• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous: >>8241726
>>8243190
did you watch the latest episode?
>>8243200
This is all messed up.
>>8243207
ohayo!
Here u can all read with me now
http://m.lushstories.com/?url=stories%2ftrans%2feveryone-has-a-first-time-i-surely-did.aspx#story
http://m.lushstories.com/?url=stories%2ftrans%2ffinding-erin.aspx#story
http://m.lushstories.com/?url=stories%2ftrans%2ffinding-erin.aspx#story
Warning--these will all probably suck ass
>>8243211
o3o/
>>8243215
I've never seen dragon ball
>>8243193
Yes :(
I was so tired on Thursday I actually dozed off a couple times during electrolysis. I guess I have a high pain tolerance >.>
>>8243214
the fun thing about writing porn is that dickgirl stuff gets 3x as many views so i'm going to be stuck writing agp bullshit for the foreseeable future
>>8243216
me neither, I saw everything else tho
I'm watching the original dragonball when I have time
>>8243199
Tbh I think both aren't very good metaphors they're kind of cringy
>>8243205
all the comments praise it really hard.
>>8243219
I remember seeing a few eps of z I think when I was younger when they had it on tv but that's it, I mostly watch comfi sol shows 80% of the time <<
>>8243210
Philistine.
>>8243207
who dat?
>>8243227
if you spend any amount of time with erotica you'll notice the standard of quality is extremely low, and the readers' standards are even lower
+ anything 'futa' will drown in likes
>tfw transitioning into a 4chan meme fetish
>>8243224
I don't see anything wrong with the metaphor, transition is a slow process
>>8243233
But I see stories I actually like getting shit on :(
so I asked about voice training in the last thread
now I have a new question
is it possible to breathe while you swallow to bring the larynx up?
>>8243234
transitioning from a caterpillar to a butterfly seems much more appropriate imo
especially bc while you're in your "chrysalis" stage you're immobilized and unable to really present as either
>>8243233
Transition was never anything more than a meme and if you did it unironically u got pranked
>>8243235
yeah, that's kinda what happens
when i was writing porn all my favorite stories would be all but shunned in favor of my futastuff
it's gotten so prevalent that a lot of /d/ (especially in writefag groups) has started to outright be sick of futa
idk how it is now but a few months ago /efg/ was blatantly hostile towards it
>>8243238
>immobilized and unable to really present as either
I don't think I am, I don't think I exactly try to hide it or anything
>>8243234
I guess you're too young to have seen how common it was on Susan's
>>8243241
well, i dunno
for me i just feel really uncomfortable with everything and feel like i can't move forward in anything until i pass
and i think that's pretty common here?
I missed my period
>>8243242
I don't really know anything about them besides seeing it mentioned here occasionally
>>8243245
>I missed my period.
It's okay, I fixed it for you.
>>8243242
>browsing Susan's
Why?
>>8243227
The commenters have shit taste
I've found like, two that I enjoy and they still aren't good
http://www.i.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=1457450&page=2
http://www.i.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=624558
>>8243250
susans and laurens were the only places before /tttt/
>>8243252
What is this /tttt/ meme?
And that's grim.
>>8243243
I mostly just been trying go as fast as possible with transition, you just gotta do the best you can
>>8243252
/cd/ had a transgen you DUMB DUMB
>>8243253
>What is this /tttt/ meme?
a joke
LGB barely use /lgbt/ because they are normies now, rarely an autist complains about our prevalence but reality is without T, the board would be dead
>>8243220
thank you
>>8243250
Once upon a time it was basically all that existed apart from /cd/
Also /cd/ was my first exposure to trannies that were passing, sane and relatively normal.
Also /cd/ was better than /lgbt/ ime
>>8243257
When will we be normies?
>>8243257
Well, /LGBT/ is rabidly biphobic so I don't blame bis for giving the board a wide berth. Most cis lesbians on 4chan are pathetic nutters who'd be more at home on /r9k/. That only leaves gays and trannies.
very nice
>>8243261
Never could stand Susan's. I despise their gatekeeper worship and I don't have much love for cis crossdressers either.
>>8243264
>Well, /LGBT/ is rabidly biphobic
eh I blame that on the gays and lesbians who both treat bis like they arent on their team, I got time for bi ppl and I dont want them to be erased
>>8243267
>cis crossdressers
RIP Laura's playground nobody will miss you
>>8243266
cute doggo
ooooh, abzu is free on ps+!
seems like a good fish simulator & very pretty
>>8243271
people treat sexuality as an identity so they want to be able to claim to be 'STRAIGHT!!!' or 'LESBIAN' or something
people have never done that before though, like in rome it was okay to fuck dudes
you didn't go around dressed in leather waving gay pride flags
i mean when you see guys arguing about whether or not it's straight to suck a man's dick you know the meme has gone too far
is there anyway to tell if hips soreness is from hrt or not?
>>8243284
Tha fuck I thought that shithole closed up shop years ago.
That's depressing
If HRT did nothing and I still need wigs and makeup to pass should I even bother taking HRT?
>>8243293
yes
>>8243261
>Also /cd/ was better than /lgbt/ ime
How so?
if the flash can move at the speed of light running, what'd happen if he wore rollerskates!??!!?
>>8243290
Lauras and Susans both traumatized me when I started dealing with my gender issues :(
It's almost 5, shiiiit.
Goodnight :)
>>8243299
/cd/ actually had moderators
The legends say that /lgbt/ has them too but I'm not sure we'll ever know for sure
daytime repost for britfriends
>go to friends' wedding yesterday
>all the groom's side are degenerates and local friends of mine
>show off my patrician prog-pop tastes to the bride's relatives from Ghana over the soundsystem, pleased to find out that they too are patricians and discuss prog with them for some time
>score a gram of ket off one of the groom's relatives, two months earlier than I expected to next have any
>end up doing nitrous oxide out the back of the venue with certain key members of the wedding who will not be identified specifically
>whole load of cool performances and shit by various talented folks that make me feel inferior in multiple ways
>catboy friend is there, we've both been so busy with uni the last few months we've barely had contact, spend the last stages of the party snuggling in the corner with them and agree to meet up for more lewd times sometime soon
being a degenerate can be pretty great sometimes
fucking finally i hate cows
test
i just want to see if my banned expired
>>8243305
sounds better than my parents' wedding
nice
>>8243298
If /mtfg/ saw me without makeup and a wig you'd all think I was pre-HRT. It's depressing.
also here's the new suit I bought for the occasion
how am I such a fucking hon I look closer to fucking 40 than 20
And this is what my girlmode got. Now do you all believe me that HRT didn't work on me?
>>8243315
I don't know how you look but...
don't trust that shit-.- trust other people.
>>8243316
you need to lose weight
>>8243305
I'm glad it went so well c:
pictriev is a fucking meme
even my older pics got matched with female celebs and i was -barely- femboy tier
>>8243303
Do they actually believe this shit or are they just jealous hons trying to gatekeep young people?
http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/topic/39451-how-do-you-feel-about-self-medicating/
i dunno if I want to post anymore. something is changed. either the in me or in the board. i feel i don't connect with anyone anymore. bleh. i really liked the people I connected with here and i'm really sorry about connecting with some and then how those relationships collapsed...edie, elanna, korra, angie.
it's so sad how we have so much in common and how we could learn from each other. if only.
but everything ends I guess and there's no going back.
I'm sorry for what it's worth.and I apologize to those who I somehow offended or made angry.
>>8243261
i miss /cd/ desu, but in the end it sort of collapsed like this board's doing, right?
last drama I remember was kayla's mom having to sell all her land and she had to move to oregon to be with her son's of anarchy dad. i tried repressing more for a few years afterwards.
>>8243333
>Do they actually believe this shit or are they just jealous hons trying to gatekeep young people?
both
idk why but I feel a bit enthusiastic today, I'm going to get some stuff done today!
>>8243324
most people here are about 6' tall
and even the fulltimers don't take candid full frame shots of themselves in public
>>8243333
I think many of them are older and thus are more likely to have other health conditions that could interfere.
>>8243335
you'd be a lot more well respected if you didn't violate everybody's right to not see your posts
>>8243290
psst, you want to know something?
>>8243342
This. They're self-centered tards who think every transitioner is an obese sixty years old like themselves. Health risks associated with HRT are negligible for healthy youths. Though I suppose calling them retards is unfair for actual retards. It takes more than retardation to lick gatekeeper ass the way they do.
>>8243347
Sure but I'll probably read it 2 hours from now I'm at work
they finally know!
>>8243333
i wish laura's was true and that self med had killed me already.
instead i have these weird A cup tits, 30lbs less, and these weird hips that are wider than my shoulders
:3
>>8243354
idgi
explain it to me :(
>>8243324
What I say is, it does not mean shit what it genders you like, it's a stupid robot algorithm where there are far too many variables invovled in detecting female/male look. I look masc as fuck but it genders me like this
>>8243359
microsoft finally knows what I like =)
>>8243324
fucking duh, I've got 19.5 inch shoulders, how many times do I have to say it? I'm a goddamn honbeast :(
>>8243321
I'm like 180 lbs at 6 ft 2, that's a normal weight;
the reason my stomach looks like it's bulging out is my flared lower ribs, pic related
>>8243324
>I see why you don't pass now, your body is fuckhuge.
iktf, god I hope there's something favourable under all of this fat... I am kind of wondering if I am not subconsciously sabotaging myself everytime I lose weight and then slip back because whats under the fat is just going to be masculine
>>8243363
..... dude everybody's ribcage looks weird when they suck in their stomach
>>8243340
This is the best shot I have of my body that isn't lewd, does it pass?
>>8243366
yes actually
>>8243365
I wasn't sucking it in
>>8243361
You look female in that pic.
>>8243345
It’s easy to let other things take control of us – unless we take control of our own minds. What we choose to focus on has a massive effect on how we feel. If you focus on the things you can’t control – such as the past, or what’s missing from your life or how you can't filter alessia – you feel stressed, overwhelmed, and depressed. Even if you’re taking antidepressants, you’re still going to feel depressed if you’re focusing on the things in your life that are out of your control!
Leaders focus on what they can control, what they have, and what they want. Once you change your focus in this way, you will become a creator again, instead of just a manager of your life, or a manager of filters
>>8243364
Why don't you put some art on your walls?
>>8243207
not yet
prolly catch up with it tomorrow
haven't even seen the gohan episode
>>8243364
honestly, you look like you pass... just you're kinda overweight, so you pass as a fat girl :V
>>8243375
The mind thinks into being truth -
The youthful mind creates its youth;
The aging mind thinks its deathbed,
It thinks itself, from toe to head
A hundred thousand beaten kneel
Before the mind that thinks their zeal
Before the thought that thinks its strength
Thinks every building, height and length
The world was thought before it breathed
Before the mind, the thinking seethed
Then thought thought up the thought to think
And with mankind it chose to link
Madness is a battle fought
When mind outhinks its right to thought
The same mind that once thought the law
Would see it die in Hades' maw
All matter is a state of mind
A happy thought thinks health in kind
Each thought spoken, the foolish lies
Will shape for you your own demise
Contention is a thinking state;
Rather than thinking to wait, and wait,
Would you not think it prudent, still,
To find the thought to forge a will?
How do you know a thread is dying and should look for the newer one?
Also, I don't know who keeps posting Kurisu pics but kudos to you, she's fucking kawaii desu
>>8243377
I am not even allowed to talk in girlvoice at home, I live here and pay an equal share of rent but nothing is mine or allowed to be mine
>>8243374
Like hell I do!! >.<
It's a shitty program for face recoginition and that's that. like if all pictures were same background with same angle maybe it would have meant anything to be gendered by it....
>>8243361
what website is that? wanna try it with my manface
>>8243382
new threads start whenever we hit the image limit of 150
>>8243327
Looks good to me
>>8243389
Thanks senpai :3
>>8243394
you can type mtfg to search the catalog, that's the easiest way
>>8243387
pictriev, but dont trust it a slight angle change can make it go from one end to the other.
>>8243397
It's pretty consistent for me...
>>8243397
I got 80/20 masc/fem, no HRT.
Three of the "similar faces were female. Not sure how to feel about it
>>8243387
pictriev.com
>>8243401
Yeah, just tried again, went from 17 years old to 48 and from 80/20 to 99/1
>xD
>>8243396
Nope but then again, even if my face looks slight female my body is honimus maximums so no chance of ever passing :<
The pic of one person is not enough to make the program legitimate.
>>8243401
don't give a shit of it.
>>8243409
You are just going to sperg like usual, why should I take the bait ?
well i guess i'm out. good luck everyone. i'll eventually post but my mtfg days are over
>>8243409
hi
>>8243405
With that shirt your body looks fine. Just say you kayaked as a kid `\_("/)_/`
Show us yourself in a dress no face, let us judge you
D E A D
same time EVERY night
>>8243412
you just did you tool
>>8243399
Why don't you post a series of photos with different angles, setup and makeup and see if it works all the time then, otherwise I won't be convinced :^)
>>8243393
That's me btw
>>8243413
>well i guess i'm out. good luck everyone. i'll eventually post but my mtfg days are over
I'm newfag, can you put me in the loop please thank you
>>8243414
I can't fit my shoulders+back in any of the dresses i ordered online ;_;
>>8243416
Oh no! what a terrible mistake :^)
>>8243419
How old are you? You're my HRT dream face
Is the program right or not?
https://unsee.cc
/birepanu/
>>8243425
You don't pass but you don't look male to me desu senpai
>>8243424
I'm 21, started hrt at 19
I was pretty lucky, because male puberty never really hit for me
>>8243425
dead wrong! I think, wtf!?
>>8243427
K thanks detransitioning today.
>>8243428
oh. well then I'm fucked lol it hit me as subtly as a trainwreck.
I'm handsome as a guy but we all know that ugly guys make the best looking girls
I think I'll be like Faye and take HRT while living as a guy forever.
Who else has a belly button piercing?
>>8243436
At least today you're feeling like living. I'm also planning to do that, I just want some peace of mind to be 4/10 happy, better than a 0/10
WOAH... IS THIS.... the power.... of neural networking?!
>my most passable pic is 99% masculine
>my femboy-tier older pics got matched with more women than my current pics
what the fuck dude
>>8243437
not yet but I want one!!!
I want them....
forgot pic lol
>>8243442
pictriev is literal garbage lmao
just keep uploading pics until you get the 99% feminine to brag with or 99% masculine to depressionpost
>>8243448
>Why don't I pass exactly?
I don't know, you look female to me but my brain just yells MALE! for some reason. May be the nose, but I don't know sis
>>8243448
I still don't believe you looked male in that picture, you looked way more female, just not 9/10 pretty female.
who #99PercentMasculine feels here?
>>8243459
ngl, i wouldn't knwo what you were if i saw you on the street
>>8243459
That's not masculine
>>8243465
>Well thanks, at least you saved me from going outside dressed as a woman and getting clocked.
Now I feel bad. I don't think I'll rate nyone else, don't want to make people give up. Your picture was shitty though, and there's people here telling you you looked female.
Also there's that horsefaced youtuber flaunting his huge adams apple and she doesn't get clocked as frequently as you'd expect. I hate her and just found about her yesterday ina different thread
>>8243465
Yeah, I kinda get it.....but you know most women are not born pretty? like sure they are born 10x times prettier than us mtfs usually, but still its something you can work on and pratice at, just like your voice, don't give up until you have reached forever hon-mode :/
>>8243459
god you are dumpy looking
I'll go back to my drone project, that was good repression fuel. I'll try not to be an asshole here.
>>8243477
what are you doing with a drone?
>post actual good pic and get 99% masculine
>post this and get gendered androgynous
pictriev r u ok
>>8243477
You are not an asshole....You're kinda nice Shak, I liek you :3 I am just trying to argue with you because you are needlessly feeling down over a computer program, btw that drone project sounds fun? are you building one ? ^^
i really need to lose a few pounds, mother of fuck.
>>8243472
>Your picture was shitty though, and there's people here telling you you looked female
"The hunter fires another shot into the carcass to make sure his prey is dead"
>>8243477
Don't repress! You have the best chances of passing you'll ever have in your enture life!
Even if you don't think you can ever pass, hrt, makeup and the right clothes can do wonders for you!
You don't want to transition at 50 when you already have 3 kids or something
Do it now
Live your life the way you want to
Fuck society!
You can do it!
I'm cheering for you!
>>8243485
lol, like that is a problem. Try needing to lose at least 50 before you don't look like a disgusting flob of garbage instead of human :P
I'm going to bed. Whoever makes the next thread, for the love of GOD, take that discord link out.
Hips' server is full of shitposters, chasers, and, of course, the one and only Hips!
Like fuck, just link them to Chara's discord or take the link out altogether, but don't redirect to that shithole.
>>8243488
What do you look like?
my hair is getting longer
should i cut it back to this length and keep it the same or should i do something else with it
>>8243478
>>8243483
It's a long story. Started in maybe 2013, can't remember, wanted to start a business in something and drones were the hot new wave. Wanted one that could follow me on my bike with snacks, /n/ laughed and said it couldn't be done. Spent ages trying to put a petrol engine in one (better power density), gave up on that, focused on just making more efficient electric ones instead, that was going well to the point where I could probably abandon the bike altogether and fly around on the drone Aladdin style but ran out of money and caught up in transition and the whole desire to start a tech business was mainly borne out of repression anyway so my interest in it waned. But thanks to neverpass shredding all my hopes of being a girl ima go back to it. Currently looking at integrating lifting surfaces into the designs.
>>8243493
Like a hon.
>>8243489
I don't want to be a freak, I'm staying a man, I won't crack at 50, hopefully I'll be dead by then.
>>8243499
That length looks nice on you. How long is it now?
>>8243499
Just post your feet
>>8243502
Men are freaks though .__.
>>8243507
fuck you, anon
Am I experiencing HonVision(TM) or do eyes actually get larger on HRT?
>>8243515
The shape of eyes changes dramatically, not the size though, also your field of vision becomes larger
>>8243502
Drama Queen :P
Your picture was fine :>
You can transition and do a tech startup as well? being a girls does not exclude you from that, I wish I had a nice idea for tech company :/
>>8243514
Please post your feet for cum tribute
>>8243517
>does getting a "girl" haircut help looks?
yes. because if it's just grown out it's not styled which can come across as more masculine
>>8243521
ugh, no
>>8243521
Feet are gross you pervert
>>8243524
how about legs though?
>>8243522
I've been told it looks nice and it's hits my shoulders now, I been thinking about getting it cut when I get my eyebrows done again, I got curly type hair
>>8243515
post eyes
>>8243526
Legs and bootie are where it's at
>>8243527
well post a pic then and i will give u my real raw opinion & maybe suggestion?
>>8243499
grow it to your butt so you can be like your magical girl cartoons
>>8243532
I'm too shy for that...
my hair lady knows I'm trans, I plan on asking her, she has been cutting my hair for over ten years so I trust her to help
>>8243538
well i cut it short because i was tired of the length though... but honestly i do kind of miss it :x
>>8243541
oh ok
well good luck & ganbatte
>>8243553
kayla we get it, you're cute and fulltime passing now and everything we're all happy for you :)
>>8243522
Post your goddamn feet
>>8243524
>having shit taste
>>8243553
Miranda Cosgrove is really pretty
Sometimes
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be a girl
And liked
And have a boy like like me
>>8243565
The 60s want those glasses back
>>8243565
I wonder that all the time
try not to linger on it, it's not good
>>8243517
Thanks. No-one is really interested though. I've found that everyone in the know fits into two camps, there's the /sci/ mindset of working on hobby equipment with basic maths is beneath them and there's the /diy/ mindset of maths is boring they just wanna tinker and have fun. Sertii and Videe are perfect examles of this. Sertii was the former, totally uninterested in helping me calculate circulation around the lifting surface because line integrals are uninteresting to her. Videe was the latter, uninterested on being given the most efficient possible design because she said "it would take the fun out of building". So i'm a misunderstood artist really.
>>8243520
So why did neverpass say I didn't pass?
Meh STEM reminds me heavily of my old self, I only really do it to repress these days, actually hate it. I don't want to be smart I want to be pretty, but that's never gonna happen.
>>8243569
>>8243565
maybe sometimes you should stop being self sabotaging and actually work for those things?
>>8243565
Nice plant
>>8243575
Why doesn't Faye just get FFS, she's rich.
>>8243581
You're making me rethink my choices for today
>>8243581
thats genius
>>8243573
well I think it's a cool idea, good luck on completing it one day!
>>8243587
Do they sell that in a v neck???
Also fuck you captcha
>>8243590
I don't want to complete it, I want to be a pretty girl and leave the autistic STEM projects for the autists.
>>8243592
Is that font called AGP?
>>8243592
>Kayla uses little girl princess handwriting font as a default
>.<! LOL
>>8243593
you don't have to give up things you like just to conform to something, you can do both
>>8243587
is that comfy? cute shirt but I hear the fabrics aren't great.
>>8243595
Tfw use AGP font too
>>8243598
STEM is for losers. Who would you rather be? Amy from TBBT or one of those ANTM girls?
>>8243607
I'm not sure what that means
>>8243584
>;-; I know
I know you know and you yelled at me for telling you what you know the other day and called me a chaser because I said you were repressing your feelings for boys
baka
>>8243609
Google is your friend.
>>8243595
>>8243597
Don't make fun of me...
I'm so miserable.
>>8243613
have you stopped pretending you have a boymode at work yet?
>>8243200
Post trips you miss
>>8243619
No, but more people refer to me with female pronouns
>>8243624
Raifu
Umaruchan
>>8243625
you know you're a fulltime passer now right?
>>8243632
Not yet lol
>>8243632
>tfw even kayla passes
>tfw even fucking korra passes
>tfw im a man forever
>>8243636
Aww thank u
>>8243636
yee I can understand that
>>8243633
yeah you are
you get gendered correctly everywhere, even in boymode
you wear girl clothes at home and when you go out, you wear girl clothes around your bf, you only wear boy clothes at work and you are being gendered female
you are fulltime
>>8243600
It's just cheap tshirt fabric, but not like theme park/Hanes bad
>>8243639
Don't worry I'm here sis
>>8243642
Yeah
>>8243624
Kit
Well going on a date as a guy, hope it goes okay
heeellooo
>>8243656
With a boy?
>>8243658
hi nimmles
>>8243656
yeah cause guys have legs like that :smug:
>>8243653
say it, call yourself a fulltime passer
when will I ever be pretty and happy with myself?
when will I stop wanting to peel my skin off all the time
>>8243200
All lgt is led from a failure of heterosexuality
Low self esteem, self image issues, weak personalities.
Like so
Rankings:
1: Heterosexual Cis relationships (universal appeal and praise, encourage public displays of affection)
2.Homosexual Cis Relationships (tolerated but not to be praised or accepted, should be discreet and kept out of public eye )
3. Transgender relationships (not acceptable, attack whenever possible to get away with it)
anyone else know large pore feels?
i got them from my mom's side but since my skin is like pale white instead of light brown like my mom they look really noticeable
it makes my skin texture look bad, ive tried everything!
>>8243658
good morning emi!!!!
>>8243672
Yup. I have some witch hazel that kinda maybe helps a little, but most days it feels like I can't do anything about it.
>>8243672
Use this before u put on foundation
>>8243677
i used witch hazel twice a day, it helps a little and with the redness x(
>>8243672
Porefessional with a primer and lotion
>>8243678
I'm feeling pretty good today, I slept a ton and not I feel like I got some energy back
>>8243676
but I never really feel like I have any
most of the time I just want to curl up and die
but that's just me feeling sorry for myself, need to get over myself and just get on with it
>>8243684
now*
>>8243683
>im not at that point yet but ill help that in mind!
Jesus fucking christ, just use makeup fag
>>8243683
I also use overnight stuff with different acids but yes it's always makeup
Who's the faggot in OPs picture?
>>8243690
How do I makeup
>>8243692
oryx
>>8243692
oh shit
>>8243690
she isnt out to her mom yet
>>8243692
if anyone has Jequin on discord please tell her that I'm sorry for the way I acted, I was hurt and I'm kind of fucking insane
I should have been more mature about it all
>>8243692
>>>/bant/193244
>>8243702
>So? Nim looks like a girl already so all makeup and girl clothes would do is convince her mom that she is a girl.
probably but she is scared of even saying anything to her yet
>>8243705
She doesn't need to speak. Just get clothes and makeup and get done up and walk out of room past mom and then "poof" shes out
I figured out why I had to quit transition.
>>8243669
maybe when you get long hair
>>8243724
>people who don't give all the information when they post
Promised I would post some progress. This is my one month of HRT. I don't see much difference except that smiling is easier somehow because I feel better.
I feel I have a lot of chances to pass, right?
>>8243729
I can give you the information
>>8243734
Leave a throw away email and I'll message you
What would be your stand power mtfiggy?
>>8243685
Remember I'm 4 years hrt
dude
lysergic acid
l m a o
>>8243736
No need to
Here is what my research has taught me.
The average female had a shoulder circumference of 37", 28" underbust, 40" hips, 28" waist.
I have none of those measurements as mine are much broader than those sans hips
>>8243375
lmao this is the answer you give for doing everything possible to evade people's filters, holy shit my man
>>8243420
sass is 37 and takes hormones because it turns him on
he's posted his penis a few times along with pictures of his masculine body in provocative women's clothing
you are now in the loop
>>8243741
to ignore other people & the outside world so potently that it builds a small room around me and nullifies outside attacks
lmao
>>8243750
>implying anyone here has a feminine body
>>8243679
just saw this
is this makeup primer
or moisturiser?
>>8243751
I'd have the power to forget that I'm a corporeal entity but my weakness is that if I am confronted with my reflection I become suicidal.
>>8243749
Due to not have measurements such as this, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not meant to transition
>>8243745
oh true, it does take time
what kind of changes should I have by 5 months?
>>8243565
FtM here
You look like Lauren Cohan. Thats a cute ass haircut
10/10 would date
>>8243730
Okay for a month
Don't expect any really obvious changes until the sixth month
>>8243764
>believing the fayngles
>>8243744
>>8243702
>Nim looks like a girl already
this isnt tru tho
>>8243752
which is probably partially why most everyone else doesn't feel the need to post theirs
sass has an interesting combination of being among the latest transitioners while also posting the most lewds of himself
>>8243741
Sort of like King Crimson except in addition to being able to erase ~10 seconds, I could also leave "markers and jump back in time as much as 6 hours or something
That or something simple like Star Platinum
>>8243765
Alright, thanks for the positive words anon! I seriously need girl clothes. I need to confront my family about it...
>>8243751
Sounds like Mr.President from part 5 tbhh
Big beats are the best, get high all the time.
>>8243744
>>8243767
is there like a list of things I need to paint nails?
>>8243647
*hugs*
>>8243781
>>8243755
It's a primer
>>8243793
primer goes on before foundation
>>8243787
I'm thinking I'm going to paint them, at least with a clear coat,maybe I'll use actual color but idk yet...
>>8243796
but can you put primer on without anything else
>>8243796
Makeup has too many layers!
New boss: U U U U
Rules:
This huge motherfucking boss appears out of nowhere.
What do?
>>8243793
Primer isn't foundation it's what you put on your face before foundation to get your skin ready and give it something to stick to, so to speak
>>8243781
File, polishing block, base/primer, topcoat and whatever polish you want to use. Having polish remover and q-tips handy can help at first because you're likely to paint more than your nails.
>>8243797
i wish i knew what to do so i could tell you but ive never done it!
>>8243798
Yes, but why would you do that? Just use some moisturizer or a bbcream if that's all you're gonna wear
>>8243805
because that primer is supposed to hide large pores
*BRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPP*
y'all got cone titties?
>>8243798
Yeah, but it won't make much of a difference. If you want something much lighter than foundation, a CC cream is a better option than wearing primer alone.
>>8243808
wtf anne don't make fun of them
>>8243808
ll bit yeah =(
>tfw you missed toonami and samurai jack last night
AHHHHHHHHHH
>>8243808
mine are pointy uwu
I was on my way to the store to drown my sorrows in codeine and rum but it was a nice day outside (which my camera totally failed to capture because it's a Chinese POS) so I just got an ice lolly and went home. Still don't know how I'm gonna spend the next 60 years repressing, maybe I'll try the army again.
>>8243808
idk if I even have cones yet :(
okay someone asked me to post my three meals of the day so im doing it
it's 11:20am and im eating leftover lasagna
>>8243824
good job eating breakfast! ><
that looks super tasty
>>8243824
wheres the cheese
>>8243824
Why is there no sauce on the mince?
>>8243747
Are you having fun?
>>8243833
w-why is your lasagne so weird?
>>8243836
it's just lasagna tho
>tfw try to explain to Sertii in very clear terms how it is, in fact, Human Society, which is the closest thing equivalent to a Lovecraftian Monster, impossible for a human mind to truly grasp, incomprehensible in its overwhelming, horrifying and oppressive Totality,
>she just laughs at me and says "so this is the kind of things you say on LSD"
my insights deserve a better audience
>>8243808
my nipples look really different and they stick out
I really really hope they look like normal boobs some day :(
>>8243838
but its all wrong
is this a troll
>>8243808
Kek
>>8243839
it's extremely difficult to explain the eldritch truth to people who don't already understand =(
>>8243824
>mince/ground beef is cooked by itself with no tomato sauce
>cheese is underneath the only tomato sauce that is on the top
ITS ALL WRONG
>>8243818
is this central london?
i feel like I've been here before
>nim posts food
>immediate blowback
>>8243808
Come tits just like you
>>8243850
sorry nim
sorry nims mommy
>>8243850
Your mom is a strange cook
>>8243499
>>8243555
Longer for sure
>>8243669
You have a lot of potential to look very physically appealing as a woman, but ultimately happiness and satisfaction comes from within anon.
>>8243824
Ay faM imma let ya know that "lasagna" is weak af for real doe
Good morning anons !
About to go hit up 25miles on muh bike. Daily reminder to PLEASE GO OUTSIDE and get sunlight and fresh air, even if it is just standing on your front porch or backyard. Pls do this for me bb girls.
(: (: (:
>>8243850
the food is perfectly fine
>>8243839
Sounds fun
nims lasagna is weird lol
do guys like cone tits?
>>8243858
Probably Hispanic, they seem to like to fuck up Italian food on purpose. That lasagna, im sorry, but it HAS TO GO BACK !
>>8243824
Hey I'm having lasagna too today!
>>8243869
some guys do
>>8243861
well, you're a chaser, so it makes sense that you'd prefer long hair
>>8243870
HOOOOOLLYYYY SHIT GENIOUS
tfw no nims lasagna
>>8243876
Are you high?
>>8243871
Well her momma is Puerto Rican
That lasanga isn't right Bobby
What do you girls do to feel better about yourself?
It's such a shitty day i'm feeling horrible, lonely, have no friends, no money, hobbies blabla cry me a river!
Still: what do you do in those moments? I just took some kratom but i don't think that will change anything ;_;
PS i love you ana-anon
ok lads nicoles truing to post but im STOPPIMG HER
>>8243877
it has to go back
>>8243869
Guys like tits period iirc
>>8243845
same
>>8243880
Well it was girlmode indoors and take selfies but /mtfg/ says I don't pass so now that doesn't work.
>>8243883
Say something funny
>>8243818
what chinese phone famalam?
I am trying to explain how the god damn horrendous totality of the universe works to this fucking continental bastard and she's just laughing at me and when I TRY TO MAKE AN ACTUAL POST BRINGING MY IDEAS TO THE POSTING PUBLIC SHE FUCKS IT ALL UP TO HELL BY JUST POSTING, "nims lasagna is weird lol" AND THUS FUCKING SENDING MY ART, MY WORK OF ART, THE PRODUCE OF MY TEARS, MY SWEAT, MY EMOTIONS, THE VERY FLESH AND BLOOD OF MY SELF INTO THE PROVERBIAL WASTE DISPOSAL BY VIRTUE OF THE FUCKING SHARED COOLDOWN ON 4CHAN POSTS MADE BY THE SAME IP. FRANKLY, DEARS, I THINK THIS JUST HIGHLIGHTS HOW MY GENIUS IS TOO MUCH FOR FOOLS TO HANDLE AND SHOULD BE KEPT ONLY TO MYSELF AND THOSE WISE ENOUGH TO "GET" IT. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. GOOD NIGHT. I LOVE YOU.
>>8243891
you need to lay off the alcohol.
>>8243891
where does my lasagna fit in the grand scheme of the universe
>>8243888
i was more looking for things people do after they're mostly done with transition, things besides trans-stuff.
>>8243894
infinite universes means there's a world where nim has great lasanga
>>8243893
Alcohol? Look into my eyes, dear: I am God.
>>8243891
Sounds like you're having fun
I'm starting to think that trans girls are unironically the cutest kind of girl
>>8243880
I would lay in bed and cry all day and sadpost on mtfg until I either went to sleep or got the motivation to go do something else
>>8243905
YES AGREED
>>8243861
I'll never be happy with myself
and the sun hates me
>>8243903
So what? We all are.
>>8243907
I do that all the time but i don't post here anymore, they don't like me ;_;
>>8243671
Post this in its own thread.
>>8243880
Sleeping/resting until you feel better always does the trick for me
nicole, trying to explain to me why i should give her attention on a siberian ice-sculpting board: YOU ARE JUST A POSTER I AM AN ARTIST
>>8243915
>done with transition
>Where do you think you are?
Well many here are a few years in and pass, so at least this problem is solved. I'm no where done but i'm looking for non-trans things cause these always make me feel like shit gosh okay please
>>8243921
>Myrthe
I like your name. I sleep all day and don't leave the house but my back hurts already and i feel like in a cage and shitty aswell. I don't sleep over it okay
>>8243922
pls let her type, i bet it's funny
>>8243875
>well, you're a chaser
WHERE DID YOU HEAR THAT?!?!?
That is a liberal media conspiracy. Fake news, Sad !
I thought you were a cis woman, honestly I didnt even know you were trans. You know what hold up, this is too much too fast.... I need more time to think about me and you Ufufu im not sure I can do this.
>>8243879
>Puerto Rican
Yeah I figured. My sisters mother in law is Mexican and she knows I like Italian food so she always offers to cook Italian when I go over there to help her with stuff. Its always good, but its never Italian lol just sayin.
>>8243909
>I'll never be happy with myself
>and the sun hates me
Well you do you nigga, I gave you the keys its up to you to drive it.
Its a beautiful day outside so Imma go hit the trail. Peace (:
>>8243905
this is a true post
>>8243920
just saw it
made me sadder than all these bitches cone titties
>>8243914
Yea they don't like me either, maybe you could try to just like not think about whatever is making you sad as much and try to do something productive to distract yourself but I know it's not just that easy if you have no motivation
>>8243920
https://unsee.cc
/nopugebi/
I'm still looking for the best method to kill myself.
carth is fucking insane imo
I truly am the most unfairly criticized and maligned and misunderstood and motherfucked and spit-upon genius of the entire post-cold war era of the human species. JUST because I indulge in the ONLY VERY OCCASIONAL bouts of ABSURD INTELLECTUAL NARCISSISM people like this greek dutch bastard feel free to come to my home and smear Pesto all over my furniture and burn my books and say my taste in music is "too fucking depressing to listen to on acid". one day i will be hailed as God and the entire world will burn so I can finally have justice
>>8243763
Sorry date stuff
You might have breast pain, and your sweat should be less guy smelling due to generally taking more work and heat to perspire, and your skin should be getting a bit softer
>>8243929
I couldn't help it. it was great.
edgy screenshot related.
>>8243941
Estrogen poisoning
>>8243941
>https://unsee.cc
>/nopugebi/
Oh my fucking god you look like a fucking girl okay? Stop this shit.
Put some effort into improving your voice and drop the coke, you'll be fiiiinee. And you'll be fineeeer when you start saving the money you waste on the coke to get that simple jaw ffs, you don't need a full face with that hair.
OKAY? Is you understand?
>>8243946
yeah i mean we weren't gonna listen to fucking devon townsend
>>8243927
Heh thank you c:
It's the Dutch version of Myrtle
Hmmm yeah it wouldn't really help in your situation. What about listening to some music or joining a few discords to talk to people?
>>8243941
Sorry I was afk, can you repost?
>>8243960
https://unsee.cc
/nutireza/
>>8243958
I am the God of this house and yet you come and disrespect my rules and crucify me and devour my flesh with your kin so you might take all of my powers. Unbelievable.
>>8243963
Eh you don't look that bad.
Is that a tatto on your chest?
>>8243964
unbelievable
>>8243963
As someone who doesn't interact with blacks at all on her daily life, you look like a standard black woman to me?
>>8243939
I should get going and do something within my household. It's a mess here. Luckily my drugs are kicking in and i'm getting more and more awake and motivated. Sadly this shitty feeling will settle in tomorrow, again.
Thanks :)
>>8243959
I like it a lot! I think my name (Ja-na) is common in dutch aswell, and within poland, austria and other german-influenced countries.
I listen to music all day but i should probably switch to something more happy (i listen to frenchcore atm). Never heard of discords, will look into it.
>>8243963
narrow shoulders, typical lips and a non-masculine, feminine face. You pass? How about your voice? Height shouldn't be a problem
im in nicoles house
>>8243905
Trans boys are unironically the cutest form of boy
>>8243970
me too
>>8243967
Keloid scar.
>>8243895
You don't have hobbies?? Work? Friends?
>>8243971
Hehe I think I've had a classmate called Jana once.
Yeah, maybe positive music will help a little (I've never heard of frenchcore desu but something happy does seem like it could help)
Discord is a chatting program and you can join groups/discords with channels where other people reside in and maybe that way you can find someone to talk to c:
>>8243977
I did work but the lab is closed on the weekend + i can't work alone, it's not allowed due to safety. I have no friends, at all. None. Well, the few i have are 500+ km away.No hobbies either.
>>8243980
I should try discord tonight. Yeah, i really like my name and my parents confirmed it's alright for them. The second name was choosen by them though :)
Oh well maybe i will stab here a bit longer. What did you do today? How far are you into transition if i may ask (no offense)
>>8243946
>and smear Pesto all over my furniture
lolwat?
>>8243955
I'll think about quitting the coke.
>>8243982
Get some hobbies then
You don't like to read? Watch movies? Watch TV? Draw? Paint?
>>8243982
Oh that's always nice to hear c:
It's usually okay in here when there's do drama going on.
I spent the weekend at Anna's (my gf's) place. Today we slept until noon and then watched some stuff on her laptop after which she brought me to the train station to go home.
I'm still a babbytrans and HRT-wise I'm at 3-4-ish months iirc. Still permanent boymode but that's okay for now as I don't really look or sound like a girl yet.
If I may ask, are you doing okay transition-wise?
>/mtfg/ is supportive
This is new.
>>8243993
do pepsi instead
>>8243934
lmao
u seem like a goof
but thanks for thinking i was cis i appreciate it
>>8244004
this
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i
s
>>8244005
tbqqh though if u saw my body pics u might not think i was cis... lol.
>>8244009
Ur body looks like a cis runway models don't be a dummy
>>8244009
You posted them yesterday.
>>8243974
is that Lou Reed? Do you want to take a walk on the wild side?
>>8244010
sh-shut up
did i tell u the guy from wilhelmina actually had left in the time it took me to get back to him and some other guy emailed like "hey id love to chat with u about modeling, can u send pics"
i kinda dont wanna send pics tho... this pic he sent as an example kinda shattered my confidence
>>8244011
yeah but idk if he was here yesterday
>>8244017
Omg no you didn't tell me that
Dude
Fucking
Send the pics dude omg
JUST DO IT if Hari Nefs clocky ass can be a fashion model, you sure as fuck can, lol
Ur cuter than that girl anyway dude
>>8244017
>some other guy emailed like "hey id love to chat with u about modeling, can u send pics"
Triggered. I'm happy for you and all but please remember this is a hon safe space.
now im eating popcorn, it's 12:25pm
it turned out very well i think, i used the right amount of oil and salt this time
>>8244017
just send the pics everything will be okay
>>8244026
are you eating it out of a burlap sack?
>>8244026
that look so good ><
>>8244031
no im all comf with my blanket on the sofa watching the office with my mom
>>8244035
>watching the office
>with your mother
Smh
>>8244043
am i not supposed to
>tfw dad comes home and he brings u dat 99% cocoa chocolate
stimulants acquired
Hey guys, my brain is infested with reddit memes, can someone help me dememeify? I have several questions about, uh post op vags
Don't answer if you're non op please
>1. Omg I get soo wet and self lubricate
Meme or real?
>2. A normal guy can't tell the difference in looks and feels from a cis vagina
Meme or real?
>3. Neovaginas are in the exact same position as cis vaginas.
Meme or real?
For 3, I know that cis vaginas are positioned lower than penises and I was wondering if because of that a post op girl's vagina will be positioned higher relative to the anus compared to a cis girl's
>>8244051
i think the self-lubricating stuff is dependent on the type of surgery you get
>>8244051
>3
>Meme or real?
It's a meme, the angle is a bit different, yes.
>>8244059
>It's a meme, the angle is a bit different, yes.
Fuck. That and being able to still orgasm were my two main goals for srs
>>8243984
I'm 6'0" come at my level, sis! Train your voice, it's perfectly normal that it takes a while. How far are you in? Train it everyday, it's the utter most important thing. Please do
>>8243997
Reading is difficult, i can't concentrate and am kinda dependent, i'm at my pc 24/7 same with my phone. I spend like 10 hours daily infront of a monitor since i'm 12. I should get a hobby, i wanna go in the gym again
>>8244001
Having a partner must be sooo nice ;_; i only had short relationships and they only wanted to have sex or lay in bed, which was okay i guess, but they usually ended after a few weeks - months. I wish i had a soft, yet big boyfriend :3
I think nowaday it's standard to do HRT till one does pass a bit better, don't worry about it, it will get better. Voice is super important though, please don't be one of those deep-voiced hons, please train it everyday. Reading sentences out loud is a good way of doing so!
Oh, i'm 3,5 years in with HRT, out since 2013/2014, pass, voice is very good - have never been clocked (well at least the INYAFACE-clocking) and had orchi. Got a little bit overweight and i may do SRS next year, i'm unsure. Oh, and single, sadly.
btw i visit /lgbt/ since the day it opened but didn't visit this place in months. Still the same though, and thats not a bad thing :)
>>8244066
The angle isn't so off that it's obvious.
You'll still be able to orgasm though, yeah.
Honestly, I wouldn't worry about it so much
well apparently blaire white is coming to chat with mtfg so expect the shitstorm to follow. i think she said before we're all mentlly ill (true) and tumblr tier retarded so ya know ya know lets make a good impression for her youtube fans i guess.
>>8244071
what?
>>8244071
can i talk to her about my national socialist ideas?
I'm normal.
>>8244051
1. It does get wet, sometimes annoyingly so. I usually wear thin pads to deal with that.
2. Probably not. There are small differences but I seriously doubt most guys would notice.
3. That's one of the small differences. It's not significantly higher but the angle is definitely different.
>>8244077
guess I'm taking a break today then :/
Is it bad to identify with some of White's views?
Transgenderism is a mental disease.
Tumblr is retarded.
Uh what more? Dunno.
Also, what did you feel when you visited r/gonewildtrans? I just felt icky looking at all those AGP hons that make our community look bad.
>>8244071
Oh. Good opportunity to spam pics of myself. :^)
>>8244079
Thanks. What kind of SRS did you get? i'm guessing the standard penile inversion?
>>8244067
I tried, it didn't work, there was a whole argument about this yesterday, I've basically given up and am waiting for VFS. I'll probably wait for FFS too before full time. Surgery solves all problems.
>>8244084
It's not a mental illness. Could be considered a disability with some mental gymnastics, I suppose.
Tumblr is retarded. But that's like saying water is wet.
beep lives in my pocket
>>8244092
>I've basically given up
i havent given up on you! anytime you feel like you want more help just let me know and il do my best. I know you are frustrated and feel defeated and that you can never do it but honestly if you knew how deep my voice used to be and how much work went into changing it you would understand that it IS possible, even for you. Pls dont give up
>>8244090
Nah. Thai style from Chett. A year ago exactly. Just had a drink with my parents to celebrate the anniversary.
>>8244067
Awww ;-;
I hope you'll find someone big and soft, then c:
Yeah I think so too. Heh don't worry, I'd unironically rather be a mute (hon) than be a deep-voiced hon.
Atm I sound like a disabled crow when I try girlvoice, but I'm sure that will improve.
Oh wow :o
I'm happy you're already that far (or had that many successes) :D
It's important to think SRS through I think. Where will you have it done?
Hehe impressive
I'm only here since last summer I think
Glad things are still somewhat the same since the time you left
I love Parks and Rec. So many hot guys. Andy, Ben, Ron. They really know how to do that.
>>8244071
PLEASE LET THIS BE TRUE
>>8244099
should i give up
>when a chaser adds you on skype and his profile pic is just his dick
God dammit
i mean it looks pretty big... maybe i should add him
https://gyazo.com/a9e95a7ece1c04ef7ea22b05a6c29383
ayo tran trans what up?
>>8244098
*lights pocket on fire*
>>8244112
that's the post that did it?
>>8244026
popcorn has surprisingly little calories, it just fills you up
you need to switch to chips
>>8244112
I didn't turn myself a freak, I was born one. Just took steps to fix that a bit. I see SRS as no different than fixing a cleft lip or club foot.
>>8244117
hi korra
sorry
>>8244111
never ever
>>8244112
>What's the point anyway if I'm a hon? May as well fix my face first
builds confidence that will help you feel better about yourself. i know personally that i used to get so dysphoric having to hear my male voice that i would basically never talk at all during college until i thought i had progressed enough
Wanting to be the other gender IS a mental disorder. If you have it, that sucks for you and there's nothing wrong for wanting to transition, but at the end of the day, it's still a mental disorder.
>>8244118
it's flame retardant
>>8244111
never
>>8244092
yeah just do surgery, those and pills will magically turn you into a girl!
Get your shit together and stop being such a lazy piece. VFS fucks you up big time. I know 3; one has a micky mouse voice which is ridicolous, the other had her throat damaged and can't keep her voice feminine, it's manlier than before and the third can't really speak anymore
>>8244102
CAW! CAW! lol
I will have it done within my city. They are very skilled, don't do PI and others i know have had amazing results. Although everyone outside europe thinks there are just chettawut, suporn and bowers i think otherwise. Check out Dr. Schaff in munich, his work is amazing
how old are you? I'm 24
>>8244066
>Fuck. That and being able to still orgasm were my two main goals for srs
go to a good surgeon then
the reason why suporn is considered the best is because he offers depth, appearance and pleasure
lubrication is a ymmv thing, but its the same with cis women
>>8244076
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjnleHcG32M
>>8244125
>sorry
what did she mean by this?
>>8244127
this desu
>>8244132
eva!
>>8244117
hi korra i missed you bb
>>8244124
i mean having gender dysphoria means that theres something goin on in our brains to make us extremely uncomfortable with our biological sex, enough that we need the other sex's hormones to feel happy. To me that seems like a mental ilness but once you get on hormones and your dysphoria goes away then idk it doesnt seem like so much of an ilness anymore.
Its really no different than Diabetes patients needing insulin because their bodies dont produce it well enough or w/e
>>8244139
idk i think i annoyed you a couple days ago
so sorry
>>8244135
>but i love popcorn and don't like chips
well put extra butter on it then
>>8244143
yoooo what up qt 3.14?
>>8244135
>ill still have my adam's apple
it cant be that bad
>i say that as mine is less noticeable than some cis females
i honestly love blaire white, she seems like a really cool person
all her livestreams are really comf
>>8244142
<3
>>8244148
>what up qt 3.14?
trying to remember everything i learned in college enough to make another mix tape. Its been so long i forget SO much about mixing and just like basic pro tools and stuff. Would be so much easier if i hadnt had to sell my decks
If I post a picture can you tell me if I'm cute or not
>>8244146
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0q1UV3bAQwY
>>8244156
>too much oil makes it taste bad tho
dont use oil
use butter
>>8244162
Thought it was already established that you were.
>>8244164
but butter has water in it which leads to soggy kernels
nonvirgin coconut oil with beta keratin for coloring is the optimal choice for popcorn
>>8244159
yeah remembering stuff can be a real drag i hope it comes back with practice. i still struggle with remembering how to play instruments I played in high school
>>8244162
will your face be largely obscured by some kind of snapchat filter?
>>8244173
yeah idk once i finish it maybe il have the courage to post it on here but i doubt most of you would like my musics so probably not
nim i need more lasagna please give me some
>>8244157
*rubbs ur lil hed with my fingey*
>>8244171
Use ghee. Much better than oil, no water.
>>8244171
use clarafied butter then, look its just for the extra fat and calories
it wont make it taste funny, it will make it taste yummy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWG
>>8244158
>>8244176
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1XoqKEjEx1A
>>8244180
CFH knows, she is french, her blood is made of butter
>>8244185
I'm taking his job and he knows it!
>>8244163
tfw in the living room so can't listen to this
i'm having some deformed nuker brownies.
so good.
i need to get more of this brownie mix when i get the chance. :9
i'm glad i have so much to eat now
>>8244194
he's putting his paw on me cuz he's trying to claim his territory!
>>8244192
link to soc post
>>8244191
Actually, cooking with butter is a northern French thing. The southwest uses duck or goose fat, the southeast olive oil. I come from mountains so while we do use a bit of butter for some things, it's mostly lard that's used here, usually slightly rancid for extra taste.
>>8244199
t-that's my territory though...
>>8244197
wot. i am confuse
i wish i was pretty
>>8244116
Don't enable these creeps.
>>8244124
I wouldn't have been a freak if I had stayed in repression. Now I'm in some hellish limbo; too beta and feminized from HRT to be a man yet too big and masculine looking to be a woman.
>>8244126
I'll feel better about myself when FFS makes me pretty.
>>8244136
>pills will magically turn you into a girl!
Seemed to be true for most others here, look at Sertii and Korra. Maybe I'm estrogen insensitive.
>Surgery is lazy
That's a retarded opinion, if your bone structure is fucked then no amount of "effort" (whatever you define that as) will fix it.
> VFS fucks you up big time. I know 3; one has a micky mouse voice which is ridicolous, the other had her throat damaged and can't keep her voice feminine, it's manlier than before and the third can't really speak anymore
1 and 3 are okay outcomes for me, at least mickey mouse doesn't sound like a man and I hate my voice so much I've seriously unironically researched methods to render myself mute so I wouldn't give a shit if I couldn't speak any more after surgery. What happened to 2? Did she detransition as a result? Kill herself?
>>8244162
Don't do this, i've already been triggered all day today by people posting about how much they pass especially "should I take the modelling contract offer" Ufufu.
>>8244205
my mom is right next to me so i can't listen to any recordings rn!
>>8244190
thats a good point i just worry that since very few people would subjectively like it that i wont get any valid feedback.
>>8244207
>Don't enable these creeps.
so just ignore him?
>I'll feel better about myself when FFS makes me pretty.
When do you plan to get it?
>>8244210
>headphones are not a thing in florida
>>8244204
then claim it! >:3
>>8244213
my headphones are in my room and im snugg on my couch
>>8244202
all I know is that I want to try real cassoulet
>>8244210
h e a d p h o n e s
>>8244213
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1hG2voh5NtT
>>8244192
I used to be rather insecure. The way people looked at me convinced me I had nothing to be ashamed of after a while.
>>8244215
I'm going to!
>>8244216
nim is now officially cut off from voice clips
>>8244213
Ye please do, teach men that they can't just throw up 1 cock pic and expect to get laid.
Whenever I save up 50k so maybe when I'm 40 idk.
>>8244216
nim, use ghee/clarified butter and double the amount of popcorn you eat
>>8244207
>Surgery is lazy
Lazy regarding voice. Everyone can get a decent voice, no matter what their old voice was. Yes.
You don't need surgery to get a good voice, why does noone here cares to do the most important thing there is? Everyone will clock you no matter what if you have a weird voice. It's the most important thing.
Also you don't look like a man. Cute buttface, you :3
>>8244217
It's just pork and beans baked in duck fat, you know. Easy to make at home.
>>8244219
i wanna see if you really are a mercutie though
>>8244228
>ghee
There's a reason why Indian women age terribly.
>>8244218
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1hG2voh5NtT
well its not MY music im just making a seamless mixtape to practice doing EQ, volume levels, stereo spread, melodic mixing for melodies, compressors, etc etc etc so that i get back into my groove before i go about making my own music again. if i ever work up the courage to work on my own tracks again T_T
>>8244227
>teach men that they can't just throw up 1 cock pic and expect to get laid.
I guess. See the thing is i made a skype thread on lgbt a day before i first started posting here to try to help this one dyke find a lover like i did once upon a time. But then the faggot mods moved it to /soc/ and thus 99% of the people adding me are chasers, which is why i didnt want to post it on /soc/ in the first place.
rare pic of mercury that she sent me over text message
>>8244221
c-can you make cassoulet?
>>8244229
this definitely seems to be true
im pretty much positive people have thought i was female until they heard my voice
>>8244239
yeah, genetics
>>8244242
male skull desu
>>8244244
I can. Much more complex dishes as well.
so tied i just got off work and I'm gonna pass out for a few hours
Does anyone here even read my blog posts?
>>8244102
yup
Huh I see :o
Yeah I don't know many SRS surgeons desu but I think that if your city's surgeon is as good as you say, that it's a good plan to go with them. Now you just have to think about the details, I guess.
I'm 18 c:
>>8244242
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
why would you repost this though?? I didn't want them to know I had a male skull
>>8244260
>tfw you now wonder if your skull passes
only one way to find out i guess
>>8244238
Is this Lauren?
I can send you a pic maybe if you want
>>8244235
I know, but its intimidating because the right beans aren't cheap and neither is the confit duck
So aparantly yogurt facial mask is really a thing
https://bellatory.com/skin/homemade-yogurt-face-mask
Do you think that i need plain yogurt or would strawberry work too.
>>8244268
should work aswell, it contains normal joghurt and basically just has additionally flavouring and fruit in it.
>>8244260
you cant hide your skull circumfrence and 17.45 inch shoulders from the world
>>8244238
Merc looks like a malnourished man
>>8244267
...You, of all people, want to talk shit?
merc is a peanut butter person
>>8244255
like what? :3
>>8244267
>>8244276
...
>>8244229
Life's not a competition.
>Liposuction is lazy! Just work out!
>VFS is lazy! Just voice train
Who gives a shit? It gets the result.
>Everyone can get a decent voice
This is a total platitude, can everyone play the piano? Do college math? No. For every 100 people doing anything at least one will suck at it, this is common sense.
>>8244256
awww.
poor girl.
you get all the rest you need
>>8244278
he was hoping you didn't notice
>>8244268
Lol the last 5 days in a row I think when I show up in thread and click 'bottom' it's been your posts. I keep thinking I'm mistaken and refreshing the page assuming I'm in a dead thread. Wanna go outside with me?
>>8244282
lmao
>>8244284
It doesn't change the fact that it is super lazy. It's a thing that actually can be influenced, doesn't compare a bit to FFS or liposuction. And no, it does not get "the result". It's gonna be horrible.
I take it back, you are stupid.
>can everyone play the piano? Do college math?
No, but they can learn it you imbicible!
>>8244259
it's definitely my spot, you'll see.... <<;
>>8244280
Orloff pork roast, tournedos Rossini, aspics, that kind of things... I don't usually bother but I know how to cook for a decent feast.
>>8244274
Okay, but what if I post all my photos from weird angles and edit them so I look really great, and get upset and lie when anyone posts a plain unedited photo
Can I hide them that way?
>>8244302
Only if you're faye
>>8244296
it really sucks that this is still happen.
also, who would've guessed?
it was faye.
is faye even still transitioning?
>>8244263
errr yeah this is lauren
you gotta send it to me on a discord name I don't usually use tho
>>8244284
Almost anyone can learn the piano or college math with enough consistent practice unless they're retarded.
>>8244296
Ye I saw
Here's a proper screencap
>>8244288
I guess so
Idk why they're mad
>>8244282
Ikr? Lol
>>8244283
>Greek/Bulgarian style, sugar free yogurt is best for that.
il get some from teh store tomorrow then thank you <3
>>8244289
>Wanna go outside with me?
yes. why do you think i come here? im stuck all alone in a town where i dont know anyone, im all alone, all my freinds are somewhere else, my gf is in another country, and everyone here is old.
>>8244311
did the person delete it or did they get b& or something
>>8244315
Faye does this all the time so she probably deleted it
>>8244302
idk apparently u can fool a lot of ppl from what i hear
>>8244302
no that only works to trick people who are very new here or are borderline mentally retarded
everyone else can very very see through it
>>8244308
She says she's now male and female and she uses both bathroom because she loves having both privilege.
>>8244297
>It's super lazy
That's your unimportant judgemental opinion. When Indiana Jones shot that guy coming at him with a sword was he lazy or pragmatic? Let's be honest if everyone here had the money to drop on VFS everyone would be doing it.
>>8244310
>No, but they can learn it
Sure but not everyone can be good at it. Why are you denying the fact that many trannies still sound like obvious trannies even after years of voice training? Look, if voice training was so perfect then VFS wouldn't exist. There's clearly a market for it beyond "lazy people"
>>8244325
he's a gross old dude desu
>>8244329
It's really annoying that she has the nerve to post here still and brag about her so called life when no one gives two shits.
>>8244325
that didn't quite answer my question.
is faye still taking skittles?
this is my message to faye
>>8244319
>>8244320
>>8244325
oh
drat
>>8244331
yeah, they had just posted something about does anyone read their blog posts
>>8244332
i'm pretty sure, yeah, i dont think they would stop taking hormones desu. they've been taking them this many years while presenting male; why stop now?
>>8244332
Yes only because she says they are addicting
>>8244331
what irritates me is that some people actually believe words and images he posts, feeding the delusion and giving him reason to keep coming here
>>8244331
>she
>>8244336
some people are REALLY REALLY REALLY stupid, thats why
>>8244337
Faye gets mad when you say her/she
Faye gets mad when you say him/he
Faye brags about how boyish Faye looks
Faye gets mad when you say how boyish Faye looks
Like what the actual fuck does it want
lauren here is my discord tho
babygirl#4947
>>8244345
Si. Faye only does it for attention and to score with women and get extra privilege
>>8244345
no, i dont think they would.
they prefer looking female I think. They *WANT* to socially transition, but they're too scared, and now they sound like some kind of weirdo freak lol
>>8244346
what about annoyingly pessimistic
>>8244328
> Let's be honest if everyone here had the money to drop on VFS everyone would be doing it.
maybe if you're pre HRT.
Anyway, have fun ruining your voice and always being that weirdo tranny with the funny voice. I tried but i don't care anymore. It's not worth it
>>8244346
lol go ahead and ask the dude if he knows the struggle of being a hon
the answer will certainly be no
why take all the time to edit photos of yourself if you'd admit something like that?
well,this is me
>>8244346
Lmfao Faye talks so much shit on you and Edie
>>8244354
desu, you're talking to a person who is super duper lazy, and wants to believe hormones are magic pills.
eh idk
VFS only comes out well for the people who have already worked on their voices some. You can listen to Faye's fucked up voice and see that easily.
>>8244325
I do this. Full passing girl mode too. If the line is too long, I don't care. I'll piss standing with a dozen Arabs and truckers around if it saves me 10 minutes of waiting in a piss stank room of skanky hogs. I did this when I visited the met gallery in NYC. I waited 3 minutes on female line, then in a male voice said "fuck it. Hold my jacket." and switched sides. Got a few odd ball looks while hand washing and hair fixing, and got my jacket back before female friends had even entered. Absolutely degenerate but honestly fuck girls rooms. I did this on campus after a party in Pen state too, but in fairness I wasn't makeup mode just pink clothes. Did it at the bar yesterday locally, that caught some unwanted attention but whatever.
>>8244349
then faye isn't really a tranny >:/
@ best, faye is failed shemale
>>8244361
glad i'm not the only one thinking like that. VFS is really the only surgery noone should ever consider. I have 5 very good trans-friends and they all got a perfect voice due to just practicing a lot.
>>8244362
yeahhh I think the main issue people have with faye is that they come on here to post lies and fake pictures for attention
and is prone to having massive meltdowns
at the age of 35
>>8244350
Faye has a lot of trauma to deal with. PTSD made me unable to function properly for fifteen years.
>>8244354
>>8244368
Riddle me this: If Yeson's surgery is bullshit then how is he still in business?
>>8244352
>pessimistic
Easy for you to say miss intersex Hispanic easymoder
>>8244355
Faye is the only person here who supports my decision to stay in boymode until FFS and VFS, Faye is the only person who is redpilled on what a bad idea it is to be an open tranny in public.
>>8244361
Fuck you mercury, easy to look down on others when you passed so easily. Passing bald at 6 months, you obviously had better genetics than most here so why are you spouting "you gotta put in the effort!"?
tomorrow i will:
get coffee
go to the college greenhouse and draw pretty flowers
buy new running shoes
take my doggy outside
feed birds
injecct estrogen
maybe go grocery shopping
late night car ride w irl tranny friend (preferably i am completely wasted)
>>8244375
im not intersex and im only half hispanic reeee
>>8244377
no beep getting wasted is wrong
>tfw the less cypro you're on the more honestly you see yourself in the mirror
>>8244375
>Faye is the only person here who supports my decision to stay in boymode until FFS and VFS, Faye is the only person who is redpilled on what a bad idea it is to be an open tranny in public.
idk why you want to take advice from someone so clearly insane but whatever
i'll boymode till I feel as though I pass too i'm not going to go around as a man in a dress
rip lauren u took too long im sorry ok
LSD is "pretty cool" I guess.
>>8244378
o cool, i'm half hispanic too! :)
>>8244373
Nah, it's not an excuse. But I can't see her changing much until she deals with it. Until I resumed transitioning at 35, I had given up on everything.
>>8244384
i'm just some weird anon tranny, I lied about being lauren
>>8244387
what nationality?
im 1/2 puerto rican 1/4 english and 1/4 irish ^^
>>8244369
I'm 25 and I know people have the same problem with me here. I just don't lie when called out on my Kayla stories.
>>8244373
I'm 5"7, 115 pounds, and Im not actually as autistic as I pretend here. I have A cup tits I stuff to B or C's if I'm bored with friends. My hair is objectively girly I guess? How does any fucking tranny pass lmfao act all sweet an innocent and smile a lot and use a female range voice. I've never been misgendered when I'm not boy mode and my boy mode is questionable at best now that I'm always clean shaved and fixed my eyebrows
I've been clocked only once by a sixth grader who said "my brother is trans" while standing next to me on a train platform. I glanced over realized she was talking about me and said "I'm actually just really ugly". And then debated of winking at a child was too creepy and decided against it.
>>8244375
>Riddle me this: If Yeson's surgery is bullshit then how is he still in business?
Cause their patients sign a form in which they are unable to sue the surgeon, if anything goes wrong per se. There are risks and with many surgeries like ffs or srs you let any chance of legal action slide.
Am i arguing with a child?
>>8244385
1P-LSD or normal LSD? I still have som LSA i wanna try soon
>>8244397
i think you'll have to ask sertii about that t b h
>>8244393
I certainly don't act sweet or innocent. I don't even dress that feminine. I still pass.
>>8244392
1/2-venezuelan.
3/8-english/scottish
1/8-danish
>>8244404
oh cool :)
average male height in puerto rico is like 5'7 and i still ended up 6'1 lmao
oh well, i think my black hair/green eyes combo is interesting, being mixed race got me that at least
I want this shirt
>>8244410
your eyes are really nice
>>8244413
skeletor
>>8244403
I actually picked the red coat in that picture because of you. With the coat the outfit was 475 dollars. None of that is my clothes. My friend has a boyfriend who buys here all sorts of crap so I'm hoping to get at least leggings and a skirt for myself.
>>8244415
your eyes are nicer!
is it even possible to not get clocked if you have man-hands?
>>8244423
>>8244397
That's a retarded answer, disclaimer forms doesn't mean they can't post in forums about how their surgery went wrong. are you seriously claiming that everyone going to Yeson is too dumb to search forums for reviews from former patients?
>>8244426
nah ive seen a lot of girls here with large hands and they pass fine
>>8244426
I assure you, no one is looking at hands. They (most people by instinct) look at forehead and legs and shoulders.
>>8244428
cutie :3
>>8244429
I don't know Yeson. I only know of lots of youtube posts-surgery that think they got well off but sound like retards.
The ones i know personally did them elsewhere, still not at the same surgeon so there is some variety in my statement.
>>8244404
That kind of breakdown always feels weird to me. I'm almost a pure-blooded Arvern, with just a few 128ths of Ruthene and Lemovice blood. I still get comments about my peculiar looks when I'm not home. I guess being too pure-blooded isn't much different than having mixed blood in that regard.
>>8244432
>>8244426
tfw manhands so bad i get dysphoria just from trying to paint my nails
>>8244438
Post one. I bet you're being overly judgemental. I actually do think that voice training gets better results but that doesn't mean that VFS isn't sufficient. It's results are good enough to fool the normies. Like Faye for instance, Everyone says she sounds fucked up but she sounds fine to me. Y'all just hating on her.
>>8244443
yeah it kinda makes me wanna cry
idk how any guy could view me as female with hands like I have
>>8244443
Are you fat?
>>8244451
no i dont think so.
>>8244451
looks like it
>tfw have 3 bathrooms in my house but none of them can be locked
>>8244445
Faye sounds like a guy talking in a high pitched voice because she did nothing to change her resonance. It's the stereotyped hon voice.
>>8244426
>tfw small hands
>>8244434
I always feel better when you around ><
>>8244410
average male height in venezuela is around 5'6"-5'7"
i'm basically in the same ball park as them
>>8244461
it honestly sounds like a large man trying to sound like a little girl
its comically far away from sounding female
>>8244462
I remember getting bullied about them in school, there only a lil bigger then my moms and she is shorter then me
I hope Neptune is okay ._.
>>8244454
idk my arms are pretty skinny
>>8244467
I worked at a jewelry store, and I'd always try on the women's rings since the deault women's size fits me perfectly. Customers sometimes made fun of me but it always made me feel good.
Looking back I was pretty obvious at that job...
>>8244457
wtf is wrong with your house?
>see LGBT flag at the Macron victory rally
I remember one Anon saying she might do that, I wonder if it's her.
>>8244464
you got lucky!
my mom is taller for a hispanic woman at 5'7 and my dad was 5'10 so i still got pretty unlucky
but i read that having an older father tends to produce a taller, slimmer child so that might be it
>>8244461
yeah i don't know how people don't look at her strange when she opens her mouth if she sounds the way she does in her clyps honestly
it sounds mean but like it's not even close to female
>>8244463
aww eva :)
>>8244462
Same. I had a problem at work since they never ordered safety gloves small enough for me (and the vast majority of female colleagues, really.)
>>8244479
Worked at a manufacturing plant where half he employees were 4'10 latina midgets. I wore the same size gloves as most of them. Little pep every time I put them on.
>>8244443
>tfw big man hands
>tfw my gf has little tiny anime girl hands
wut
>>8244453
I'm 220 lb and even my hands and arms don't look that chunky.
>>8244461
>>8244466
I really fail to see the problem with her voice. It's a bit creaky but apart from that I hear a woman. It's only 5k hopefully I'll be able to get it by the end of the year and then we will see who is right. Actually you know what I won't say if I got it or not, i'll say I voice trained, wait for all the positive replies to flood in then post my plane ticket to Korea.
JUST
tfw long crooked skeleton fingies
I put nail polish on in February and some tiny parts are still on me. These hands used to rock climb, now they type, text, and finger guitars... and women.
>>8244488
>rms don't look that chunky.
our arms look about the same thickness desu. my hands have always looked weird.
>>8244488
>I really fail to see the problem with her voice
I know, its kinda mind-blowing to me honestly
>>8244477
my father was younger than my mother.
so i guess that makes a little bit of sense, @ face value.
>tfw the only thing i inferited from my father is the fact that i'm white.
>>8244495
there's only one way to find the truth. post your belly.
>>8244497
both my parents were pretty old but my dad was older than my mom by more than a decade
my mom was 40 and my dad was 53
>>8244497
If only one of your parents is white you're not white.
>>8244485
I'm part of a government agency that mostly employs military types retired from combat roles except for the officer and office girl positions. Not many small framed people in the field.
>>8244504
>tfw look white
good enough
>>8244500
what? im not getting naked for you just so you can bully me. iv said quite a few times its not as flat as it used to be. i might be a little pudgy but im not fat.
Dont take your self loathing out on me.
>>8244432
saw a video once and in it they bolted eye trackers on peoples heads and told them to walk down the street.
they found that people quickly glanced at passing peoples faces and crotches as they walked by.
makes sense, that's the quickest way to determine someones sex.
>>8244504
well, my skin is pretty pale, i look white, people see me as white,
so i'm basically white
>>8244513
SHE SAID I HAVE HUGE GORILLA HANDS
Gonna kms desu
>>8244503
Jesus, My dad was 31 and my mum 27. i think having kids when you're over 50 is really selfish because you may be dead by the time they reach 21.
>>8244522
he was dead by the time i was 5 lol
>>8244512
>its not as flat as it used to be
>i might be a little pudgy
Confirmed fatty.
>>8244513
Nah. Only problems I had were from up the command chain, not down.
>>8244526
If calling me fat will make you feel better about being a hon then you are more than welcome to
how to stop mood swings?
I'm afraid people are starting to think I'm crazy
:*(
>>8244533
dont take all your pills at once, split up your dosage so you take it like 2x a day.
Also how much estrogen are you on
>>8244528
So you admit I'm a hon? That's all I wanted from you really. No more hugboxing.
someone inject me with estrogen or im gonna go BONKERS
>>8244537
but venezuela is a failed state :/
>>8244533
Embrace it.
>>8244542
>So you admit I'm a hon
i dont think iv ever once said you passed, but that doesnt mean you cant pass in the future. Being mean and rude to people that are just trying to be civil and cordial with you seems pretty immature.
>>8243750
i'm actually diagnosed trans by a competent psychologista and transitioning with an endo and stuff.
it seems your autism can't comperhend the difference between shitposts and real life.
stay mad faggot. here's my disgusting masculine body and my face without makeup and stuff.
stay cool and positive mtfg.
Anyone have any experience with self medding injectable estrogen?
>When your anger turns to edge
im gonna pass okay?
>>8244549
>I inject 10 mg every ~7 days
hmm i dont inject so idk if thats cuasing the problem. i would talk to your endo if you have one. if you self med then you are up shits creek. maybe go talk to hrt gen and ask them about injections and if your dose could be causing mood swings.
>>8244548
I've been on HRT for a year, the future has already happened.
>Being mean and rude to people that are just trying to be civil and cordial with you seems pretty immature.
Releases my pent-up self-hatred though.
>>8244562
>Releases my pent-up self-hatred though.
yeah i gathered as much. but if being mean and spiteful to me will help you out in the long run i dont really care. I just want you to feel better
>>8244545
besides, i'm p sure the only "hispanics" who wouldn't rape and/or murder the likes of me are in brazil
https://unsee
.cc/tezosami/
>when ur boobs aren't that big and ur chest is wider than ur hips
Pls death claim me D;
>>8244544
I'm going to take a nap, the pain seems to be worse then yesterday :\
have a nice afternoon emi! <3
>>8244573
okay, sleep well eva!
>>8244569
they are adamant catholics after all
>>8244567
Only a bullet in my skull will help me out. That or 30k for FFS with Facial Team.
>>8244548
>>8244542
Are these two a robot spam thing like are there real people behind screens still arguing like this a week later
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>>8244575
ye like people are always talking about how the reaction of my family wouldn't be so bad but i have to drive through the jungle for literally an hour to see them
they live in a town in the jungle, like you honestly think they're gonna even know what a trans person is let alone accept that im one? lol
>>8244581
there are jungles in florida?
>>8244583
puerto rican jungle
>>8244583
Sorta
tfw male with hormone disorder and weird nipples
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>>8244594
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>>8244590
lucky intersex bastard
ok hi
>>8244560
Whats it like?