right doesn't exist, lol
Tranny life sucks unless you won genetics lottery

>>8395479
>>8395491
That's actually almost exactly me on the left holy shit...

>>8395479
>estrogen
>no crying
lamo

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>>8395479

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>>8395479
>>8395497
Don't give in

>>8395357
I can't resist the urge to be with a woman but women sure can resist being with me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOZv4QFY00s

>when hrt invades your body and threatens to take over the endocrine but you quit hrt and your testosterone comes back to save you

>>8396070
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OSYfyenj6c

>when you stop HRT and T starts destroying your body again

>promise myself I'll stop getting and repress again
>break down and cry

Starting was a mistake

>>8396264
The first step to repression is getting off this board, away from anything trans related, and find something to suck all of you time away.

It's like The Game. It's a mind virus, where if you remember it, you lose.

>>8395487
You cannot smiply grow up when you have a mental illness, anon.

I would rather kill myself than live a life pretending to be masculine

I hate looking masculine but I do not mind acting it

>>8396387
>The first step to repression is getting off this board
this so much

>>8396387
>>8397094
i repressed from 2010 to 2015 like this but nowadays it would be impossible with so much trans stuff in the media
it's true that if you can forget transsexuality is even a thing repression is much easier
but that's not really viable these days

I've been repressing for like 6 years and knowing that I'm moving out in 2 weeks has put me at a sort of hilarious position in my attempt to hide the gay. As soon as I move, well I already know what's going to happen. I'm going to waltz literally everywhere, say literally everything in a sing song voice, etc. Hopefuly I don't get obnoxious that's all I'm really worried about. Lol

>>8397120
thats why i fucking hate bruce jenner
after he pulled that shit i couldnt go anywhere without people talking about trans shit

>>8397120
Iktf I was repressing for years and it wasn't so bad until a couple years ago. Now it's getting so hard to repress and transitioning is all I think about. Pretty sure I wont be able to repress much longer.

>>8397136
>I don't like a fellow mtf
>so I'll deadname and misgender her

>>8398420
he is responsible for like 90% of transphobia in the past few years so damn right i wont recognize his exhibitionist agp fetishism as genuine

>>8398550
>implying being gendered correctly is in any way conditional
>implying you're not an agp too

>>8398550
Caitlyn had electrolysis in the 80's and even started transitioning then too but stopped. If you were born in the 50's you would be just like her.

>>8398557
>>implying being gendered correctly is in any way conditional
if hitler were a repressed tranny would you give him that courtesy? i know comparing jenner to hitler is a stretch, but why would you give any courtesy to a man you hate with a burning passion? especially a man who is responsible for so much terrible shit in the world.
>>implying you're not an agp too
you don't know me nigga

>>8398583
>If you were born in the 50's you would be just like her.
if i were born in the 50s i'd probably have repressed my dysphoria to the point of either joining the army or killing myself.

>>8398595
Some things aren't rightly done as punishments or out of hatred.

>you don't know me nigga
It's pretty obvious.

>>8398598
>implying if you were born in the 50's you'd have a choice about joining the army

>>8398617
if you were a tranny born in the 1950s they wouldn't conscript you
read up on some history my dude
also im not american so that doesnt really apply to me to begin with
>>8398601
>Some things aren't rightly done as punishments or out of hatred.
misgendering someone is by no means as severe as what the average person would wish on hitler

>>8398642
What is the conscription in your country?

You wouldn't get out of it by being a tranny when no-one knows you are and trannies are considered men.

>>8398649
my country didnt have conscription in the 60s-70s because they werent involved in the vietnam war
but if i were in the U.S. back then they didn't allow homos in the army back then, and thats most likely what i wouldve been had i been born in the 50s instead of 90s

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� Then said Iesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him denie himselfe, and take up his crosse, and follow me.

25 For whosoever will save his life, shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his his life for my sake, shall finde it.

26 For what is a man profited, if hee shal gaine the whole world, and lose his owne soule? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soule?

27 For the sonne of man shall come in the glory of his father, with his Angels: and then he shall reward every man according to his works.

28 Verely I say unto you, There be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the Sonne of man comming in his Kingdome.

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18A ruler questioned Him, saying, “Good Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?”

19And Jesus said to him, “Why do you call Me good? No one is good except God alone.

20“You know the commandments, ‘DO NOT COMMIT ADULTERY, DO NOT MURDER, DO NOT STEAL, DO NOT BEAR FALSE WITNESS, HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER.’”

21And he said, “All these things I have kept from my youth.”

22When Jesus heard this, He said to him, “One thing you still lack; sell all that you possess and distribute it to the poor, and you shall have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.”

23But when he had heard these things, he became very sad, for he was extremely rich.

24And Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for those who are wealthy to enter the kingdom of God!

25“For it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.”

26They who heard it said, “Then who can be saved?”

27But He said, “The things that are impossible with people are possible with God.”

28Peter said, “Behold, we have left our own homes and followed You.”

29And He said to them, “Truly I say to you, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of the kingdom of God,

30who will not receive many times as much at this time and in the age to come, eternal life.”

31Then He took the twelve aside and said to them, “Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem, and all things which are written through the prophets about the Son of Man will be accomplished.

32“For He will be handed over to the Gentiles, and will be mocked and mistreated and spit upon,

33and after they have scourged Him, they will kill Him; and the third day He will rise again.”

34But the disciples understood none of these things, and the meaning of this statement was hidden from them, and they did not comprehend the things that were said.

>>8398686
Which country?

>>8398740
canada
iirc they did actually send some troops into vietnam but they didnt conscript people to go

>>8398748
I heard most of those who led the assault on Normandy against the krauts on d-day were Canadian? Is this already common knowledge

>>8398794
i haven't heard that, most of our country's wartime achievements to be proud of (at least the ones they teach in high school history class) are from world war I
>muh vimy ridge
>muh stormtroopers
and so on

>>8395479
If I knew I would end up like the girl on the right I would do it

>>8398815
I thought stormtroopers were Hitler's guys.

>>8397120
Yes the huge uptick in trans stuff really hatched my transness, which I've been repressing over the years. I've been trans/AGP since about 1996(around age 11) and the lack of trans visibility/education and strong homophobia/transphobia I was exposed to made repression much easier.

>>8399034
nah it was a nickname for canadian troops in ww1 because we were badasses iirc
canada has been in a downward spiral for the past 100 years and justin trudeau is our rock bottom (or at least i hope so, i pray it doesnt get worse than this)

hitlers guys might have also been called stormtroopers but canadian forces in ww1 were called that first

>>8398396
Meh, keep trying. The only way I could e we get into HRT and transitioning would be if I had a breakdown, which at this point seems pretty unlikely.

>>8399954
I meant to write ever not e we, whatever that means.

>>8399181
I hope it doesn't get worse.

>>8395479
Maybe one day this will happen to me...

>>8399986
you and me both, but seeing how bernier didnt get the cpc leadership i think itll probalbly get worse :(

>>8398396
>>8399954
I broke down. The hardest part is that E makes me happy ...

>>8400721
its because of serotonin, you couldve used antidepressants instead

>>8401346
Antidepressants aren't natural highs like E.

>>8401346
Antideps never did anything for me so I doubt estrogen tablets would either.

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>>8401542
it's not any natural to alter your hormones either, estrogen has serotogenic effects but its not clearcut

>>8401552
ughm dont jump to such conclusion, that depends of why you feel depressed in the first place
and many transgenders have to take both to treat dysphoria with HRT and neurotransmitter imbalance with ADs

>>8401589
>and many transgenders have to take both to treat dysphoria with HRT and neurotransmitter imbalance with ADs

Sounds like a recipe for liver failure myself.

My days of putting strange substances into my body are long over.

>>8401595
Can always get injections and get an orchi

>>8401346
Never again. The antidepressants made me numb and like a zombie

>>8391359
>Next level ascended might be taking HRT for your biological sex (want 2 be girl? take T supplements and become The Manly Man) but idk

Your body already produces a normal amount of T. Taking supplements will just feminize you as your body processes the excess into estrogen.

>>8402049
Jokes on you I'm low T

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ikmk5s16kA

Endocrine: Y station, this is Endocrine RSO. Unconfirmed report of an in-system hormone rupture.

Y Station: Impossible. Check your source.

Endocrine: Reading multiple pings below the androgen defense grid...

Y Station: Oh, this can't be happening...

Testosterone Operator: There's no mistake. It's them.

Testosterone Operator: HRT CONTINGENCY has been declared. All units are mobilized and ready.

Androgen-B320: This is Sierra three-two-zero, prepped for combat insertion.

>A massive cypro blast hits the body

Testosterone Operator: What the hell was that?

Androgen Pilot: We're coming in hot. Hold on!

Androgen Pilot: We just lost our bird!
Testosterone Commander: Oh my God...
Testosterone Commander: What the hell is happening down there?
>Comm chatter overlapping
>incomprehensible.

Testosterone Marine: There's still male hormones down here!
Testosterone Commander: The receptors just dropped off my map!
Testosterone Marine: We need an evac...
Testosterone Marine: We're overrun. We'll hold this position as long as we can!

Testosterone Commander: I need you in that fight, Y Chromosome-One. Y Chromosome-One, come in. Y Chromosome-One, do you read me?

>>8402995
Do you have the other comics that go with that?

whatever happened to spartan?

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>>8403033
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGq70VCIH-A

Brain: Heart Bravo, we're reading 70 bogeys in your sector, please verify.

Heart: Very funny, Station. That's a big negative, over.

>(In background): Yeah, it might be a glitch in one of the adrenal modules-

Brain: Heart, be advised, running diagnostics to scan for malfunction.

Heart: The arteries are clear, Station. You got yourself some phantom dots. Over.

>Another large group over the near the Liver.

Brain: Liver X-Ray 6. Signs in your sector of some 100 bogeys, please advise.

Liver: Negatory, Station. Scope is clear. I dunno what to tell ya. Electrolyte interference? Heavy hydration activity today.

Brain: Testes Delta, uh... we may have a minor Hormone fault here. Do you have anything on your scope?

Androgen Traffic Controller: THEYRE EVERYWHERE!

>And a massive group of bogeys all over the Testes.

Brain: Testes Delta, repeat!

Androgen Traffic Controller: I'm lookin' at Cyprotene inside the Testicles ! How the hell did they get through?

Brain: Standby! Attempting to contact the nearest unit in that sector.

Sgt. Testosterone: I read you. This is First Battalion, 75th Y Chromosome Regiment, Sergeant Testosterone, acting commander of Hunter Two-One. Do you copy, over

Brain: All stations, be advised - androgen production has been disabled. Erections and Sperm manufacturing arrays are inoperative at this time.

>>8403093
Shes Amy now

>>8403093
She became Amy

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>>8403033

>>8403114
>>8403115
well RIP. I played the repression game all throughout highschool and to be honest at the age of 21 I think I've given up. At least I have a great resting heart rate from all this cardio.

>>8403114
>>8403115
but if they fell. so will i?
kinda sad desu. always jealous of others who go where i fear to tread.

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>>8403120
>>8403140
Heh, I'm gonna repress and win. See you at the finish line, losers.

>>8403120
>>8403140
I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna make it repressing much longer

>>8403923
I hope you win anon

>>8403923
fucking anime girl shitposting

>>8403923
>>8403939
>>8403943
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4WLX8hfpJw

>tfw repression theme tune

>>8404116
>transition theme tune

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM

>>8404125
Stop poisoning my thoughts

>>8404125
whats that video really means to be showing

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>>8404159
No ones poisoning your thoughts
It's ok to feel the way you do

You're not a monster

You know. I think I'm gonna give in.
I want to be a woman.

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>>8404190

>>8404203
I want to be a woman too but I've repressed for so long and transitioning just seems so hard.

>>8404125
>trough the whole video I was thinking that the boy is dying and the girl is his girlfriend who was trying to forget him by drinking around... and what it turns out to be haha

>I think that's what the video wanted us to think until he enters the room

>>8404294
I didn't think this at all I made the connection instantly I'm trans af

>>8404125
>That cucumber chop
Fantastic.

>>8403943
But Gary is a boy.

>>8403939
Thank you, I'm hell bent on winning.

>>8378651
>I guess I should have said that they're effortlessly total men. They don't have to try.
Maybe because they'll never fucking pass? It's not a matter of effort or intrinsic feminine personality.

Having a cry to myself

I want to be a woman
I want to be a woman
I want to be a woman
I want to be a woman

Mtfg was right
Repression doesent work
I want hrt
I'm doing it
I'm getting my doctor

>>8406194
Don't, you have to resist.

>>8406299
Appointments booked

>>8406404
You have disappointed me.

>>8406525
You can come with me, take my hand and we can go on this journey together.
Tell me? What's your girl name?

Mine is Jessica

>>8406681
>not feeling ashamed of yourself when you use a girl name

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>>8406739
I believe in you

>>8406768
You already looked faggy though, not like a Chad.

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>>8406772

>>8406795
I will never call myself a girl name. It's weak, and lame to want to be a girl.

>>8406841
It's not, it's strong and empowering to be who you want to be, to have the courage of your convictions and cast aside fear and doubt

You're a woman inside. And you are beautiful. You are strong enough to do this journey. You can look back and say "I'm so happy I did it"

I believe in you

>>8406867
Nope.avi

>>8406867
>being a woman is strong and empowering

I want srs so bad

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>all these potential qt transbians gfs too scared to transition
fuck all of you

>>8407417
Are you a grill? I could probably make it if I had a cis gf to guide me through things and make me feel like less of a monster.

>>8378188
The difference is that repressors don't get any of the "benefits" of being trans. Nobody is aware of their suffering. They don't force anyone to use weird pronouns or to validate their appearance.

>>8407417
Hey I am transitioning and phoned the doctor today! I'm joining mtfg

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>>8407443
watch this movie and you will cry

>>8407443
Yes, I am a grill ("""male""").

>>8407515
Congrats! I'm proud of you (At least for the first part.)

>>8407521
I've seen it. It was recommended to me by a bi (les leaning) cis friend. She emailed me, saying, "oh, anon, this made me think of you". But we'll never be together.

>>8407527
I've decided to do this while I'm young because I don't feel I can live hiding for the rest of my life.

I've made a promise to myself to not be discouraged or give into fear again and work as hard as I can to be happy

>>8407535
Yeah, the longer you wait, the more shit you feel when you inevitably end up doing it. It's just how it is.

I hope you make it and become happy, anon! I could be working a bit harder myself.

I can't believe I used to repress here before
Just try hrt girls. You won't regret it!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxZoySSaq8s

>tfw 3 years hrt and ffs
>don't pass
>decide to detrans

Back to repression

>>8407664
Welcome back, brother.

>>8407535
It's more not giving into weakness than hiding. I won't fail. I will not fall for the HRT meme.

>>8407774
Thank you

>>8407780
future hon spotted

>>8408468
I will not become a hon because I'm not weak. I will never give in to hrt.

>>8406194
>>8406404
>>8406681
>>8406768
>>8406795
>>8406867
Please stop anon I want to be a girl but it wont turn out well

>>8407628
Is it bad I envy you spartan. I wish I could just stop repressing after all these years and just not give a fuck about anything and transition.

>>8408962
I was exactly the same. But hrt flips that switch and makes you dependant on it

I was scared of change,
Knowing nothing would be the same.
Stressed and overwhelmed,
I began to cave.
My mind was spinning in circles,
So out of control.
I closed my eyes
And hoped for acceptance

Anxious and barely breathing
Watching my mind turn inside out
(inside out)
Nervous, my hands were shaking
Everything was slowly fading away
(But I'll be okay)

I'll be okay.

The clouds roll over the hills
The sun begins to shine,
I say goodbye to the worried ghost
That was trapped inside.Set me free,
From the darkness that covered me

Anxious and barely breathing
Watching my mind turn inside out
(inside out)
Nervous, my hands were shaking
Everything was slowly fading away
(But I'll be okay)

My life may change,
But it won't change me
(it won't change me)
Cause I'm always gonna be
Who I wanna be
I can feel the pages burning
Faster than the wheels are turning
But my head stays high.

My life may change,
But it won't change me
(it won't change me)
Cause I'm always gonna be
Who I wanna be
I can feel the pages burning
Faster than the wheels are turning
But my head stays high.

Anxious and barely breathing
Watching my life turn inside out
(inside out)
Nervous, my hands were shaking
Everything was slowly fading away
(But I'll be okay)

My life may change,
But it won't change me
(it won't change me)
Cause I'm always gonna be
Who I wanna be
I can feel the pages burning
Faster than the wheels are turning
But my head stays high.

>>8407443
Same here, i've always been shy and introverted, weak and obese, tfw no gf. After years of repression T has turning me into a monster, i'm starting to become /fit/ and get a bit chadish.

So part of my reason for repressing is, even if I cant be a woman, maybe I can share my body with a woman(cis or trans). Women like men not masc trannies.

So having a woman who wants to turn me into a woman would be quite a mindfuck.

>>8407443
>>8409950
If I had a female friend cis or trans that could help me irl I probably would've transitioned years ago.

>when the repressive thoughts return and you snap out of your mental illness for a second

Holy shit help me lads

>>8411366
I wish my mentally ill mind could either choose to repress or transition. I don't even care which at this point.

did anyone else repress because they're a decent looking male and didn't want to give that up to be an ugly tranny? i'm fine with being male, but i'll probably go on anti androgens to stop the worst parts of male aging

>>8411451
I didn't repress for that reason exactly but I look decent as a male and wouldn't pass. If I could pass as a 3/10 girl I would do it.

>>8406795
damn, I should join army

>>8411451
Yep thats a big part of why I stay male. Easier just to by a straight dude and smoke weed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apaJ3A56XbM

That's it. I'm quitting hrt. I'm undoing the weakness that estrogen has encouraged.
I'm going to Workout again. I'm going to repair.

>>8412405
"When the voice from the shadows calls you, will you stand when the weight is upon? Or will you go to your knees in fear?"

>>8404190
dont know why Im here, Im really not a tranny

>Tfw glimmer of hope in the fact I might be able to rebuild My masculine self with the help of my Alpha Male /pol/ack bf

Boy into man. Gotta beat the darkness in me. I need to achieve success.

Quitting hrt tommorow morning. Waking the testosterone back up again.

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Is there any test to make sure Im not trans and this is just a fetish-induced delusion?

I need to regain confidence in being male, please help

>>8413082
>go out in public as a girl
that should have you running back to cis guy world

>>8412639
Spartan are you back?

I'm so tired of repressing. I hate my life so much, but how can I justify transitioning when I know I'll look like shit. Life is hell.

>>8413325
thats physically impossible to do
if I roleplay a girl online it feels nice and exciting (outside of any sexual context, Im too shy to erp or cam)

>>8413325
>implying I would ever go out in public be i male female or horse dicked centaur zir gender

I feel sorry for the transgirls that want to be normies

>>8412639
Never mind...didn't have the will for it

Trying again tommorow

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Hey anons, mtf former represser here.
Why are y'all so resistant to being a girl? I don't even pass and I'm happy I've done it. Not having to hide my feelings from everyone, especially myself, is so freeing. Plus, since being trans is pretty socially acceptable nowadays, even if you don't pass you can do things like wear cute skirts/dresses or paint your nails and nobody bats an eye.

>>8415274
Plus, since being trans is pretty socially acceptable nowadays, even if you don't pass you can do things like wear cute skirts/dresses or paint your nails and nobody bats an eye.
lol

I've repressed for years it's all I know. At the end of the day I wouldn't even pass anyways.

>>8415274
>pretty socially acceptable nowadays
in what made-up paradise?
its a social suicide unless you are a teen who'd end up passing

>Why are y'all so resistant to being a girl?

yeah, why is my whole body and face so super resistant? make be I should ask it nicely...
take me 15 year back

>>8415274
My boyfriend would leave me

I'm even started hrt and made nice progress and look more youthful but I have to quit because if I grow boobs he will leave and get mad I lied

>>8415274
I'm terrified of change and I probably wouldn't pass anyways.

>>8415274
Many reasons.

From being AGP, to my life honestly probably being just as crappy, minus being a girl - It's not going to fix all my other problems in life.

The only thing it'll fix is the emptiness within myself when I repress, and the utter sadness when I don't. And even then, I doubt it would truly go away, as I'd be a hon.

Some people are just a lost cause, anon.

>>8414787
Welp, I've got some bad news for you..

If you're questioning being trans, it's very likely you are trans. If you're roleplaying as a girl online and it's soothing to you, also another big sign.

I'd reccomend doing more research about trans people, and other people's experiences.

If you are trans, you've got two options, either to repress or to transition.

Both ways are hell, and don't forget, you're here forever.

>>8415320
If you're taking HRT, you should probably consider leaving him, no matter how much it would hurt. It's a tough choice, but if you're trans, I wouldn't reccomend stopping HRT, it's maddening.

>>8415274
I'll be absolutely hideous if I transition, plus my dysphoria is primarily physical so..

>>8415274
Because being a guy who wears skirts or paints his nails is just as socially acceptable as being a (nonpassing)transgirl in the same areas where she's accepted.

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>tfw u find out ur a tranny
>tfw u really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really don't want 2 bee a tranny

when does the gagging stop pls

>>8415552
When you kill yourself or when you pass

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>>8415416
>If you're questioning being trans, it's very likely you are trans.
This cant be right, I strongly identified as a boy from early age and had normal development. I have AGP and find the idea of being a female appealing and exciting cause of that.
Ive been in this limbo for years since I discovered 'traps' and slowly realized I want to be like them rather than have sex with them. But its only a fetish, cause when I was a teen I wanted to be like male fiction heroes or athletes (well to be completely honest I had a femboy model friend and I wanted to be like him too)

Ive been through these thoughts and discussions many times, why is there nothing solid to shake off this and give me any certainty?

>>8415575
senpai you're trans just like me it's up to you if you want to transition or repress though

>>8415567
no tell me when it does

i haven't stopped trying to heave yet fjefjwioefhwihfiowefjijjhijiuuuu

>>8415588
What drove you to this conclusion?

>>8415631
just read what you typed lol

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>>8415632
Why is any doubt considered a proof? I want this meme to stop.
Maybe I should move to SF and be non-binary snowflake (if only I had money or eve a chance at getting a visa )

>>8415638
there is a high chance you're trans if you're questioning to the point you end up on an lgbt board asking if you're trans

>>8415650
Just shaved off 4 months of hair growth

>>8415951
from your legs?

>>8415956
Head

>>8415980
awwww
I grew for 1+ year and cut my hair 3 times, I have terrible messy hair though and I always wanted a medium haircut but its impossible, it becomes a mess in few hrs

>>8415650
And by high, we mean like 99%. The 1% is other mental disorders like schizophrenia, edgy trollposts that are trying to confirm the "everyone is trans" narrative in their head, and so on.

But don't worry, you can permarepress and die a man like I will! The only cost is permanent unhappiness, depreesion, and overall misery!
(with a side of suicidal tendencies).

>>8416174
I was hormones for 5 months and quit because the pain of being a frankengender in the future is worse than being the gender I don't want to be

There's a lot of thing in my life I have accepted as never happening

Finding love, getting the dream job. Being fulfilled and successful.

Missing out on some gender delusion is nothing compared to what other dreams I've already given up.

>>8416239
I will I could be like you and have my gender issues be the least of my worries

>>8416243
im very apathetic and nihilistic
I find comfort in giving up

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>>8416239
>>8416174
Its all really sad, Im going to cry again
all I wanted is to masturbate to my sexy body and fantasies, why does it have to end like this

>>8416239
I completely understand, anon.
Even if there was a true cure for gender dysphoria that wasn't transition, I'd still be fucked.

It's understandable you don't wish to transition unless you can fully pass.

I just wish there was another option for people like us.

>>8416263
It's okay to cry, anon.
Life is suffering, after all.
Do not ever feel bad for being emotional or feeling emotions, whether male or female (or non-binary).

>>8416306
at least its better than feeling dull despair when you cant cry or laugh

and Im still not convinced Im trans, what if its https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_identity_disorder
now I need to find a way get rid of this alternate female personality

>>8416350
I thought that and considered it many times, anon. Unfortunately, you're going through the represser's cycles now. I know it all too well. "Oh it's a fetish!", then "Oh I might have DID!", I then looked through many real DID sufferer's accounts, and it simply isn't me. The real you, is sadly female, regardless of how much we want it to be otherwise.

You are looking for any and all outs that mean you aren't a girl. Unfortunately, you are.

Take your time in exploring this, anon - but don't forget, you're here forever.

>>8416363
Additions:

I'm a decade long repressing AGP, but I'm now more open about it as long as I'm not feeling pain.

Whatever you choose, you must stay strong. If it helps you cope to imagine yourself as a guy, then do it.

It hurts, but it is how life is desu.

>>8416350
The clinical diagnosis is Gender Dysphoria. I'm sorry, you're a girl.

>>8416363
Well yeah I dont have memory losses to qualify for DID...

Why was I perfectly fine being boy/male before and still feel normal half of the time? There is simply too much that doesnt add up to being trans either.
If it was a clearcut I'd be even glad to be trans (since I fetishised feminization for so long)

>>8416601
Dysphoria comes in waves, anon. It is not simply all the time. It's AGP. As time goes on, it gets harder and harder to repress. I know it doesn't make sense, but it will in time.

Every trans person I know of has doubt. Simply take some time to explore who you are, read various tranagender stories, see who you truly are on the inside.

Take your time, anon.

>>8416644
can you recommend any stories exactly?

>>8416601
>memory loss

Jackpot. I'm just a nutter.

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Guess who's back

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hey everyone, go do something this weekend
and forget about being a girl

>>8416644
NO

NONE OF THIS IT COMES AND GOES BULLSHIT I WAS FINE A MONTH AGO I WAS FINE A YEAR AGO

I JUST WANT TO GET OFF THE FUCKING TRAAIINN!!!

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>tfw even when you were beaten down and thought weakened to the point of death, your male identity surges back up and makes you shave your hair and stop taking your hrt

>>8416702
I don't have any specifics at the top of my head, but try and find one you can relate with personally.

>>8417645
Unfortunately, the ride never ends, and it's on a direct path straight to Susan's or repression hell.

Don't forget, you're AGP forever.

But if you want to feel okay for a bit and by okay I mean fucking empty inside even if you're not conciously aware of it, you can conciously choose to repress and deny yourself.

Personally, I'm not transitioning myself. But denial will do nothing to help you. Be aware of who you truly are, anon, and then begin the neverending fight of your life.

>>8418035
YOU CAN'T GIVE IN!

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>>8418944
>>8418944
>and it's on a direct path straight to Susan's or repression hell.

you forget the third option

I will welcome the Lake of Fire as it subsumes my existence with what reprieve I'm given spent thinking long and hard about what I've done to deserve this fate. For all Time! ...knowing I did this to myself.

injecting estrogen didnt make me feel warm and fuzzy today, instead making me cry and sleep all afternoon.

how are your soulless emotionless repressipn lives going? ive lost 40lbs since learning what dysphoria is. three months. no exercize!
i met a qt boy and gave him some spiro this weekend. ur repression ticks wont work on him anymore either.

1/0 cisshits

>>8418944
Yep i'm in the same boat, not denying that i'm AGP but refusing to transition.

>>8419113
Thats why I like weed, makes me warm and fuzzy, despite being on T. Its like I need it to balance out the darkness of T.

>>8417396
Iron man? As in Fe male?

>>8418944
>Don't forget, you're AGP forever.
This is not at all true. A lot of people say their AGP went away post-transition.

>>8419226
It didn't, it just expressed in a manner closer to female sexuality.

>>8419113
>how are your soulless emotionless repressipn lives going?
Terrible as always.

>i met a qt boy and gave him some spiro this weekend. ur repression ticks wont work on him anymore either.
tfw no one to save me from repression hell

>>8418035
Amy :(

>>8419251
They experienced this. You did not. Why think you know them better than they do?

>tfw ywnha Transbian three way with cheska and cornflakes
https://m.ashemaletube.com/videos/272509/teen-couple/

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>>8419113
>go to /pol/ to get mad over everything bad that is happening in the world to forget my own problems
>see this

>>8419747
/r9k/ is my main board how do you think I feel? Everyday 20 trap threads and 5 "why haven't you transitioned yet anon?" threads.

>>8419226
my AGP went away for a while when I got so depressed I became effectively asexual and had no interest in anything whatsoever

Im not going to make it through another winter if nothing changes

>>8419753
thats why I dont go there, also there are so many normies or just pathetic people that only remind me of myself and my trash life

while /pol/ fills me with anger and intense despair as entire world spirals full speed into dark ages - I might not care about my petty life at all

>>8419113
Soulless repession life is going very soulless, thankyou very much. Warriors of T, dodging bullets full of E!

>>8419028
I was conveniently leaving out that option, but thanks for pointing it out.

>>8419206
I might consider fully repressing again when oeople stop talking about transshit everywhere, but IDEK anymore. Fucking hate existance, but I always habe, just gotta soldier on. No weed, no drugs, no alchohol for me.

>>8419226
Transition is never an option, anon.

>>8419253
Even if someone was there to save me from this hell, I would never take HRT. I'd sooner jump off a bridge than give in to that desire.

>>8419747
I tried /pol/ fullrepression for a while. Didn't work out for me, as while I fucking hate how the world's going, it just makes me feel 100% dead inside fullrepressing, even if I don't remember why.

>>8419753
This is why I am honestly just posting on /tttt/ now. If everything is trap threads / transition I'll just post on /tttt/ instead, as /r9k/ honestly makes me more dysphoric than this board.

>>8419782
This. The anger makes it worse for me, makes the empiness inside grow stronger and makes me feel much much worse.

>>8419758
Are you me?

>>8420516
>I might consider fully repressing again when oeople stop talking about transshit everywhere, but IDEK anymore. Fucking hate existance, but I always habe, just gotta soldier on. No weed, no drugs, no alchohol for me.

Yes I wonder when trannymania is gonna die down. Some people think there might be a huge backlash against it. I'm actually not transitioning more for pragmatic reasons. If the world of the future is extremely hon friendly I might try it.

>>8419222
Kek'd

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>>8384328
Its pretty obvious, every major European nation is receiving 'immigrants'.

>read through this thread
>scared you're a tranny, afraid you'll be a represser

someone please knock sense into me until I stop wanting to be a girl this isn't the fate I asked for it's just not fair aaaaaaaaa

>>8421933
I opted to be a man. With a boyfriend who loves me and I am the girl of the relationship

To the world I am a man. But to him. I am his soft sensitive little bunny.
It really helps.

>>8421965
WHat's it like?

>>8422009
It's a wonderful feeling, like you are floating, just being with him, and you lie together in each other's arms, and your heart flutters when you kiss him

The facade the rest of the world sees comes down with him and you can be yourself, he knows you, knows things but other people would never be told, and he loves you

All the dysphoria melts away when your with your man

Im trying to find the ways to get my life back on track and earn a living ...
but I keep on thinking how I would spend them on transition and moving to a more tranny friendlily place, nothing else motivates me

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>>8421965
Im worried that being in such position would only reinforce my desire to transition

Im incapable of being in a relationship anyway and always run away

>>8421965
do you ever put girlmode for both of you?

Did anyone else not realise they were trans until much later? Honestly just thought I was a slightly depressed guy who sometimes jerked off to sissy porn until I lost my virginity 5 months ago. I had ED and a general feeling of wrongness from the sex which led me to a period of introspection which made me think I might be trans. Since then full on physical dysphoria has kicked in and I feel like shit all the time.

I'm 26 and would never pass. FML. I honestly think if I'd stayed a virgin forever I'd never have unlocked this trans box. Fuck sex.

>>8422787
I'm not trans!

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please come back Amy :(
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>>8422849
You're posting on /tttt/. You better hope you're from /pol/, otherwise there is no escape.

>>8423968
I have a psychologist appointment today
I'll tell them what I'm doing but I doubt I'll change my mind

I'm such an ugly boy

>>8424273
I'm a fetishist, even thinking about getting on HRT turns me on. And that's a clear sign Im not trans and shouldn't do it.

>>8424973
Au contraire, it's a clear sign that you need it to function as a normal person

>>8424800
>I'm such an ugly boy
But you'd make such a pretty girl!

>>8425037
I wouldent :/

>>8425042
Lots of people look ugly before they transition, you should at least give it a try! There are tons of trans timelines where people turn out great, estrogen is a wonder drug.

>>8425032
Do I also need a buttplug to function as a normal person? because it turns me on.
Tranistioning because I have feminization fetish would be insanity. I just need keep it under control.

>>8425054
ugly small boys make best girls, handsome boys make sad hons

>>8425067
you have a cute girl face though Amy