Some days I desperately want to be a girl and it is all I will

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>>8271999
yer an AGP op

>>8272091
What does it matter? I just want to know if other people experienced anything like this and what they did.

>>8272104
They do because they are AGPs too. Some AGPs transition and some don't.

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Dysphoria will be at differing levels on different days, like depression and such. Keeping concentrated at something else like work or entertainment will supress the feelings, but this leads to repressing.

My advice is start now and bail if you realize it's not for you.

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>>8271999
This is perfectly normal for transgirls/transwomen. It happened to me, and I've seen it happen to many others.

Why does this happen? Simple. No worry, no matter how great or disturbing, can remain active indefinitely. The brain craves stimulation, and it hates remaining in one place. You burn out, and think of something else for a while, but without fail, it'll come back if it's important to you.

Think of it this way, does someone who is freshly missing an arm or a leg think about it every second of their waking days? Of course not, some days are better than others; they get distracted, burnt out, or want not to care enough that they stop thinking about it.

By the way, if you're concerned with whether you're "trans enough" to warrant transition, remember that THAT TOO is a characteristic of being trans. Normal people don't worry this much about their gender.

>>8272127
>Keeping concentrated at something else like work or entertainment will supress the feelings, but this leads to repressing.
This is what I do unfortunately enough.

>>8272131
Yeah I guess you have a few good points. I'm sure most people don't go around wondering if they're trans or not.

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>>8272166
Not just wondering, obsessing. Tell me, you obsess over it, don't you? Would you post to an anonymous image board about it, in hopes of finding clarity?

It's all completely okay of course, there will be much obsessing for you in the days to come. Welcome to being trans, child.

>>8272208
Yeah if you want me to be 100% honest I obsess over it.

>>8272208
I just I don't know I guess you're right.

>>8272255
Of course you do. I do. We all do.
We, specifically, fear that which is not tangible, that which lends itself to uncertainty. It's no wonder you cannot find tenacity in your self, your gender, or even whether you're "trans" or not. It's as if the carpet of certainty has been pulled from underneath you, and you're desperate to see that it couldn't happen again. You obsess because authenticity is important to you, and why wouldn't it be?

>>8272292
Take my word for it then:
You're trans. I can tell clear as day. You're a girl in every way but the flesh. You may not want to be (and that's normal too), but that's the truth. Remember these words in times of doubt, and allow yourself to accept them as fact, which inevitably, may take time.

>>8272354
You're pretty good with words. Well at least for the moment I'm pretty sure I'm trans so thanks for that I guess.

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>>8272489
You're very welcome, child. Keep your chin up, alright?

If you're heading off, then sweet dreams. Believe in tomorrow, but don't rely on it.

If not, I'm here 'till the sun rises.